Sunday, April 06, 2008

Thursday, April 03, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHONGRONG!
(26th MARCH)


22th March2008:

My red butt monkey master piece!!!

i love this picture ...

haha, our ah gong xD


we're gna whack the elephant i tell ya !

Joane THE baby elephant

AHHH~ crap. HAHA








& lastly, this is our retarded video while on the tram. WOOTS! we were high after running in the rain !!!!!!!

More fabulous photos, but ha ha, those are for my own reference ((: particulatly loved the one that was printed out for us!!! (of course we had to pay -.- ) yays!

woah... this post is like supposed to be up long time ago, but was super lazy to upload photos. haha, next will be zhiwen's bday post. wait la. LOL. gotta grab the pics first. Yup Yup ^^

Had CO camp last friday, hmm.. was kindof cosy la. but only got to like interact with my group peeps, which is like only the few of them ? Grasilda, Jason, Tong Neng & Melissa. They're all nice people lah.. :D That's the reason why im still in CO aey. I miss co music though. D: D: D:

& i miss seniors D: blahhh


Monday, March 10, 2008

usuals :D


REVIEW OF MARCH HOLIDAYS

Decided to cram all my March holidays posts into one post since my blog can only view 2 posts at a time. Yep, here goes..

Saturday

A long overdue post, STEP UP 2 WAS ZEH BOMB! hahaha, love the dance moves and of course, canning tatum. Too bad he only appeared like 10 mins of the show, but still, OMG HIS MOVES WERE SLEEK ! yep, a fulfilling movie to catch.

because of you, i find it hard to trust no more
photos from thurday(likelastlastweek?)








Thursday

Met up with Rache at Macs for our study date. I jioed her. haha, many people must be so jealous right now. too bad!
studied studied studied then met ZhongRong who expectedly got lost around the area.
Ate lunch & went up to her house to study again.

I DID STUDY OK! I REPEAT. I STUDIED :D
(Mr Kuah should see this) haha

Vincent came soon after and there's some commotion about the dog Pee. Super funny. Then Vincent's lap became Shylo's new bed. How comfy~
Played Wii for a while then i ate fish&chips made my Rache's maid. nice~
OHOH! & BOXING is damn fun! hahahaha! i bet we looked like a bunch of idiots playing that game :D

Tmr will be date with the usuals again. I cant wait to watch STEP UP 2! Hopefully i can go tmr laa... sincerely pray (:

Tuesday

Class Gathering! :D
Xbox was the craze~ Played HALO & soon Boon came with FAMOUS AMOS! He's real sweet ya.
Headed for Heeren and walked around.. I WANNA GET LU XUI RUI'S ALBUM ! butbutbut, i shall save my moolah on the 4hotstuff instead.
Bought 2 pencils at morethanwords so that me and Rache would have identical ones.
It was the spur of the moment laa. ^^v
After that found out that billybombers was BOMBED, and coincidentally met Mr Kuah. Decided on BREEKS after some argument.(btw mok&hoon)
Boon ah! they were more of playing around lo, how is it possible to quarrel over such things!? HAHA. Besides, their bickering were pretty cute (:
Breeks was alright i guess.. ate the half chicken. Mr kuah and I were just busy cutting our chicken the whole time, didnt pay much attention to anything else around us. LOl.
fun right

Photos to be uploaded soon, a lil lazy now ah.. :D

(backtrack)
My life is now revolving around basically the usuals: Rache,Hoon,Boon,ZR,Mok + occaionally Rahul(enjoying himself in India) haha!

Friday
Had CO in Sajc. Woah, Lian Kai can remember me, surprised, but at least one more person i know there:D


commercial break(just in case i forgot)

(someone) says:
stupid boys better
(someone) says:
they just pay for all the stuffs and treat u nice


(someone)says:
i am bad boy
(someone) says:
bad boy are the most charming

you'll never believe who's the someone. HAHA

Went to meet the usuals at Rache's place. I think the food is nice la! only Alvin says not nice. Super fussy. Then we walked around to digest&wait for Rache's family to finish watching tv. Went up to play WII again! hahahaha! fun la, the self-claimed WII CHAMPION :p
A little not right without rahul&luqman though.. like the other time we played....

Saturday
Went over to MP library to study (quite accomplished) with 3-4 questions of partial fractions done? :D
wahaha, & i pulled off Rache's shoes and almost socks too just cause i was feeling random.
Being with the usuals is just so comfortable. Can laugh at like just anything. Went for lunch at Hans & then arcade. WOOTS! Percussion master champion VS WII champion. FIGHTFIGHTFIGHT!
Boon and Mok played this rollercoaster game. Their reactions are super funny! Cannot describe, but the video's in my phone. Can enjoy it anytime hehe.
Off to Mok's house for dinner:

1.Hoon made Mok lose his appetite by reminding him we just had Hans 2 hours ago. yeayea~

2. We were discussing about how big boon's house is.
Mok: YOUR HOUSE IS MY HOUSE X2! (moment of silence) nono.. PLUS RACHEL'S HOUSE!
this made me broke into fits of laughter. HIS EXPRESSION WAS HELL FUNNY !

3. ZR just randomly stretchedout his hand( i forgot for what reason ) , & hoon said: how come your hand so long one? Then the guys harmoniously stretch their hands out together to show hoon. THEN MY HANDS ALSO DAMN LONG LA !? wahaha! , and boon laughed his high pitched laughter again. Can't stop. Can't Stand it. even though i was sitting the whole time.

4.manymanymore...
p.s ZR broke his record of finishing his meals today! plus half of alvin's. notbadnotbad....
After that was tuition for me (:

Monday(Today)
Met Rache in the morning for a haircut.... nothing much to say about that.
Except when we were heading off to my place.. at the MRT station. Saw.. dee. yep. Embarrassed myself as usual, I CANT BELIEVE I WALKED ONTO THE WRONG ESCALATOR. am i retarded?
dang~
But ya. not surprising either. Dude, walk as fast as you can (: dont look back

Studying at Boon's place was quite productive today. Though played psp(dinerdash), computer(VIRUS!) & talking rubbish, it was still useful to study together. Boon taught me chem ! haha & the guys were trying to solve my chem problem, but failed. xD
Dinner's at boon's house was awesome. Love the food & loved the stuff that we talked about. Though it's quite.. haha, but it's funny ! no harm done ^.^

Tmr's gna be class gathering. Though it'll just be the few of us again, THERE'LL BE MR KUAH! MISS HIM LIKE
nuts!
& i miss rahul, kaifan, shakina&yvonne D:


Friday, March 07, 2008

marchbabies

(edit/)
MARCH +LATEFEB BABES
(pictures are l-o-v-e)






artistic pls :D

Bra spokesperson

Dear old fred..

happybirthday !
" I ate 1 hokkien mee, 4 chicken nuggets, 1 chicken wing & 1 chicken porridge" tell me if i missed out any on your wonderful lunch :P

He just needs a refil. -.-
More retard photos in the process. ZW! i want those 123456789 pics by everyone! Then can make the twit collage xD

SAINTS 08S28 !

presenting the 2 camwhores!

us with THEBOSS

9631...... (want our number ask yourself xD)


Cess&nadiah. cute seh?



half of the girls plus1

People ! We've gotta learn to start loving (I'm lovin' it ) like Ronald Macdonalds! I've no doubts we'll have fun ya huiying. Remember, we're still going for SC together ! Mr Lee is THEMAN.

Ohman, i think i did gymnastic in my dreams just now. In the middle of my sleep i can pull the muscle on my calf and start screaming. DAMN PAIN LA ! Im gna be limping while meeting the clique ye. & Rahul is a ps king. PS can mean many things { pangseh/ pangsai } HAHA. Hopefully, I'll accomplish some studying today, or else my lecture tests after the hols will be screwed. Rache,Boon&ZR, MUST HELP ME EH!

Saturday, March 01, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO !

I HAD THE BESTEST
BIRTHDAY EVER ~

Had such a fabulous day with 08S17 clique! Although the pictures were gone.. i know that it'll always be in my (points to brain like rahul) memory for as long as ever.

Rachel, Shakina, Hoon, Yvonne, Kai Fan, Rahul, Boon, ZR & Mok ! We had brunch, volleyball, bball, frisbee, waterpolo, skyride, luge & a whole lot of FUN PLUS LAUGHTER at vivo.

Some interesting happenings:
KAIFAN REALLY KNOW HOW TO POR PEOPLE ! We were getting the vball deflated a lil.. and he strode into the shop & said : MEI NU ! ( pretty lady ). & boon actually called her auntie. HAHA. of course people happy to be called mei nu right.. ah he've got high EQ that kf.

Rahul & i had cake on our face, thanks shakina and rachel for the cake !!!!!!
I was dragged and thrown into the sea period.

The guys were scared of the skyride ! &.... so was i. HAHA
Alvin and Zhongrong were "screaming" behind us for the first time we rode ! Rachel's like.. so MAN as compared to them. heh.... of course im a sissy too.

Boon was so super sweet to tail behind my luge ride for 3 times to make sure that nothing happens to me. SUCH A GENTLEMAN LAH !

ZR have a nicer figure than rahul. LOL LOL LOL ! sorry ya.

All in all...... birthday was love ~~~~~~


I'm really happy that i've met this bunch or people.. like.. i'd never imagine myself being such tight friends with mok and hoon in chung cheng. It's seeing them around and yeah.... them thinking im a super DAO person and finding out what a crazy retard i am. That's the amazing thing about life.... the unexpected always happens, you can never predict what will happen in the future. So, i'll have positive perspective and an optimistic longing for my future in sajc. (:

Lastly, thank y'all for the wonderful presents and cards (:

Luqman: Sweet coster which you dont even know what it writes. HAHAHAHA. still, thanks a lot, i love it la (: & thanks for everything you've helped me and done in sajc. remain tight yea!

Yvonne: Thanks for the ripples. i think you'll be the one i'll see less of in the time to come since you're gg off to poly. will miss you ya ! & gdluck in poly !

Kaifan : you rubbish and crappy "generous-irritating" (translated) It's like so expected of you to give me sucha funny and lame stuff, like how i would do to you! HAHA. But i love your present lah, bobbly pop-out eyes simply suits me best. PLUS THE PIGGY IS SO CUTE ^.^v walao, reminds me of THE SUPREME PIG la.

Rachel : THANKYOU FOR PLANNING ALL THESE STUFF & LIKE BEING SUCHA GOOD FRIEND SINCE I'VE KNOWN YOU ! I'll really treasure your KC badge cos it have such deep sentimental value :D i wish i could kiss you !

Shakina : ha! i shall eat the famous amos when i get my voice back. hehxD I've not been a junior for 2 years already... & it feels so good to be looked after by someone again ! esp. someone so sweet like you ya. im gna miss you like crazy.

Hoon: It's always exciting to see you again, cos you'll jump up with eyes lit up and charge towards me and give the tightest and most comfy hug ever ! So happy that i get to know you during pae period when we're in the same sch for 4 years being strangers. I GAVE MY SECOND KISS TO YOU ! (1st was to a baby). the earrings are super pretty <3

Boon/ZR/Mok: WALAO THE MUSICAL BOX SUPREMELY/SIBEI NICE LAH ! thanks for making the day so fun for all of us. y'all are the manest & most gentleman of all .

Rahul: Aw..... so touched to receive your present. you actually wrapped it yourself and wrote a damn sweet card. SWEET TALKER lol ! yeah... thanks for the "i'll make an effort to make you really happy okay" thingy. I was really happy today (or is it considered ytd since it's alr 12.35). really really happy...

THE END OF A WONDERFUL DAY ....

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

SAJC still sucks

Life in SAJC is suffocating me.
I feel so suppressed there, the Joane you see in Sajc is not JOANE.
Even Mr Kuah cannot imagine.. thanks man.
If i speak like how i would in tpjc, i would probably get a slap across my face on the first tutorial.
yeah.. one big fat slap
(: how nice.

I'm still feeling so wtf here. Guess i'll just post 08S17 bbq pics some other time.
It's like things piling ontop one another, stacking higher and higher until now it's almost toppling down & im putting my utmost effort to balance it.

Hopefully, by Saturday my life will be back to it's rightful course & i'll be me again.
I dont wanna be like that, really. Cant stand it no more.


* Went back for hockey training. As usual, the girls were nice :D
other J1s joined today, some thought i was J2... weird. haha. yeah.. tmr.. i shall fear and anticipate tmr to come.

Saturday, February 23, 2008



TPJC COUPLE DANCE :D


BBQ at Ping Boon's house today, it's fun just by the presence and company of the clique xD
Mr Kuah's like an adult with a child-like casing, really regretted my decision more after speaking with him. Yeah..but guess there's no turning back now.


Mediacorp next big star says:
hey
Mediacorp next big star says:
just to ensure evryie is back safely


such a sweet senior(: tpjc's full of sweet people, rly rly rly rly rly love them.
i'll never experience such stuff in *-

Open up a little man ! I must not be stuck in the past just because im comfortable with it!
That's so not Joane, pls.
But it's just so difficult. That's what makes you a MAN and i
JOANE

An interesting photo to share ( credits: taken by 07S21 Muhammad Shuib B Mohamed Amin , http://www.tpjc.net/photoshare/?id=00025495)

view taken from cafe (: how amazing...




Friday, February 22, 2008

OGNIGHT (tpjc)

TPJC IS SUPREMELY SIBEI FUN ! Went back for their mass dance on thursday & joined Rahul's OG to dance :D


Danced the first song with waiteng, banana and their friend. HAHA, they're super cute.(tpjc peeps are all super cute ^.^v)Then couple danced with Rahul. HAHA. love it man.. i love their couple dance.Comparing with *'s one.. TPJC's like.. WOAH.. nicenicenicenice.


ORIENTATION NIGHT 2008.

SUCH A WONDERFUL TIME SPENT THERE! It's like going home and having a really wild party. Everyone's so hyped up ! I like the feeling of knowing people, and friendly people greetingyou and giving hugs upon seeing you. Makes you feel worthwhile.. like.. you know you exists.I dont know why.. But going to SAJC makes me feel like becoming autistic.. seriously dont feel like mixing around and stuff, in other words, ANTISOCIAL (: HAHA, from luqman,waiteng&co: i cannot imagine you not talking for 1 min! ; but yeah.. me not talking for hours is horrendous.
I'm really damn sad, esp. when i saw Mr Kuah.. Can't believe my eyes watered when i saw him.Such a cute teacher.. WHERE CAN YOU EVER FIND? lol! He's the cutest and nicest teacher i'veever met, & he gave me a flying kiss! *blush :P
Mass dance once again.. SUPER FUN! but this time.. not because i danced with Rahul, i totallyspoilt the dance for him.. was busy looking elsewhere. DEEEEEEEEEEEE ^.^ !(he's so gay being the girl for the couple dance! but still.. cute&smart) duh xD
Then had this liveband alumni performance.EVERYONE WENT BERSERK! IT WAS SUCH A HIGH TIME!After the jumping and all.. it feels like you've just had a hangover. one word:

WOW

&..... GO GO POWER RANGERS! ~ ~ ~ ~ FIGHTING

ALL DAY LONG!!


LASTLY.. THANKYOU TO RACHEL, SHIYUN, LUQMAN, RAHUL, PING BOON AND ZHONGRONG FOR BEING THERETODAY. TRUELY A SUPERB TIME SPENT WITH THESE PEOPLE. I LOVE <3>BITS. (not literally)

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

ER ER ER



JOANE <3>RACHEL

Joane
:

Moodless official last day of PAE.

Met Luqman&Zhongrong&Rache for breakfast in the morning.. (the "last"meal) feeling

Just doesn't feel comfortable with the thought of leaving all behind, esp. when i know and experienced so much of such stuff before.... where people will claim and say that the feeling would still be there and sorts & things will eventually fate and poof it became coco crunch (different meaning as luqman), .... yeah maybe im like looking at the down side of all these... maybe it ain't all that bad?



HAHA emo already emo already. On the brighter note:
we'll still meet up on SATURDAYS ! yea yea.. (:
let's wish all of the peeps in 08S17 all the best in their new school and environment... enjoy themselves no matter where they are.. & of course... ALWAYS REMEMBER ME !:D


p.s & of course... MUSTAFA MUSTAFA MUSTAFA!


Rachel :


My feelings are all muffled.
[How do ya'll feel aey??]
Ah wells, really hope that our gang will last : )))
[Kind of hard to say what I feel la]

(I'm more of actions than words)
"Ya'll don't know."
i'm hungry-

[I'm going to miss everybody.]

Anyway,
wherever ya'll go
enjoy
yourselves always !



[it's alright if I look like the lousy one, because Joane rocks.]
RACHEL
will miss JOANE
more than the lousy ones.
I won't forget ya'll yeah.

[I know i'm not alone]

//zzzzzzz//

We can make it right
Throw it away
Forget yesterday


Saturday, February 16, 2008

I can't believe this :

" We hooked up in 2008.
We dated and still get along great. It's complicated. "


fucking funny ! (pardon me)

thanks, rahul

Friday, February 15, 2008

LOVE

~ Some things I wished it was true, even though I know that it's just a fantasy ~

! Yesterday was superb ! Although we missed 20 minutes of Jumper, i still think it was interesting. Rahul doesn't think so. HA, he's like super funny.

Went Rachel's house to play wii and chill. Man, some stuff that Rahul says really can make me rambutan hair stand..... Stop all the vday stuff willyou ? lol.

& Pingboon's sucha naive and innocent boy, can easily bluff him over anything (he believes me & rahul are together) Luqman's a mature adult with a whole ton of muscles. Rahul is a bluff. He've got the built but sucha lil boy inside. Throughout the night, we were mainly laughing at his childish behaviour.

Alvin: "OMG I CANT TAKE IT ALREADY, RAHUL IS F***ING FUNNY !"

" FIRSTLY, HE'S SLOW, SECONDLY HE'S BLUR & TOOK LIKE 10 SECONDS BEFORE HE REALISES ANYTHING ! "

Alvin's a nice beng, always around to talk big but still, it's a joy to have him around. ZR's fussy eater, but nice cos he treated me to taiwan milk tea!

Rachel's a sweety. Always so thoughtful and considerate for others, God bless her <3 Hoon's a crazy fella, alway laughing and hype about the lovely things aroundm esp. Candy * .

hahahaha, i really love 08S17 ! but good things really dont last long eh ? Another 2 days time. hopefully i can get into SAJC. Then i'll be meeting Rahul to head for school ! yep yep, ^.^v

& lastly, This is a classic : " Do you believe in love at first sight? Or do i have to walk by you again ? " by the special one.

Friday, February 01, 2008

TPJC (:

Currently enjoying life at school now, but somehow... I'll be leaving all of these things, people and cliques i am so accustomed with through this 1 month.
But i believe, there'll always be departures welcoming new beginnings.... and it's also the best things in life. We'll have to leave behind certain things and memories so as to move on & enjoy even better views/sceneries and phases of life.
Yep, by the by, i'll take memories together with me through my life adventures :D

Tpjc had been real great so far, truly enjoyed the times with 08S17 and the hockey mates. They're like such a blast to be with!

08S17 !


















Today is a very special day!


HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CAROLINE!!


i love me car~ VROOM VROOM

such a sweet friend since like forever.... ok FOURever. 4 year what. haha.
soomehow i wish that the friendship wouldn't end. drifted apart when you went off with steph to another class, but we can still be tight! that's really something to be proud of (: hope you'll be shining in your future endeavours, & i'll still be part of your ever so exciting and wonderful life ^^
love, jo


Saturday, January 05, 2008

okay, the best thing about tpjc, or rather the only good thing about tpjc is that i've got fabulous friends around me ! :
haha happy geraldine? lol
& i realised that geraldine have become retarded to the utmost degree throught the years.
that's pretty sad.... ): ): ):

yep.. and so the days shall go by with the accompany of ms retard, waiteng,chek kai, yintak a.k.a duckmon, jixian, amelia, peixuan, shermaine... yada yada. all the primary school peeps.

p.sthanks geraldine :D

Friday, January 04, 2008

tpjc

Tpjc's orientation's pretty screwed up. But the ogls there were pretty nice and fun.
yeah... boring old stuff, shan't talk about it. (:
haha

Picked up a few ccas for fun, just to brighten up my first 6 weeks of jc life.
lol, i'll just stick to one when lessons really start.

hmm.. yeh.. blogging seemed to be a tedious task these days, so...
CYA !

Monday, December 17, 2007

disappointed

You forgot.
Doesn't feel good to be the only one remembering & treasuring.

It's been years since i renewed those memories...

On the bright side, work's been fun for some days (:

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Wet Wednesday

Another off day, been raining since morning.
how boring...
spoils the mood of going to the 6.6gongshangers gathering, so ended up staying at home, rotting.

previous off day went for *****.
hopefully the case would be solved asap, gdluck (: & support from me to the end

omg omg omg, im so excited to go see xing guang bang!!!!
pls dont let anything ruin it. pls pls pls pls pls !!!!!

yay !

Monday, November 19, 2007

day at work

First day at work was.... okay i guess.
Except that my leg hurt like banana split and after reena went off i was bored to death.
aye,.. guess work's always like that.
wonder when it will change for the better, like after i work for 1 month ? -.-

but zhuang's coming to visit me today ! haha, at least wont be so boring cos reena's off day. hmmm,... but it's HER off day too, so wont be that bad. :D
& i still havent bought my heels! esp. so now when everyday's work and next monday is prom night already. howhow (?)
looking on the bright side of work, at least now i will be more reluctant to spend money. yea..

Saturday, November 17, 2007

You know, there have always been the :
" yo mama so fat people jog around her for exercise" /
"yo mama so fat she gets on the scale & it says to be continued" /
" yo mama so fat she got baptised at the Pacific Ocean"

& so i wonder, why dont that do a mama's stupidity joke series?
instead of yo mama, they should go jo's mama.

i'm so not being evil here, but hello, i cant stand it anymore.
Stupidity is not a sin. BUT stupidity plus being a total bitch IS.

hey fuck care if you dont understand anything.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Post- olvls fever

it's been so long.... woots!
finally survived the three weeks or pure torture.
:D but come to think of it in a good light, there'll be perhaps whole 3 months of study-free!

feeling so sick after the kbox session yesterday,
reached home with my head weighing a ton... terrible.
being sick makes the excitement and fun of post olvl's activities go poof*
hopefully i can recover by friday, and have fun at seoul gardens and grad night.
HOPEFULLY... (all the blessing gods of the universe, hear that?) xD

Starting work next monday, at vivo marks&spencers.
seems tiring... yet inspirational. Gonna miss out on a lot of activities during thw holidays,
But, you'll gain nothing without any sacrifices yeah?
Sure wouldn't wanna miss out on any alumnis gathering or CO chalet, M&S better give me a leave on 21stnov and 4thDec.
or i'll go on strike or something, lost of man-days :D

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

brrr.. sick~

Monday
Cin, Esther, Rachel, Edeline all never attend school. So alone! haha,
during PE played badminton with zhuang they all for a while. Then i got bored, so i pulled jade and xiaojun play vball with Alfred ! whahaah, was super fun. Sheldon, Vincent and Guang heng came to join us, but sheldon left. Even Mr Teo came to hao lian his skills. But still, wahaha, the all girls + lil alfred's group won. xD

Tuesday
Super boring day. Whole day i was trying to stay awake but nodded off in the end. woots, i know how to write 8 out of 10 words for chi test. lol, i thought it would be a flunk lah. So, it's considered an achievement (:

Wednesday
which is today... I'm sick. bleag. ytd after school was talking to zhuang, then she predicted that my sore throat is gonna come, so i gorged on water. Then within about an hour, the sore throat came. Dang, i hate sore throat out of all the sickness you can get !!
i mean those non-fatal ones. yeah, so the sequence was runny nose, sore throats, and then fever. Typical flu cycle.
& here i am, not in school, but trying to study at home, and not run off to the toilet and puke all the time.
ciaoz

Monday, July 23, 2007

to go or not?

These few days have been.. i forgot what happened. HAHA

Bryan's birthday just passed, Happy birthday to him again (:
been seeing pretty lots of pri. sch friends, missed the pri sch days.
& i missed my sec 1 and 2 ! 3 more months and o lvls will be over, i'll be graduating!

And was pondering upon this issue ytd ( ) .

conclusion: i shall go if you go. let's pray.

Friday, July 20, 2007

Gone with the wind 360 days before.

I realised when you're stressed, bored, or have just nothing better to do, you'll inevitably think about things that you've never given great thought about it, or imagine stuff that aren't going to be real. Maybe it's because that usually, when we're hectic with the world revolving around us, I have an excuse to just shrug it off and brush it away, but it's kind of difficult to do so now.
Doesn't make sense(?) nevermind, make sense means you got problem. :)

It dont have to mean anything, as long i make sure it doesn't.

Have anyone of you tried the feeling of regreting your actions before? like what you should have done or should not have done a long time ago? Thinking back and wondering what would you be like today if you were to do this instead of what you have done? It feels like you've eating a balloon into your chest and it's inflating every second you breathe. It feels like it's going to burst, but when it's on the bringe on blowing up, it lets go suddenly again and the pressure is released, but not for long. Soon it repeats itself.... and the vicious cycle continues. Terrible.

But it's gone long time ago, there's no way to want it back.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Was bodyslammed ytd !
haha, first time experience, pretty cool~
okay, im mad. :S haha

The last thing i heard before i was on the grass was : AHH ~
crap, no one pulled me away-.- lol
But it's pretty cool to see people's reactions when the whole accident happened. esp. yx, so funny.
ok, so thankyou to : xj, angelina, esther, cin, r'chel, ed & the kind xieshern. HAHA

going back to school again tomorrow :D
40 more days to o lvls, im getting more stressed by the second.. HELP !

Thursday, July 12, 2007

boring post, dont risk reading it (:

Yuan Yang asked me today: " why dont you upate your blog anymore?"
And so here I am, blogging after 9 days. and yy, tag when you see this post. haha

Had a whole week of tests, the worst was yesterday's Prelims oral. sigh.. dont talk about it, it's going to be a flunk, im so disappointed. Pray for me that Mrs Sue isn't as strict as i think she is. ):

I'm so tired now, headache.. i wish i was sick, better than the half sick half not sick feeling :x
okay actually there's nothing nice to blog about, all i do now is watch tv, play com and study = no life.
maybe this friday's harry potter plus saturday's haircut will brighten up my days. lol
-end of my random post- im gna faint

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

past week. bleg

Have been trying to study for the past week..

Friday

Had dinner with fellow alumnis!

haha, was a funny dinner. & i ate a fish with a giant tumour.

So, i currently have a fish tumour growing somewhere in my body :D

hehxD okay, that's a little no link.

But the feeling with seniors was so.. comfy. haha,

& weisheng finally knows who his dad was talking about (although i dont know what his dad talked about) but yah, know im the one that played marbles with him when we're a feet tall. L O L

And then there's our mi mi yan daddy coupled with his handsome tie. haha,

oh plus junhong! he damn HIGH that night. long time never see him like that already. missed all of it :D


Saturday
slacked at home, half trying to study, but ended up hogging on the com until it's time for tuition. which is 8pm -.- haha

yeah nothing much on tuition on sat.

Sunday
Went for tuition once again, tuition was... bleag
shan't elaborate.
but , you're so wrong :D

Monday
events on this day are -disclosed-

Tuesday



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN RU!



sob, i missed today's speechday rehearsal ):

Friday, June 22, 2007

farewell peeps!

Camp have just ended!
i think it was fun :D Although i missed the ice breakers and games.

Really thank those alumnis for coming back to h elp us with the nightwalk. i think without them the PA system wont work, we wont have such a nice movie to watch, and LT2 wont be scary with long hui's ghost stories. And those difficult to scare juniors would not be scared. thankyou seniors! i love them .

the night walk was damn fun ! much more tiring den the previous one. can to run up and down the stairs, squat down and stand up again, scrap my knees every time i grab their legs, BUT hearing their screams, everything's worth it ! hahaha.
The grand auditorium's atmosphere was so freaky when we went there to prepare, esp. the stage.But the weird thing is, when the first group came and we start scaring people, we're not scared anymore. The only thing you can think about is about scaring people, and about how tired you are, how the air is thinning, and how you're gonna faint. HAHA. serious, the 3rd floor audi is so dusty that you're breathing in dust instead of the idk how many per cent oxygen that is in the air.

The next day was farewell party. Really really touched by the juniors, they played canon-in D for us in the powerpoint presentation. i was laughing at first, but i dont know why, when i went up for my little speech, the throat got stuck, the words just couldn't come out! yeah, and you know what follows.. haha. i had so much to say lah.
so here goes...:

Thank you all the juniors for being with us for so long. From when we were still the juniors, figuring out how to become seniors, till the fun-loving seniors we are now. Although we are not the best seniors ever to you guys, but thank you for still respecting us. yeah.. sorry to tania for being late all the times we walked into school together.. enjoyed those times.. thankyou eunice for being my going home partner so that i wont be alone enduring yong chuan's lame and no link blabberings.. and yuan yang! thankyou for listening to me whenever i talk to you, you've been real sweet. i really saw the change in you from when you were still sec 1, grown up already hor, the next time i come back, you'll be a MAN :D jiayou !

Friday, June 15, 2007

hols are almost over !

One more week left until the holidays are over.
Keep thinking of what i have done this holidays, apart from not completing homework and studying, i say it had been quite fulfilling hur (:
But there's still so much to do, nightwalk planning for example.
i swear it would be much more relaxing to be a normal member, less complicating i guess? And more time to yourself.
BUT, it's worth it. Rebutt me if you disagree, we've all enjoyed the process of being in the committee, no matter how often we complain about the things happening around us.

Oh, there's still a lot of things i want to do before the holidays are over! like going out with dearest ah mun (ha ha) and of cos, seniors @

After the Co camp that's coming up next, i'll be free-er to study. Hope i will though, and hope i can go to the camp. Prays.
Farewell would be cool~ Remember the 2 years of farewell etched in my heart, now it'll be my turn. MY TURN! woots, so fun [=

Really hope that the nightwalk could work out. Jia you people for the a maths retest! Don't deemed yourself as an idiot in it so fast, nothing is impossible. As for the one thing i learnt from thr past few months, the amount of effort you put in doesn't really determine the 结果 you'll get. Sometimes, you just have to put in more than what others have.

anw, just to say, Wentworth Miler is cute :D

Saturday, June 09, 2007

contented

啦啦啦
靠着窗听袁惟仁弹吉他
他认真创作的哼哼唱唱
爱情傀儡征服和梦醒
了都变成了主打
靠着窗半夜听着袁惟仁弹吉他
他认真创作的哼哼唱唱
一点一滴筑音乐的梦想
就要像他一样

i like the chorus ! haha, but the rap is a little stupid though.

i must get used to it, people come and go
even how much we don't want that to happen and,
no matter how hard we try.
It's a cycle, not everyone can be there for us
till the end of time.
Therefore i shall never believe in "forever" ever again.
Nah, i'm not being emo. just a little sorting out
and NO, i love my life
so John wouldn't catch me back and play a game between
life&death.

comm chalet over!

I'm having such great fun bluffing Zhiwen about her station.
Wahaha! >.<' so sorry !

lol. okay talking about the past few days, committee chalet just ended. half relieved half distressed. Don't know what's going to happen after we step down. and no, it's not about the juniors, it's what's gonna happen to me. total life of studying. wanted to start to mug really hard after the chalet, but the energy had all been drained out of me. Maybe it's just an excuse.. maybe..

The motivation i got are gone now! Seriously, if i say i'm not worried, i tell you, im lying. pray for me people. (: haha

i don't feel like recounting everything about comm chalet. just that, the feeling is totally different when you're a junior and you're a senior, esp. when all the respoinsibilities are yours and you're in charge. Doesn't feel good, stressful !

Jia You juniors ! the next batch of juniors 就靠你们了!It ain't an easy job. No matter whatever setbacks you guys may face, whatever conflicts may occur, just remember the responsibility is given to you and never give up. Things will soon resolve , & i'm always here :D

feeling so colourful right now. heh heh. tomorrow's tuition. test again, which seems a little useless since i didn't study. ah daniel , motivate me luh !
okay i shall stop my redundant blabbering and start studying. (in a while's time.., a while)

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

dellimma

i really should work on my persuading and convincing skills.There are things stuck in my throat not knowing how to say it out, and you can never trust the other person to get and understand what you mean.
or maybe, sometimes the best words are those that are silent. i miss those people whom i can just look at them and they would understand, or a simple nod would do the trick. but nothing is forever.

Went CO room after school, ahh~ i didnt even know there is supposed to be a little discussion? ha, nvm.
anw, i wonder how many people will truly understand our predicament, those that experienced it before? haiy, why is it that times are so different as the past, i bet nothing like that will happen if it was 2 years ago.


I've finally got my answer :D woots !

pls note it's a camp not a chalet, thanks (:

Saturday, May 26, 2007

no longer top4

elections finally over (:
all the best to the sec 3s, no matter what you guys got, as long as you guys do your best towards a union goal, the post doesn't matter.
you'll understand as the year go by, trust me.
But treasure your time instead of brooding over mundane things. goodluck..

cant wait for tuition, bet zhuang will laugh at me for that, but staying at home slacking doesnt feel good, neither is it good for the health. haha just can't focus at home. couldn't get to sleep yesterday night, keep listening to my blog song "When you're Gone" , love it.
I believe you'll get it sooner or later, i just wished it was sooner...

Recently, i just can't get enough of tv HAHA. especially cartoons. I feel like searching for the disney movies (cartoons!) that i watched when i was a little kid and watch it again. It's nice ok ! Watching cartoons doesn't mean that i'm childish or anything, it's a hobby, an interest. Besides, sometimes i think cartoons makes more sense in reality than "people-acted" movies. They portray the happiness, sadness, anger, disappointment, hopelessness etc more vividly than it can be shown by human expressions.
okay, i just not find excuses for loving cartoons. =D

speaking of that, i'm going to watch ANG, LEGEND OF THE AVARTAR. !
be back soon !

Friday, May 25, 2007

BOGUS

Tried doing the chinese online homework today, but the damn com changed the answers i put in! total bogus..

keep thinking must study already, but keep can't focus at home. tomorrow still have elections whole day gone, got comm dinner, cant go tuition. still deciding between the two. hmmmms...
but everyone will constantly badger me if i dint go for the former. haha. /:
nvm, i have national library mates. heee.

and there's still comm chalet planning and maybe co camp. holidays would just be gone in a zap. worrying y'know, looking at the results. Some lady called my hp asking for my mum to arrange a time to see Mrs Cheng. Ah, why would Mrs Cheng want to see me for my results? As if she knows anything about me. All she can do is look at the results and IMAGINE what kind of person i am. The school reallt loves doing such inane stuff.

i think my house's electricity bill is going to be very high, seeing how my brother watches the tv from morning to night. cannot imagine him being th for 1 day, think he'll die.
been ranting non-stop because i have nothing to do. homework is getting more and more boring by the second and i have no books to read ): that's very sad .

ciaoz..

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

back from hiatus

It's been so long since i've blogged.
MYE was lousy, but wasn't really affected by it. haha,
promised to study harder though, hope it's not another lie to myself.

can't wait for comm chalet and co camp, but that means it's 6 days off my hols 6 days in 2 weeks study time. how to cope ?
election coming, im stepping down! lol, (:

all the best to you
(:

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

pictures

Picture sums up all the days (:
15 photos only this time, more to come :D
(click for larger images !)