All these black words you'll be seeing now will haunt you all your life with the vulgar. so dont read.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY " YOU THOUGHT YOU VERY CLEVER AH, HOW MUCH YOU STUDY ALSO WILL FAIL ONE LAH!" WTF, IT'S YOU WHO ASK ME TO STUDY, AND IT'S YOU AGAIN TO ASK ME NOT TO STUDY. STOP CONTRADICTING YOURSELF, COS IT MAKES YOU SEEM LIKE A MAD PERSON.
I OPENED MY BOOK FOR NOT MORE THAN 5 MINS, NOT EVEN READ FINISH 3 PAGES OF FUNCTIONS, AND YOU SCREAM AT ME. FUCK, ! WHAT HAVE I TO DO TO MAKE YOU STOP DOING ALL THESE TO ME?
AND THAT FAT BALL OF SHIT, YOU'RE LIKE PRI 4 AND YOU HIT ME, AND SAY : HIT YOU MY PROBLEM, IF YOU HIT ME DEN MUMMY BEAT YOU THAN YOU KNOW. AND HE HIT. FUCKING SHIT, I ONE WHACK ON HIS HEAD HIS HEAD CAN FLY TO AFRICA WATCH THE FAT BULL SHIT ON YOUR FACE.
IF IM SO STUPID, AND NO AMOUNT OF STUDYING WOULD HELP.
FINE.
I SHALL NOT STUDY ANYMORE.
PERIOD.

School have been real stressed, with lessons that i couldnt grasp a word the teacher is talking about - alien language
three tests coming up this week; chinese, emaths and amaths
and as everyone know, i rocked sucked at all these subjects.
ok, chinese could be studied (if i have the time, or even bothered).
but the 2 maths, i'm totally gonna die@

let us analyse:
firstly for e maths, i don't know what is variations. only th ing i know about is there's supposed to be this fishy thingy sign that says proportionate to or something.
graphical solutions is still ok, i know how to do it. proud of myself :D

ok, now amaths. FUNCTIONS
tried to listen in class today, but sharmilah jumped to inverse functions today. so without any clue what is functions, the proper one, not the upside down one is, obviously i couldn't understand the one about inverse proportion. and so, conclusion, i ended up falling asleep; almost falling alseep.

now coming to the topic of the day: ex-kaopei + present act cool -think-i'm-so-shuai gay
those bus mates today should know what i'm talking about.
i don't remember you being kaopei, cos whenever you were to speak, you're asked to shut up.
i forgot why HMers bully him last time, but there's always a reason when the guys bully someone.
for example, at first i thought it was quite bad to bully qunling. imagine getting your back pierced by zongye with a pen! whoops.. that was accident. but yeah, i thought it was kinda evil to do so, UNTIL! one fine day, qunling just sit behind me. He's SOOO irritating and annoying and retarded that i myself start throwing everything out of his table. O.o --> bet you guys having this kind of face right now.
so, there's more like huiqi, zheng yi yada yada.
the point is, if you have no attitude problem or wadsoever that makes people despise you, you wont have any bully-ers.
even if at that moment when you're bullied, you dint do anything wrong, there's the past to look back on. the disgusting stuff you accumulated for yourself.
or maybe we're just used to picking on you :D
no matter how you may seem now, thinking everyone thinks you're cool and nice,
you wrong. f hell wrong.
cos there's always me in the list that says, i dont think you're cool or nice at all.
and the funniest thing is, you can say that you dont like me.
but you SHOULD have known long long time ago
that i don't like you either
and to think my bestest friend was nice to you, you backstabbed her.
is that the definition of nice?

ok, im off to study! and cindy will go : wlao, she so guai you know! haha,
i hope i am too

wahaha, this is so nicei wished i could sit on top,and pluck it like a basslolafter the exhibition, went to celebrate lai win's bdaynothing muchthen went home(:

"maybe the way we talk and fool around just don't look or sound right to you.."
Somehow.. it sounds and looks perfectly fine to me,
it's just how your body and mind reacts irrationally when there's a burnt circuit in the mind
you just don't do things the way you want it to be anymore
and i guessed that's what happened to me,
or maybe i'm just some kiddo that couldn't grow up
but serious, I don't know what i mean as super egos too.
i knew all along of the whole bunch of jokes,
but i have no idea why this one did brain damage to me
call it pms
p.s you sound hostile.
chill~

and to the best pal ever,
cheer up
everytime i walk by, i see the frown but i could do nothing
all i did was to listen
and the few words that i spoke was to no use.
this was the only time i've seen you without the trademark smile
you've grown up alr,
i've seen it
from when you were no taller than my eyes,
till you're almost a head taller than me
from the bo chap attitude you give
to the seriousness you portray now
boy, get out of the shell
and be back to your self.
maybe i can't feel what you're feeling right now,
but i hope i'll be there for you
cos' you're always there for me
thankyou
cheers-
(you made me break 2 testtubes-.-)
xD

ok, so these few days kinda sucked.
today had physics test, haha
practically the whole test, i'm asking cindy and cindy's asking me.
and sometimes, we ask the notes (:
but still, it's a blummer
tomorrow is shitty ting xia and geog test.
wth, geog have fck'd a lot to study
and i gave up,
due to tiredness caused by damnit 2.4 and the distorted family.
2.4 was retarded today,
i swear to retake it!
have run out of the gate,
there's this stitch that came up into my stomach
talk about luck
can life please get better?

and mr ma, i don't get what you mean.
it makes no sense at all.

urgh
i can't stand super egos

woke up with terrible headache,
and so went back to sleep.
woke up again due to MA jiahong's phone call,
and realised have fever
so now,
im bored.
bye bye

This is what caroline wrote last year : <3
harmony (love) :
siying - becauseyuutellmiiehowtowritethecompo
caroline - ofcourseilovemyselfhur! <3
jingya - sheismyplaymateandiamhergirlfriend!haha
tricia - becauseshelovewushu
joane - sheismybestiiefriendever
stephanie - 31busmatehur;LOL
geraldine - sheismylaoposinyee - veryquietgirl
zhiwen - threecheersforzhiwen!
cindy - sheRCKS,asenergyRCKStoo :)
huiqi - shelaughwhenshelookatme :D
huimay - ourchineserep ! haha
aaronng - hisfaceveryfunny,seelewilllaugh
benedict - hecanactverywellhurhhur :)
benjaminlow - heisourchairperson?! LOL
hungyang - ermx,difficulthur
zongye - healwayswanttobeatme! ;)
ivan - heistheocean(canbetrusted)
kanglong - heiscute
xieshern - hecrackjokes,makemiienangry?
nicholas - heaskmiietohelphimtoprinthislitproject
cheyu - healwaysscoldmiiefornothing?
zhengyi - hejoinerhu
beidi - hecandrawthecalligraphywellwell
jiahong - ourgeneral?
jiaxuan - alwaysrememberyuuandmissyuu
mingyu - hehelpusduringchineselastyear
sheldon - heismybrotherandlistener
dingjie - half-a-yearseatingpartner
yixiang - funny,notsure.
shishi - hestartthecompoverycool-ly
bensng - verycool!greatfuninthelibrary
vincent - heismad,crazy
zhongzi - healwayshelppeople?
aaronwong - editourlitproject,ourahma
xuhang - ourmathsrep!
changlong - healwayspasstheworksheetbehind
engswee - funny :)
kent - heistallandalwayshelptosweepthefloor
mable - ermx,notsure

and to think that last year we studied geog together, now im studying alone. sick somemore.

yesterday was a blast!
i am happy (:

congrats rit!

i miss HM
i miss car'line
i miss stefthyname
i miss ivan
suddenly these emotions rushed through me.. and i want them back.
back into my life..

everyone was stressed up by racial harmony thing, glad that it's over.
i now realised that last 2 years, hm was united.
although got conflicts, but still.. haiz.. great.
thankyou ivan for asking what was wrong and squishing my head, like it will squish the tears back down to my stomach.

good luck to kai xiang tmr for teenage icon (:

yesterday was farewell party.
and it was fun, as well as touching.
there were more laughter than sobs this year. hahas,
cos a lot of people like aaron and joshua they all were saying dumb stuffs.
that's the difference;
i will miss them like hell.. now there's no one bigger than us anymore,
we'll be the biggest SK warriors.
doing the most sai gang. lol.
anw, those badges are super cute.
urgh, i cried when exchange presents with huimin
the pigs! omg, so gan dong.
and then all of them went out to eat, while i stayed behind help ly click ppt, when i got out, no plates anymore. ):
so many ppl kop our food sia.
stayed in LT 1 for quite some time, talked.
haiz.. never will have the chance anymore.
no more seniors in CO..
so uncomfortable.. cos everything we'll be accountable for.
AHH,and again i want seniors la!
i dont want be the biggest laaaaaaaaa

thank you
thank you
thank you !
without you guys.. there's no us.
all of you.

Yo, this song goes out to all you sexy girls who push the dim sum carts all
over the world...you know who you are, babies...you work so hard and we love
you so much....check it out yo
It’s been so long since I’ve seen you smile
looking so good coming down that aisle
with that sexy dress and a little dim sum
makes me crazy when I order chow fun
people - they’re telling me
that i shouldn’t bother with a lady
like you - you rock my world
yes you - my dim sum girl
watching...waiting...waiting for you baby
to tell me that I’m the guy for you and that you wanna be my lady
one day yes you will see - that I will always be
the one who will make fried rice for you for all eternity
Dim sum girl
you really rock my world
my dim sum girl
I never thought i’d find a
girl from northern china
who make me feel so good
Dim sum girl
in such a crazy world
my dim sum girl
I’m going to make it all right
we can party all night
so beautiful and pure
My dim sum girl
Why you gotta tease me, baby...
you’re driving me crazy
don’t you see...
don’t play me like that, baby - please
just give me one chance
In the morning - at noon, at night
I think about you and it feels so right
so happy - when you look my way
when i talk to you you make my day
I see the tears in your eyes
please my baby don’t you cry
tomorrow is a whole new day
let’s me and you sing karaoke
Together...forever...that’s the way it’s got to be
please make my dream come true so I can live my fantasy
oh say that you’ll be mine - you know it’s a matter of time
come eat my rice with your chopsticks and leave the spoon behind
Dim sum girl
you really rock my world
my dim sum girl
I never thought I’d find a
girl from northern china
who make me feel so good
Dim sum girl
in such a crazy world
my dim sum girl
I’m going to make it all right
we can party all night
so beautiful and pure
My dim sum girl
I don’t wanna live without you dim sum girl
take me away to your dim sum world
I want to hold you
I want to squeeze you
please say you will be mine - all mine
Hey baby you wear that dress for me?
you look great...what time you get off work, huh?
you must be so tired....let’s say you and me go get some boba tea -
relaxing....
what’s wrong, baby?
what’s wrong?
did I say something?
don’t leave me this way baby, no - don’t go....
you are the only one for me...please don’t break my heart like this!
no more fooling around....
I’m not a player anymore!
come back to me, baby....
come back to me.....

yesterday was flagday
nothing much,
except one super nice woman gave me ten bucks
but that was the only kind soul i met.
after that wanted to watch movie.
but in the end dint watch.
yeah.. dumb
went swensons instead. but the most stupidest part and funniest was
when we walked around the ps.
went into a lot of baby shops
and MA keep saying that we're like some teenagers engaging in pre marital sex
-.- idiot.
hahas

tuesday is qing gong yan and farewell!!
cant wait for it.
hope the alumnis could make it though..
(:

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yesterdaY was speechday.
when to school around 12 to do some stuff and move the instruments.
after that slacked a while in co room den went to audi to wait for the whole thing to start.
HAHA, and we were bored, so clapped a lot of rhythms.
i bet those cch yishun co people were like looking at us,
thinking "they're mad."
lol,
cchmsco will always be like that.
hahas, :/
then the whole thing only started around 4 plus?
waited like so long,
then co played.
they were not bad.
yeah..
then..
had some miscommunications?
aye,
and we moved the instruments back.
raced with tenghui.
hahas, and i was out of breath.
then stayed in co room for a while
hahaha, zhaopei is so cute.
lol
then went for the refreshments
and while walking out, we clapped some rhythms again
and OMG!,
joel's hand have spring one!!
will boing boing one
so cool
hahaha
okay.. so we boarded the bus.
and dianwen and tenghui started pushing joel towards yihui.
oh, and joel's hand is so rubbery,
that however hard tenghui tugged at his hand,
his hand wont feel a thing.
then dian wen was damn cute also
HAHA, donnoe how to explain
but he did some cute actions.
lol
ok, end of the day,
today is another boring weekend,
where i have to clean my room and stuff.
SIAN
ook, BON VOYAGE.
eh.. nono..
BYE

okay, i've not been a good girl since.. dont know when.
so i dout santa will bring me any presents this christmas.
i know it's still a long way, so it wont make any sense.
but the main point is,
im so disappointed with myself.
i did my homework and stuff, but you know what?
I FORGOT TO PASS UP!
bang!
there goes my 1 month detention
and the worst thing haven reached yet,
i lost my practice questions that i had to pass up.
ARGH!
im an asshole.

okay , wadever.
maybe doing homework isnt my specialty.
let's just hope that the stupid detention wont be on.
tomorrow have e maths.
wish me good luck.
thanks
BYE

life's unpredictable..
live life to the fullest alrights.



today went to CO meet the other comm members in the afternoon, went to send Junie on her last journey.
yeah.. cried. she's stil so young, remind me how we played when we were smaller. i MUST find the diary that she wrote in it.
i see her in the c___, make me realised that life's so fragile.
there you see her.. but she's no longer around. irony?



okay so went there not longer den 1/2 hour, den asked to go buy food with jamie.
seriously, i think shoud have just ordered the food in, den JAMIE! we can happily shop for your mum's present and "stuffs" HAHA
oh, saw albert working.
he looked so tanned, i was telling jamie, wah, that guy looks like albert. still wondering he so good, got idol look.
den walk here, we saw his name tag: ALBERT
LOL, den we started am4-chio-ing.
oh! min ru!, i bought the shirt that you said was nice. wahahah



so now im home, bored to death.
there's nothing to watch on saturday.
BORING.
and zhiwen, yesyes, we'll unite!
(:
loves the comm:D