nothing's perfect

I feel like such a lousy senior.
or maybe it's just that things have changed since the last last batch.
but still, i feel lousy.
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If it never happened, i wouldn't have been outcasted for that period of time.
If it never happened, i wouldn't cry in front of them and run into the toilet.
If it never happened, i wouldn't have been sad.
If it never happened, i might have been now a really happy girl.
If it never happened, everything will be different.

If it never happened, i wouldn't have met the most wonderful 2 people i could ever meet.
If it never happened, i wouldn't have understood how the world functions.
If it never happened, i would have never met those few gentlemen.
If it never happened, there'll be no memories of wantonmee shop.
If it never happened, there won't be any memories at all.
If it never happened, i would never have grown up.
If it never happened, i will not be Joane Ling Hui En after all.

we'll never know who will be alongside with us till the end of time.
all we can do is follow blindly where life leads us.
when things become wrong, we find a way to deal with it, and learn from past mistakes.
" no one is perfect, we just have to find the best one "
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