disappointed

You forgot.
Doesn't feel good to be the only one remembering & treasuring.
It's been years since i renewed those memories...

On the bright side, work's been fun for some days (:

Wet Wednesday

Another off day, been raining since morning.
how boring...
spoils the mood of going to the 6.6gongshangers gathering, so ended up staying at home, rotting.

previous off day went for *****.
hopefully the case would be solved asap, gdluck (: & support from me to the end

omg omg omg, im so excited to go see xing guang bang!!!!
pls dont let anything ruin it. pls pls pls pls pls !!!!!

yay !

day at work

First day at work was.... okay i guess.
Except that my leg hurt like banana split and after reena went off i was bored to death.
aye,.. guess work's always like that.
wonder when it will change for the better, like after i work for 1 month ? -.-

but zhuang's coming to visit me today ! haha, at least wont be so boring cos reena's off day. hmmm,... but it's HER off day too, so wont be that bad. :D
& i still havent bought my heels! esp. so now when everyday's work and next monday is prom night already. howhow (?)
looking on the bright side of work, at least now i will be more reluctant to spend money. yea..

You know, there have always been the :
" yo mama so fat people jog around her for exercise" /
"yo mama so fat she gets on the scale & it says to be continued" /
" yo mama so fat she got baptised at the Pacific Ocean"

& so i wonder, why dont that do a mama's stupidity joke series?
instead of yo mama, they should go jo's mama.

i'm so not being evil here, but hello, i cant stand it anymore.
Stupidity is not a sin. BUT stupidity plus being a total bitch IS.

hey fuck care if you dont understand anything.

Post- olvls fever

it's been so long.... woots!
finally survived the three weeks or pure torture.
:D but come to think of it in a good light, there'll be perhaps whole 3 months of study-free!

feeling so sick after the kbox session yesterday,
reached home with my head weighing a ton... terrible.
being sick makes the excitement and fun of post olvl's activities go poof*
hopefully i can recover by friday, and have fun at seoul gardens and grad night.
HOPEFULLY... (all the blessing gods of the universe, hear that?) xD

Starting work next monday, at vivo marks&spencers.
seems tiring... yet inspirational. Gonna miss out on a lot of activities during thw holidays,
But, you'll gain nothing without any sacrifices yeah?
Sure wouldn't wanna miss out on any alumnis gathering or CO chalet, M&S better give me a leave on 21stnov and 4thDec.
or i'll go on strike or something, lost of man-days :D

brrr.. sick~

Monday
Cin, Esther, Rachel, Edeline all never attend school. So alone! haha,
during PE played badminton with zhuang they all for a while. Then i got bored, so i pulled jade and xiaojun play vball with Alfred ! whahaah, was super fun. Sheldon, Vincent and Guang heng came to join us, but sheldon left. Even Mr Teo came to hao lian his skills. But still, wahaha, the all girls + lil alfred's group won. xD

Tuesday
Super boring day. Whole day i was trying to stay awake but nodded off in the end. woots, i know how to write 8 out of 10 words for chi test. lol, i thought it would be a flunk lah. So, it's considered an achievement (:

Wednesday
which is today... I'm sick. bleag. ytd after school was talking to zhuang, then she predicted that my sore throat is gonna come, so i gorged on water. Then within about an hour, the sore throat came. Dang, i hate sore throat out of all the sickness you can get !!
i mean those non-fatal ones. yeah, so the sequence was runny nose, sore throats, and then fever. Typical flu cycle.
& here i am, not in school, but trying to study at home, and not run off to the toilet and puke all the time.
ciaoz

to go or not?

These few days have been.. i forgot what happened. HAHA

Bryan's birthday just passed, Happy birthday to him again (:
been seeing pretty lots of pri. sch friends, missed the pri sch days.
& i missed my sec 1 and 2 ! 3 more months and o lvls will be over, i'll be graduating!

And was pondering upon this issue ytd ( ) .

conclusion: i shall go if you go. let's pray.

Gone with the wind 360 days before.

I realised when you're stressed, bored, or have just nothing better to do, you'll inevitably think about things that you've never given great thought about it, or imagine stuff that aren't going to be real. Maybe it's because that usually, when we're hectic with the world revolving around us, I have an excuse to just shrug it off and brush it away, but it's kind of difficult to do so now.
Doesn't make sense(?) nevermind, make sense means you got problem. :)

It dont have to mean anything, as long i make sure it doesn't.

Have anyone of you tried the feeling of regreting your actions before? like what you should have done or should not have done a long time ago? Thinking back and wondering what would you be like today if you were to do this instead of what you have done? It feels like you've eating a balloon into your chest and it's inflating every second you breathe. It feels like it's going to burst, but when it's on the bringe on blowing up, it lets go suddenly again and the pressure is released, but not for long. Soon it repeats itself.... and the vicious cycle continues. Terrible.

But it's gone long time ago, there's no way to want it back.

Was bodyslammed ytd !
haha, first time experience, pretty cool~
okay, im mad. :S haha

The last thing i heard before i was on the grass was : AHH ~
crap, no one pulled me away-.- lol
But it's pretty cool to see people's reactions when the whole accident happened. esp. yx, so funny.
ok, so thankyou to : xj, angelina, esther, cin, r'chel, ed & the kind xieshern. HAHA

going back to school again tomorrow :D
40 more days to o lvls, im getting more stressed by the second.. HELP !

boring post, dont risk reading it (:

Yuan Yang asked me today: " why dont you upate your blog anymore?"
And so here I am, blogging after 9 days. and yy, tag when you see this post. haha

Had a whole week of tests, the worst was yesterday's Prelims oral. sigh.. dont talk about it, it's going to be a flunk, im so disappointed. Pray for me that Mrs Sue isn't as strict as i think she is. ):

I'm so tired now, headache.. i wish i was sick, better than the half sick half not sick feeling :x
okay actually there's nothing nice to blog about, all i do now is watch tv, play com and study = no life.
maybe this friday's harry potter plus saturday's haircut will brighten up my days. lol
-end of my random post- im gna faint

past week. bleg

Have been trying to study for the past week..

Friday

Had dinner with fellow alumnis!

haha, was a funny dinner. & i ate a fish with a giant tumour.

So, i currently have a fish tumour growing somewhere in my body :D

hehxD okay, that's a little no link.

But the feeling with seniors was so.. comfy. haha,

& weisheng finally knows who his dad was talking about (although i dont know what his dad talked about) but yah, know im the one that played marbles with him when we're a feet tall. L O L

And then there's our mi mi yan daddy coupled with his handsome tie. haha,

oh plus junhong! he damn HIGH that night. long time never see him like that already. missed all of it :D


Saturday
slacked at home, half trying to study, but ended up hogging on the com until it's time for tuition. which is 8pm -.- haha

yeah nothing much on tuition on sat.

Sunday
Went for tuition once again, tuition was... bleag
shan't elaborate.
but , you're so wrong :D

Monday
events on this day are -disclosed-

Tuesday



HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN RU!



sob, i missed today's speechday rehearsal ):

farewell peeps!

Camp have just ended!
i think it was fun :D Although i missed the ice breakers and games.

Really thank those alumnis for coming back to h elp us with the nightwalk. i think without them the PA system wont work, we wont have such a nice movie to watch, and LT2 wont be scary with long hui's ghost stories. And those difficult to scare juniors would not be scared. thankyou seniors! i love them .

the night walk was damn fun ! much more tiring den the previous one. can to run up and down the stairs, squat down and stand up again, scrap my knees every time i grab their legs, BUT hearing their screams, everything's worth it ! hahaha.
The grand auditorium's atmosphere was so freaky when we went there to prepare, esp. the stage.But the weird thing is, when the first group came and we start scaring people, we're not scared anymore. The only thing you can think about is about scaring people, and about how tired you are, how the air is thinning, and how you're gonna faint. HAHA. serious, the 3rd floor audi is so dusty that you're breathing in dust instead of the idk how many per cent oxygen that is in the air.

The next day was farewell party. Really really touched by the juniors, they played canon-in D for us in the powerpoint presentation. i was laughing at first, but i dont know why, when i went up for my little speech, the throat got stuck, the words just couldn't come out! yeah, and you know what follows.. haha. i had so much to say lah.
so here goes...:

Thank you all the juniors for being with us for so long. From when we were still the juniors, figuring out how to become seniors, till the fun-loving seniors we are now. Although we are not the best seniors ever to you guys, but thank you for still respecting us. yeah.. sorry to tania for being late all the times we walked into school together.. enjoyed those times.. thankyou eunice for being my going home partner so that i wont be alone enduring yong chuan's lame and no link blabberings.. and yuan yang! thankyou for listening to me whenever i talk to you, you've been real sweet. i really saw the change in you from when you were still sec 1, grown up already hor, the next time i come back, you'll be a MAN :D jiayou !

hols are almost over !

One more week left until the holidays are over.
Keep thinking of what i have done this holidays, apart from not completing homework and studying, i say it had been quite fulfilling hur (:
But there's still so much to do, nightwalk planning for example.
i swear it would be much more relaxing to be a normal member, less complicating i guess? And more time to yourself.
BUT, it's worth it. Rebutt me if you disagree, we've all enjoyed the process of being in the committee, no matter how often we complain about the things happening around us.

Oh, there's still a lot of things i want to do before the holidays are over! like going out with dearest ah mun (ha ha) and of cos, seniors @

After the Co camp that's coming up next, i'll be free-er to study. Hope i will though, and hope i can go to the camp. Prays.
Farewell would be cool~ Remember the 2 years of farewell etched in my heart, now it'll be my turn. MY TURN! woots, so fun [=

Really hope that the nightwalk could work out. Jia you people for the a maths retest! Don't deemed yourself as an idiot in it so fast, nothing is impossible. As for the one thing i learnt from thr past few months, the amount of effort you put in doesn't really determine the 结果 you'll get. Sometimes, you just have to put in more than what others have.

anw, just to say, Wentworth Miler is cute :D

contented

啦啦啦
靠着窗听袁惟仁弹吉他
他认真创作的哼哼唱唱
爱情傀儡征服和梦醒
了都变成了主打
靠着窗半夜听着袁惟仁弹吉他
他认真创作的哼哼唱唱
一点一滴筑音乐的梦想
就要像他一样

i like the chorus ! haha, but the rap is a little stupid though.

i must get used to it, people come and go
even how much we don't want that to happen and,
no matter how hard we try.
It's a cycle, not everyone can be there for us
till the end of time.
Therefore i shall never believe in "forever" ever again.
Nah, i'm not being emo. just a little sorting out
and NO, i love my life
so John wouldn't catch me back and play a game between
life&death.

comm chalet over!

I'm having such great fun bluffing Zhiwen about her station.
Wahaha! >.<' so sorry !

lol. okay talking about the past few days, committee chalet just ended. half relieved half distressed. Don't know what's going to happen after we step down. and no, it's not about the juniors, it's what's gonna happen to me. total life of studying. wanted to start to mug really hard after the chalet, but the energy had all been drained out of me. Maybe it's just an excuse.. maybe..

The motivation i got are gone now! Seriously, if i say i'm not worried, i tell you, im lying. pray for me people. (: haha

i don't feel like recounting everything about comm chalet. just that, the feeling is totally different when you're a junior and you're a senior, esp. when all the respoinsibilities are yours and you're in charge. Doesn't feel good, stressful !

Jia You juniors ! the next batch of juniors 就靠你们了！It ain't an easy job. No matter whatever setbacks you guys may face, whatever conflicts may occur, just remember the responsibility is given to you and never give up. Things will soon resolve , & i'm always here :D

feeling so colourful right now. heh heh. tomorrow's tuition. test again, which seems a little useless since i didn't study. ah daniel , motivate me luh !
okay i shall stop my redundant blabbering and start studying. (in a while's time.., a while)

dellimma

i really should work on my persuading and convincing skills.There are things stuck in my throat not knowing how to say it out, and you can never trust the other person to get and understand what you mean.
or maybe, sometimes the best words are those that are silent. i miss those people whom i can just look at them and they would understand, or a simple nod would do the trick. but nothing is forever.

Went CO room after school, ahh~ i didnt even know there is supposed to be a little discussion? ha, nvm.
anw, i wonder how many people will truly understand our predicament, those that experienced it before? haiy, why is it that times are so different as the past, i bet nothing like that will happen if it was 2 years ago.

I've finally got my answer :D woots !

pls note it's a camp not a chalet, thanks (:

no longer top4

elections finally over (:
all the best to the sec 3s, no matter what you guys got, as long as you guys do your best towards a union goal, the post doesn't matter.
you'll understand as the year go by, trust me.
But treasure your time instead of brooding over mundane things. goodluck..

cant wait for tuition, bet zhuang will laugh at me for that, but staying at home slacking doesnt feel good, neither is it good for the health. haha just can't focus at home. couldn't get to sleep yesterday night, keep listening to my blog song "When you're Gone" , love it.
I believe you'll get it sooner or later, i just wished it was sooner...

Recently, i just can't get enough of tv HAHA. especially cartoons. I feel like searching for the disney movies (cartoons!) that i watched when i was a little kid and watch it again. It's nice ok ! Watching cartoons doesn't mean that i'm childish or anything, it's a hobby, an interest. Besides, sometimes i think cartoons makes more sense in reality than "people-acted" movies. They portray the happiness, sadness, anger, disappointment, hopelessness etc more vividly than it can be shown by human expressions.
okay, i just not find excuses for loving cartoons. =D

speaking of that, i'm going to watch ANG, LEGEND OF THE AVARTAR. !
be back soon !

BOGUS

Tried doing the chinese online homework today, but the damn com changed the answers i put in! total bogus..

keep thinking must study already, but keep can't focus at home. tomorrow still have elections whole day gone, got comm dinner, cant go tuition. still deciding between the two. hmmmms...
but everyone will constantly badger me if i dint go for the former. haha. /:
nvm, i have national library mates. heee.

and there's still comm chalet planning and maybe co camp. holidays would just be gone in a zap. worrying y'know, looking at the results. Some lady called my hp asking for my mum to arrange a time to see Mrs Cheng. Ah, why would Mrs Cheng want to see me for my results? As if she knows anything about me. All she can do is look at the results and IMAGINE what kind of person i am. The school reallt loves doing such inane stuff.

i think my house's electricity bill is going to be very high, seeing how my brother watches the tv from morning to night. cannot imagine him being th for 1 day, think he'll die.
been ranting non-stop because i have nothing to do. homework is getting more and more boring by the second and i have no books to read ): that's very sad .

ciaoz..

back from hiatus

It's been so long since i've blogged.
MYE was lousy, but wasn't really affected by it. haha,
promised to study harder though, hope it's not another lie to myself.

can't wait for comm chalet and co camp, but that means it's 6 days off my hols 6 days in 2 weeks study time. how to cope ?
election coming, im stepping down! lol, (:

all the best to you
(:

pictures

Picture sums up all the days (:
15 photos only this time, more to come :D
(click for larger images !)

2007 SYF

waited 1 day to cool before i blog.

Yesterday we had our 12 mins on stage, the time we have been practising for the past 1/2 a year. The results were.. disappointing/depressing/ ______ anything you wna add in. It was a 60% luck and 40% other circumstances thing, we weren't in our top form.
But nevertheless, I'm proud of all of us, my peers and my oh so wonderful juniors. You guys did great, really really touched.

Remember 2 years ago SYF, the feeling on stage was so wonderful. Jiaqing said to me ytd: you have the same puffy eyes as i saw you 2 years ago.
really saddening...
so many people cried yesterday, or rather, we weeped. the crying were even worst than the previous's. We had worked so hard. however, none of it matters because it's only when we're on stage do we really officially performed.
BUT, to cchmsco, the road to success is the loveliest. we treasure the times together, our practices, every min and second together.
i cried not because we got a gold, i cried because i know, people are disappointed. alumnis, huanglaoshi, wulaoshi, everyone.
2005 SYF:
seniors say, you guys must help us achieve a GWH in 2007 ok !
2007SYF:
zhong zheng zhong xue zong xiao GOLD
2009:
?
haiy, over my dears, no matter how much we think about it, cry over it, it's over.
enjoy our time together before the sec4s mug for our o lvls and graduate.
really had a good time with all my juniors,
ilu, ALL OF YOU !

the feeling of fighting as a whole towards one unified goal a with the same passion is really amazing.
Music works miracles (:

Ruan-ers

I'm happy for one thing today,
but sad for another.
Thank you Ruan-ers for being so united and doing your best for CO once again. I really really appreciate it. 谢谢你们！

However, today unfortunately, was a total waste of time, money and effort. I was coated with three layers of sweat. -.-
Tomorrow will be xiaozu again, to correct the small problems we have; the details and some disturbances we have. Then tuition. I think the weekends I so wanted since last Monday is going to be over too soon!

: Today I was seen in my 狼狈 position with the Ruan people by Esther and Vanessa. ha ha ha. Sshhhh ...

人生如戏，戏如人生。。。

random

(8.25pm)
y.c was angry.

(9.23pm)
okay already(?) i guess i should really control the words that come out of my mouth, or my hand for any case.
one mistake 2-3 years back is traumatising enough for a whole lifetime, dont let it happen again.

tomorrow is kranji performance. heard that temasek have interaction? and simin say someone told her cchmsco main was going. weird.. we're gna duplicate ourselves. haha.
for now, SYF is main priority. the feeling on SCH stage is gonna be so, memorable, just like 2 years ago. i so love that feeling <3

i swear im gonna be more careful with what i say next time. whatever that may bother you, pls just correct me.
pls and thankyous :D

tmr will be another tiring day...

(10.19pm)
Min Ru just told me about her pri 4 tuition kid. when asked for something that she like/want, she says handphone. omg, when i was pri 4, i would be so happy just to take my dad's phone to play the snake game. HAHA. black & white screen. children nowadays are.. unbelievable. lol
that's why juniors batch by batch varies so much. like, we're different from fredrick's batch; we're different from the sec 3s batch; the sec 3s are different from the sec2s now; so on and so forth. 世界变了！the world is changing....
i think i ought to sleep now.. ZzzZz..
goodnight loves<3

sick

(1.15pm)
Sometimes, we must be careful with what we wish for.
i fell sick faking to be sick. dumb.
been vomitting the whole morning, now the vomit rest for a while, thinking whether to go for xiaozu not, i scared tmr dazu i havent recover.
anw i think xiaozu only lasts for 2 hours, will be just tanbo gg through? idk !

ah, imma useless bum
zhiwen faster reply me !
ZzzZz..
so weak now.
help me(?)

somehow i hope that syf will be over faster,
but somehow i want it to be later
contradicting i know, but it's just so tiring worrying about CO and about studies; it made my stomach flu act up again. and it's worst than before. sigh..
but alas! all of us will continue to work hard. (: 这是我们的使命！
so happy to get A1 for both my maths, although it's not very high, but still, it's an acheivement! woots (:

(7.45pm)
oh man, i really can't stand my brother. he's so obnoxious to the whole world and thinks he's no.1 wth. he can quarrel with me for the slightest thing, esp. FOOD. i hope someday he can eat until he's too fat to talk. give me some peace to the ears.
URGH.
i always get scolded because y'know why ? he's fat and he shouts, cry and when he jumps, the whole building shakes. so all in all, im at the disadvantage. within a few years time, he's gna squash me with his fat ass.
having a sister would be much more fun. at least when we fight, it'll be in a more civilised way. and 80% chance that she will not be so fat. ivan dreamt that i have a sister and she looks exactly like me. HAHA. funny :D

staying at home did nothing better to me. all i did was sleep and vomit. ZzzZz.. how interesting.
ilove my blogsong ! <3>
(9.10pm) you've been afraid since i'm 13 going 14
the fears still lies deep beneath the strong outer cover
you become alert of every single movement and thoughts
struggling to hide, afraid to say that you're scared
the layers of fake protection peels slowly 2 years later,
you're fully exposed again
how is it that people could be so open and free you wonder
when there is so much "evil" around
you keep thinking that hope still exists
and god is fair
but everything that lies before you
proves that fairness doesn't go that way

a single act, a small movement adds up to the moments of your life
a single wrong move in life can bring you down
loosen your guards and you'll be eliminated
it's the game of life


i think i was too bored to type this
cheers :D

SYF's reaching

one week of holidays is gone, one week nearer to 3rd April..
scary,
today went school and it was pouring. stopped at the canteen to reply msg, den jamie came give me the three cute pairs of earrings(which is..haiz read on). thankyou !
den rachel came. she dont know where got shelter lol, so walked with her and open my umbrella. at this moment, misfortune befalls. i lost the earrings!!
ahhhh, i was copying homework den i suddenly panicked, so i ran down and tried to find it. den go up dejected. den run down again. but i can't find it ! haiy, sorry sorry.
so i remain in a very sian and sad mood for the rest of the day.
plus the shock people have on their faces when they saw my hair. wow, esp. ziyang. omg ! , he's like.. so.. irritating-.-
hahaha

2 more weeks to SYF. jiayou jiayou !
i want our GWH, getting a gold is not enough, seriously, i still remember 2 years ago. it was... saddening.
so yeps, treasure our time, do our best, and we'll have nothing to fear (:
it had been a really tough time for all of us, esp of course, chairperson zhiwen. i hope all the efforts wont be to waste, we'll end this batch of with a blast. 加油cchmsco!

如果，认识一位新朋友，仍能令你兴奋和快乐，那么你仍然拥有希望。
如果，你仍然能向他人伸出关爱的双手，那么，你仍然拥有希望。
如果，收到一封意料之外的贺卡或者信件，仍能带给你开心的惊讶，那么，你仍然拥有希望。
如果，你拒绝让一份友情走向灭亡，那么，你仍然拥有希望。
如果，你回顾过去，还会微笑，那么，你仍然拥有希望。

如果，你面临糟糕的境地，又被告知你的努力白费了，你还能以“尽管如此，但是。。。”的句式结束的话，你仍然拥有希望。

希望是如此奇妙的东西，他会弯曲，会变形，有时候还会隐藏，但他却很少会被折断。当我们陷入困顿，意欲放弃的时候，使它在支撑着我们，给了我们艰难前行的勇气。
它虽然异常珍贵，却在每个人身上都能找到它。所以在任何时候都别轻易放弃它！

nothing's perfect

I feel like such a lousy senior.
or maybe it's just that things have changed since the last last batch.
but still, i feel lousy.
-------------------------------------------

If it never happened, i wouldn't have been outcasted for that period of time.
If it never happened, i wouldn't cry in front of them and run into the toilet.
If it never happened, i wouldn't have been sad.
If it never happened, i might have been now a really happy girl.
If it never happened, everything will be different.

If it never happened, i wouldn't have met the most wonderful 2 people i could ever meet.
If it never happened, i wouldn't have understood how the world functions.
If it never happened, i would have never met those few gentlemen.
If it never happened, there'll be no memories of wantonmee shop.
If it never happened, there won't be any memories at all.
If it never happened, i would never have grown up.
If it never happened, i will not be Joane Ling Hui En after all.

we'll never know who will be alongside with us till the end of time.
all we can do is follow blindly where life leads us.
when things become wrong, we find a way to deal with it, and learn from past mistakes.
" no one is perfect, we just have to find the best one "
quoted by. *

happybday !

happy birthday to me (: !

haha. survived from the pre-bday syndromes and had a really sweet bday plus protege! so nice ! wahaha. thankyou people who wished me and those who gave me little wonderful gifts :D

common test is next week, and i haven't started studying. only got now and tmr afternoon to study. dang, CO will take so much of my time. ZzzZz.. no choice.
starting tuition tomorrow, wheeee. i guess im the only stupid person in the world that wants tuition. lol.
anw, few more hours to fredrick's birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST FREDRICK!
THE ONE AND ONLY FATCAT (though he's not fat at all)

sadrandomness

I thought things had changed for the better, but i guess happy things aren't supposed to last long?
Pms, stress, whatever, i just dont feel good.

Yesterday had dazu. Was so-so but, haiy, not enough luh.
Then went boon chai's shop dont know do what. After tenghui's xiaoke i need to go already. So went home lo. hahaha

Geog common test is like tomorrow and i haven't started studying. DANG.
very tired, wanted to sleep but the stupid sun barbequed my butt. aye so sian so sian so sian.
This is s dumb post, thankyou and see you again (:

Chinese New Year :D

Happy Chinese New Year! :D


Yesterday had mass bainian at CO people's house. Was fun (: haha, first was zhiwen's house. We did a really funny video there. lol, can't wait to see the outcome after the background music is put in. Then we went alfred's house. His brother Edwin is so cute! He keep snorting like a pig haha. Their parents so xin fu, all boys, if is my parents they sure very happy one hur. and they denied that alfred was shuai! omg, sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu! Played black jack there, and they all won money except me! i have bad luck. tsk.
HAHA. next was liang yu's house. we played twister! haha, and we twisted our limbs and bones. the worst thing is, we're addicted to it. Mingda is the all time champion.
Then we went Mingda's house. His dogs all so scary, freaking big. And he keep emphasizing that the smaller dog is a she, even open the legs to justify-.- pervert. LOL
Last house we went was Jessica's house. At first we were complaining how come must walk so long and lucky our house now like that, but WOW, when we reached the house, it was like so BIG. i want that house! lol. although i got go houses that are very much bigger; swimming pool, basketball court, garden, pool table etc, but her house very nice! forgot to go the rooftop though. so we stayed there very very long playing DDR, some car racing game and twister. hahas,
i dont feel like graduating so fast anymore!!

Last of all, my mum was in a good mood ytd! haha, so kind to come fetch me and not scold me for staying so late. haha, so i today so guai come home early early (: heee.
Friday got 3 tests! so gonna die.
and common test is next next week. CANT THE SCHOOL LET ME ENJOY MY SWEET SIXTEEN?!

p.s anyone wanna watch protege? i want watch!! xD

abnormal day

Although ytd i wasn't really myself, it's fun fun fun!
hahaha and long teng was super cool !
went marina supposedly to watch movie, but spent the day at the arcade and talking at esplanade instead. saw so many people at marina; wushu people zixiang and chek kai's class and weilin wanting.
did a lot of stupid things ytd, so i went to sleep super early so that the not-so-me day would be over.
happy chinese new year eve!

And my birthday is reaching! wheeeee..
and so is common test ):

back stage crew ! : 1 2 3 4 5 6

O lvl chinese was pretty bad.
okay, it was really bad. shan't talk about it.
i promised myself + * that i will study hard. ha, but i guess it won't work.
thanks to the few idiots i have as family.
rarrrh.. wth, min ru agreed to tutor me on saturday. whee, but i think it'll be her watching me study. haha, that's good enough for me :D

three cheers ^^

Stupid today.
knocked my head on the shoe rack while getting my shoe.
pain like banana.
ouch.

Went to CO room for nothing today. SIAN. no time study for binomial and geog test already. and we have a co family tree that is completely retarded. haha.

tired.tired.tired
goodnight

another Sat practice

had a very interesting CO convo yesterday :D

Today had CO, fenzu first and then the reviewing of our rehearsal performance. Minyuan is so cute. ha, she love hugging my mr skeleton and grins to herself when she sees i brought it. ok so dazu was soon over and then waited for them to practise finish LongTeng. it's pretty messy still,.. i think? anw, we walked out and i felt very sian and feel like sleeping. when home sleep until five plus, bathe and all. And then talked to Esther on the phone. she's stranded alone at Changi Airport. hahaha

ahh.. im on a boat with a hole. Water gushes in through the tiny hole. I tried using scotch tape and the tape tears. I tried using my knee to block the water, and the wood of the boat cracks, leading to a bigger hole. HELP(?)
HAHA that was pretty much what the conversation with esther was about for the last 5, 10 mins. lol.

cheerios!
the cup is half full (:

I'm like so bothered now. Tried doing binomial, but failed to do even one question. Then think of things i know i shouldn't be thinking so i started staring into space. and so i surfed from blogspot to google to wordpress to yahoo.
I really should stop making myself so troubled. haha. okay end with a pic.

no CO ??

Have been thinking about this these days:
How would things be like when we graduate from CO ?
no more CO seems so wierd, everyday go home study for o levels. Although sometimes CO's a little sian and quite qian bian, but sometimes, it's quite fun.
It'll just be so boring without anything to commit ourselves in, and then there'll no longer be any $10 per touch kind hitting of drums, no more eating out, no more playing music together.
OLEVELS are so sian.
a few more weeks to SYF, few more months before we step down. SO LITTLE TIME.
anyone interested in study groups after we step down? xD

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON (:
and tmr will be VROOM caroline's birthday.
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAR'LINE:D muacks <3

i remember last year, someone told me guys mature at the end of sec 3, but how come i see so many still acting so immaturely and saying malice jokes. disappointing.
does boys develop slower nowadays? cos my pri 5 brother is no better and acts like a spoilt kid. With him around, going home everyday would be a torture. i couldn't even study at home ! Even have to help him do his homework. so i tonight dont have to sleep already, must rush my homework. so, no CO a few more months would be torturous. or rather, a few more weeks CO will stop. So people, study group study group !! (:

ZzZZz

Yesterday went shopping with ivan and yixiang for present and ivan's new year clothes. yx was late, so we sat at polar eat. ivan's treat. rich kid alr luh. lol
Walked around for very very long, going inside shops to say stupid things and finally got presents. After that went play pool at katong. i just laze around and watch them compete. damn funny.
On the way home, ivan taught us how to dian4 girls. He's like so jerk luh. wlao... LOL
but it was funny, cos he dian4 successfully. hehxD

Today had rehearsal, had a few hours of practice before preparing and heading for SCH. terrible, the sheng was left on the bus and so there's only 1 sheng playing. haiy, ..
suan le, ming4 zhu4 ding4 de.
hahas, went back to school and me tenghui and dianwen went to carry the few percussion instruments back to the CO room. so tiring. went back CO room all sweaty seeing everyone lying on the CO floor so shuang. sian diao.

went home after that (:

realised i hate 4 actions that some people do :

-announced to the whole world what you did yesterday, when what and how.

-interrupt our conversation with no idea what we are talking about and pretend to know and end up embarrassing yourself by saying the wrong thing

-voice your opinions when no one even asked for it.

-think you have the right to be at somewhere when no one even asks you to; ask for details time place and date of a hangout without any invitation from anyone.

not pointing to anyone, on general, these kind of behaviour is absolutely positively annoying. These people thinks that the world revolves around them but sadly no.

thankyou for your understanding and cooperation.
please and thanyous (:

Stressed out by all the tests the teachers been bombarding us with. Today a maths was dang easy, because i paid 100% attention in class and studied for this chapter. But tomorrow's tests would be a disaster, - last year's chapters. Am i dead or what.
Sound & General waves properties + statistics & cumulative frequency.
wish me good luck, i'm gonna flunk it like no one's business. not like i can help it, tried to study but understand only 10% of the shit. so how? leave my fate to god. amen.

just another abnormal weekend

Yesterday went for CO. very normal stuff followed by auditions. yay, i feel proud of my dear juniors. they just got in and can play quite well already:D jiayou !

walked out for prata, lol, all of us getting mr skeleton bags. except jingwen getting miss rabbit. hahas, haiy, i'd rather have one without the face, it looks kindof scary. but dont have le. ):
went homw to change and went to jack's wedding dinner. they so sweet. heh. but the food was pretty bad.. LOL
i've been having triple eyelids since ytd, and today it became triple. BUT I DID SLEEP SOUNDLY THE WHOLE NIGHT ! gosh, i look like monster. haha.

four tests next week and i haven't did any studying. A little lazy plus dont know which to start first. hahaha. reminder to self: SEC FOUR THIS YEAR!
but before the mugging begins, SYF comes first! i hope we can get our first gold-with-honours. we can and we will.

Happy Birthday to Jessica, Dianwen and Huirong !
as what seniors always say: KUAI4 GAO1 ZHANG3 DA4!


belated prezzies for you guys, haha. gotta get caroline's one too. yays ! Can celebrate birthdays together lo ! missed them hell a lot :D
2007 have been really busy. paid a little more attention in class, and talk more crap with sheng xian too. RUAN JING TIAN is cute. owen xD so there's homework, tests, homework, tests and more tests tests tests and homeworks. Sec four is the transformation of becoming a nerd. MY weekends are gonna be not weekends anymore. Soon....

tomorrow after dazu can't stay for long. Go home prepare for wedding dinner, plus all the tests i got to study for. saddening. laughed like mad today in school, im a crazy girl. HAHA. for some reason i dont know either, i always do stupid and retarded stuff in front of esther and cin and they'll laugh like there's no tomorrow. im not a clown people ! no wonder different people have different views about me, when the bees fly low, im mad, whent the bees fly high im dull. NAH, there's other reasons to that, but why should i tell you? bwahah.

spastic -.-

secondary school days will soon be over ! although i often wished i could quick zoom out of this nightmare zone, i would miss so so many people. besties car,steph, ivan,yx, esther cindy, my dear juniors. okay, shan't say all these, it's still january for god's sake! lol.
i miss the seniors ! i miss them when they were... erm.. younger. HAHA ! growing up makes us grow more apart. ): sad things of life. maybe someday i can find and unite everyone from my pri 1 class xD

ANGER RIPPED THROUGH ME LIKE A SHRAPNEL
ANGER SHOT LIKE A POISON DART INTO MY BLOODSTREAM
MY STOMACH IS KNOTTED IN ANGER

I AM ANGRY.

I'm an asshole, i will get 30 points for L1R5. I'm lazy and i dont study. Tuition defeats the purpose for me, i will still fail and get 30 points for L1R5. I'm an asshole. CO takes all my time. I'm doomed to failure. i can't even graduate from chung cheng. i will get 30 points for L1R5. $280 x 24 months is a good use of money for darling boy while $180 is a waste of money on an asshole like me.

FUCK YOU.

Had been lazy to blog these days. stomach flu is all well again (:

Going to school have become really tiring, trying to pay attention during lessons and all, plus switching off during e maths lessons. i know i shouldnt, but toh lay hoon's voice is annoying! why must mr kwek run away, despite what all other people say about him, i think he teaches the best. as compared to toh -.-

CO practices is now 3 times a week, really do hope we can improve, and not like what boon chai says, we're not even to gold standard. so demoralising.

i found duckmon! my pri 4 good friend. haha, 5 years leh, so surprising. heh, wong yintak. he changed like super a lot. xinyi said : ___________________________ HAHA

thinking of having tuition. should i??


okay, this post is super rojak and random
good day everyone!

ahh~... faint

the past 2 days were like hell.
tuesday morning almost fainted in the mrt, but i scared no one come save me. the whole world became like a spoilt tv, become very very dark, with white spots like when a tv spoils. The entire body was so wobbly that i couldnt stand still, so i just squatted like an idiot at the mrt floor.
hell freaked out. i thought i was going blind.
took cab to school after that cos that day's period was super important plus got CO. lesson time was trying super duper hard to pay attention, but the body was... sour.

today went school, stomach got problem. feels like a group of 50 people are bbq-ing in my stomach, and the smoke is gagging me. went to library with jamie after school, super super super not feeling well. but yah, cannot fan2 hui3. haiy,
WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME!

not going to school tmr alr. tried doing the homework that have to be passed up tmr, but the really feel like puking ! urgh, im getting pissed with my damn body. help(?)

Went shopping yesterday and today to get mummy's dress for the coming wedding. She bought me a top (: black with turqoise pokka dots. HAHA dont have my size, so they're sending my size over and gonna collect it next week (:

Yesterday walked from citylink den went to orchard walk for the whole night. My feet hell pain. When i was so so so so freaking tired, some idiot go scare me when i was going home. hahaha. that idiot is min ru. (see i blogged about you! xD) actually i was too blur and tired to realised who it was. heh,
so, i continue blogging about you. MIN RU MIN RU MIN RU MIN RU MIN RU MIN RU MIN RU must make sure the min and the ru is separated one. hahaha :/

i'll blog the cliche way, why all other people blog about other people kind of way. how they meet, yada yada, process yada yada. ok, you get the point.

once upon a time, strepsils was being created. and strepsils brought us together, and we both know each other as senior and junior. ho, she's a slacker who dont go for xiaozu. But her skills are like superb, learnt it since she was a small fishball, dont go also nevermind one. She's like one great senior, everything also help you and stuff. best of all, she lives at simei too, so go school with her. haha. i love the grownup pretty fishball now (:

continued...
got closer to her when SYF audition nears, cause she taught me during the senior junior teaching sessions. Dont know why so suay, everytime scissors papers stone and she's stuck with me. HAHA. And she's a fierce teacher, keep asking me why i so hungry, everytime eat up the egg. xD and then got a period of time she, me and jamie will walk out of sch after dazu then go take neoprints at bugis. ha ha , those were the days. then some things happens, and we got even closer. everymorning eat at wanton mee stall with fredrick and maybe yanghao. now the stall is closed ): yeah, that's about it. I'm so glas we're still in contact even after she graduates. <3lovelove

And we always have the same thoughts feelings about things/people etc etc. And even if we dont utter a word, it still feel right, because nothing is needed to be said. Secondary school life are like one of the down period of times in her life i bet, but hey, you're optimistic and happy! that's good you know. hahas, continue to be like that, but if you ever need to break out of that shell, I'm always here:D you've seen the ugliest state I've been in, so let me see yours! LOL
Many many years down the road, i hope to talk about everything under the sun with you anyhow. best mummy ever; muacks!

CHEERIOS <3