Gone with the wind 360 days before.

I realised when you're stressed, bored, or have just nothing better to do, you'll inevitably think about things that you've never given great thought about it, or imagine stuff that aren't going to be real. Maybe it's because that usually, when we're hectic with the world revolving around us, I have an excuse to just shrug it off and brush it away, but it's kind of difficult to do so now.
Doesn't make sense(?) nevermind, make sense means you got problem. :)

It dont have to mean anything, as long i make sure it doesn't.

Have anyone of you tried the feeling of regreting your actions before? like what you should have done or should not have done a long time ago? Thinking back and wondering what would you be like today if you were to do this instead of what you have done? It feels like you've eating a balloon into your chest and it's inflating every second you breathe. It feels like it's going to burst, but when it's on the bringe on blowing up, it lets go suddenly again and the pressure is released, but not for long. Soon it repeats itself.... and the vicious cycle continues. Terrible.

But it's gone long time ago, there's no way to want it back.