im feeling so neutral.
as if things are happening from the tv.
-so random (:

feeling so useless towards my surroundings. like, things are happening, but you could just watch them go by and maybe weep at it. perhaps god threw a dice to determine how our lives would go, and mine was 4. it ain't bad, but it ain't good too, and it din't even passed. that's how im going to be like, not passable. is it that you have to be smiley for 24 hours in front of everyone in the world to prove that you're a happy person? yeah, i guess people really like smiley people, cos im like that too. :D but at least i dont lick anyone's dick. ok, i think this is kind of a random thought. it's something i wanted to say since sec 1.