Jasper passed away......
I don't know what to say anymore.
So sudden, someone can just die like that?..
Regret not visiting him, why am I such an asshole? Just some time back... he's still fine as gold. But things just changes so fast. One moment he's still living his life, and next he left. Left this world. Been thinking that sec 4s leave is the worst thing that can happen, but what's that compared to this?!! Don't know why I'm crying, but those tears just flow down. If only time would turn back when we were happily conferencing on the phone. talking bout hippopotamus;guitar; and crap...............

Don't know when will someone else have another brain cancer and leave. Always thought that none of these would happen. But when things choose to come, they will. Maybe one day I'll be going to school, and next moment, I'm gone. I don't want anyone else to leave. I would have treasured everyone that ever appeared in my life. But why did i learn this lesson only when Jasper is.....

And tomorrow is the two compositions. What a perfect timing. What nice mood to write my most hated compositions. ihate myself.