sick

(1.15pm)
Sometimes, we must be careful with what we wish for.
i fell sick faking to be sick. dumb.
been vomitting the whole morning, now the vomit rest for a while, thinking whether to go for xiaozu not, i scared tmr dazu i havent recover.
anw i think xiaozu only lasts for 2 hours, will be just tanbo gg through? idk !

ah, imma useless bum
zhiwen faster reply me !
ZzzZz..
so weak now.
help me(?)

somehow i hope that syf will be over faster,
but somehow i want it to be later
contradicting i know, but it's just so tiring worrying about CO and about studies; it made my stomach flu act up again. and it's worst than before. sigh..
but alas! all of us will continue to work hard. (: 这是我们的使命！
so happy to get A1 for both my maths, although it's not very high, but still, it's an acheivement! woots (:

(7.45pm)
oh man, i really can't stand my brother. he's so obnoxious to the whole world and thinks he's no.1 wth. he can quarrel with me for the slightest thing, esp. FOOD. i hope someday he can eat until he's too fat to talk. give me some peace to the ears.
URGH.
i always get scolded because y'know why ? he's fat and he shouts, cry and when he jumps, the whole building shakes. so all in all, im at the disadvantage. within a few years time, he's gna squash me with his fat ass.
having a sister would be much more fun. at least when we fight, it'll be in a more civilised way. and 80% chance that she will not be so fat. ivan dreamt that i have a sister and she looks exactly like me. HAHA. funny :D

staying at home did nothing better to me. all i did was sleep and vomit. ZzzZz.. how interesting.
ilove my blogsong ! <3>
(9.10pm) you've been afraid since i'm 13 going 14
the fears still lies deep beneath the strong outer cover
you become alert of every single movement and thoughts
struggling to hide, afraid to say that you're scared
the layers of fake protection peels slowly 2 years later,
you're fully exposed again
how is it that people could be so open and free you wonder
when there is so much "evil" around
you keep thinking that hope still exists
and god is fair
but everything that lies before you
proves that fairness doesn't go that way

a single act, a small movement adds up to the moments of your life
a single wrong move in life can bring you down
loosen your guards and you'll be eliminated
it's the game of life


i think i was too bored to type this
cheers :D