SAJC still sucks

Life in SAJC is suffocating me.
I feel so suppressed there, the Joane you see in Sajc is not JOANE.
Even Mr Kuah cannot imagine.. thanks man.
If i speak like how i would in tpjc, i would probably get a slap across my face on the first tutorial.
yeah.. one big fat slap (: how nice.

I'm still feeling so wtf here. Guess i'll just post 08S17 bbq pics some other time.
It's like things piling ontop one another, stacking higher and higher until now it's almost toppling down & im putting my utmost effort to balance it.

Hopefully, by Saturday my life will be back to it's rightful course & i'll be me again.
I dont wanna be like that, really. Cant stand it no more.

* Went back for hockey training. As usual, the girls were nice :D
other J1s joined today, some thought i was J2... weird. haha. yeah.. tmr.. i shall fear and anticipate tmr to come.

TPJC COUPLE DANCE :D


BBQ at Ping Boon's house today, it's fun just by the presence and company of the clique xD
Mr Kuah's like an adult with a child-like casing, really regretted my decision more after speaking with him. Yeah..but guess there's no turning back now.


Mediacorp next big star says:
hey
Mediacorp next big star says:
just to ensure evryie is back safely

such a sweet senior(: tpjc's full of sweet people, rly rly rly rly rly love them.
i'll never experience such stuff in *-

Open up a little man ! I must not be stuck in the past just because im comfortable with it!
That's so not Joane, pls.
But it's just so difficult. That's what makes you a MAN and i JOANE

An interesting photo to share ( credits: taken by 07S21 Muhammad Shuib B Mohamed Amin , http://www.tpjc.net/photoshare/?id=00025495)

view taken from cafe (: how amazing...

OGNIGHT (tpjc)

TPJC IS SUPREMELY SIBEI FUN ! Went back for their mass dance on thursday & joined Rahul's OG to dance :D

Danced the first song with waiteng, banana and their friend. HAHA, they're super cute.(tpjc peeps are all super cute ^.^v)Then couple danced with Rahul. HAHA. love it man.. i love their couple dance.Comparing with *'s one.. TPJC's like.. WOAH.. nicenicenicenice.

ORIENTATION NIGHT 2008.

SUCH A WONDERFUL TIME SPENT THERE! It's like going home and having a really wild party. Everyone's so hyped up ! I like the feeling of knowing people, and friendly people greetingyou and giving hugs upon seeing you. Makes you feel worthwhile.. like.. you know you exists.I dont know why.. But going to SAJC makes me feel like becoming autistic.. seriously dont feel like mixing around and stuff, in other words, ANTISOCIAL (: HAHA, from luqman,waiteng&co: i cannot imagine you not talking for 1 min! ; but yeah.. me not talking for hours is horrendous.
I'm really damn sad, esp. when i saw Mr Kuah.. Can't believe my eyes watered when i saw him.Such a cute teacher.. WHERE CAN YOU EVER FIND? lol! He's the cutest and nicest teacher i'veever met, & he gave me a flying kiss! *blush :P
Mass dance once again.. SUPER FUN! but this time.. not because i danced with Rahul, i totallyspoilt the dance for him.. was busy looking elsewhere. DEEEEEEEEEEEE ^.^ !(he's so gay being the girl for the couple dance! but still.. cute&smart) duh xD
Then had this liveband alumni performance.EVERYONE WENT BERSERK! IT WAS SUCH A HIGH TIME!After the jumping and all.. it feels like you've just had a hangover. one word:

WOW

&..... GO GO POWER RANGERS! ~ ~ ~ ~ FIGHTING

ALL DAY LONG!!

LASTLY.. THANKYOU TO RACHEL, SHIYUN, LUQMAN, RAHUL, PING BOON AND ZHONGRONG FOR BEING THERETODAY. TRUELY A SUPERB TIME SPENT WITH THESE PEOPLE. I LOVE <3>BITS. (not literally)

ER ER ER



JOANE <3>RACHEL

Joane :

Moodless official last day of PAE.

Met Luqman&Zhongrong&Rache for breakfast in the morning.. (the "last"meal) feeling

Just doesn't feel comfortable with the thought of leaving all behind, esp. when i know and experienced so much of such stuff before.... where people will claim and say that the feeling would still be there and sorts & things will eventually fate and poof it became coco crunch (different meaning as luqman), .... yeah maybe im like looking at the down side of all these... maybe it ain't all that bad?



HAHA emo already emo already. On the brighter note:
we'll still meet up on SATURDAYS ! yea yea.. (:
let's wish all of the peeps in 08S17 all the best in their new school and environment... enjoy themselves no matter where they are.. & of course... ALWAYS REMEMBER ME !:D

p.s & of course... MUSTAFA MUSTAFA MUSTAFA!


Rachel :


My feelings are all muffled.
[How do ya'll feel aey??]
Ah wells, really hope that our gang will last : )))
[Kind of hard to say what I feel la]

(I'm more of actions than words) "Ya'll don't know."
i'm hungry-

[I'm going to miss everybody.]

Anyway,
wherever ya'll go
enjoy yourselves always !



[it's alright if I look like the lousy one, because Joane rocks.]
RACHEL will miss JOANE
more than the lousy ones.
I won't forget ya'll yeah.

[I know i'm not alone]

//zzzzzzz//

We can make it right
Throw it away
Forget yesterday

I can't believe this :

" We hooked up in 2008.
We dated and still get along great. It's complicated. "

fucking funny ! (pardon me)
thanks, rahul

LOVE

~ Some things I wished it was true, even though I know that it's just a fantasy ~

! Yesterday was superb ! Although we missed 20 minutes of Jumper, i still think it was interesting. Rahul doesn't think so. HA, he's like super funny.

Went Rachel's house to play wii and chill. Man, some stuff that Rahul says really can make me rambutan hair stand..... Stop all the vday stuff willyou ? lol.

& Pingboon's sucha naive and innocent boy, can easily bluff him over anything (he believes me & rahul are together) Luqman's a mature adult with a whole ton of muscles. Rahul is a bluff. He've got the built but sucha lil boy inside. Throughout the night, we were mainly laughing at his childish behaviour.

Alvin: "OMG I CANT TAKE IT ALREADY, RAHUL IS F***ING FUNNY !"

" FIRSTLY, HE'S SLOW, SECONDLY HE'S BLUR & TOOK LIKE 10 SECONDS BEFORE HE REALISES ANYTHING ! "

Alvin's a nice beng, always around to talk big but still, it's a joy to have him around. ZR's fussy eater, but nice cos he treated me to taiwan milk tea!

Rachel's a sweety. Always so thoughtful and considerate for others, God bless her <3 Hoon's a crazy fella, alway laughing and hype about the lovely things aroundm esp. Candy * .

hahahaha, i really love 08S17 ! but good things really dont last long eh ? Another 2 days time. hopefully i can get into SAJC. Then i'll be meeting Rahul to head for school ! yep yep, ^.^v

& lastly, This is a classic : " Do you believe in love at first sight? Or do i have to walk by you again ? " by the special one.

TPJC (:

Currently enjoying life at school now, but somehow... I'll be leaving all of these things, people and cliques i am so accustomed with through this 1 month.
But i believe, there'll always be departures welcoming new beginnings.... and it's also the best things in life. We'll have to leave behind certain things and memories so as to move on & enjoy even better views/sceneries and phases of life.
Yep, by the by, i'll take memories together with me through my life adventures :D

Tpjc had been real great so far, truly enjoyed the times with 08S17 and the hockey mates. They're like such a blast to be with!

08S17 !


















Today is a very special day!


HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CAROLINE!!


i love me car~ VROOM VROOM

such a sweet friend since like forever.... ok FOURever. 4 year what. haha.
soomehow i wish that the friendship wouldn't end. drifted apart when you went off with steph to another class, but we can still be tight! that's really something to be proud of (: hope you'll be shining in your future endeavours, & i'll still be part of your ever so exciting and wonderful life ^^
love, jo