i finally realised the reason for those long periods of agony. ARGHX! i think of those days, i feel like whacking him. his PETTY actions caused all these! but i guess... i realised things that i thought was so great was phoney. for so so so long, i keep telling myself that THAT wasnt the reason. hur... guess im only lying to myself hur. the more i think about it the more i think i can go and die liao la. WL.
always love those who always stood by me. but i know.. nothing ever remains the same..