cross country today, went with yizhuang, angelina and angel.
we walked the whole way, but my leg still hurts luh, cos it's brisk walking
then sat down in the sun, with dragon flies and grasshoppers,
having spastic talks with rachelko and abel.
hahaha, rk was funny. she's scared of grasshoppers.
anw, main point of this post is,
I GOT LOST TWICE TODAY
i know, RETARDED
but it's scary getting lost,
esp. if you're alone, in the night, looking around and you dont know where you are.
yes, i dint follow jerome and yizhuang's instructions well, and ended up at lavender finding a way home.

and so, i realised.
i relied a lot on others in the past.
and yeah, now too.
without them, im lost.
lost in everywhere; everything i do.
and somehow, these people are just... gone.
you know, just somewhere not around you
and you start feeling so very insecure and scared of the world.
yes, i'm feeling like that.