HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Year 2005 have been really tough
but somehow, it's super cosy to have few friends just there for you
to lend a shoulder and an ear

Car'line:
Gosh! You know the most about me, evrything under the stars you know. thanks for being there for me the whole time. We must not drift ok! (:

Steph:
O man! your blog was so sweet laas. xD The times spent with you were fun, even studying was fun. The way you crush notes cos of handwriting, heh heh. Work hard k girl? next 2 years will be hard, but im always here for you. :D

Min ru:
Mummy! xie xie ni yi zhi pei zhe wo, ai si ni le! You were there when i needed someone most. I dont know wad will happen if you werent. But to let you know, i'll always have a shoulder vacant for you, and an ear available. I'll never forget all the times we had, will miss you!!!!!

Fred:
You can make me laugh at anything hur. hahaz. Thanks for caring for me last year(2005). You always know the right way to cheer people up. (:

Ivan:
Brother! See you play play, but everytime will listen to my problems de. thanks lots for everything. Helping me chu1 tou2 all the time. Next year different class le, hahas, now my turn to say it for a change. Hang out sometime soon yeah?

Bryan: Talking to you on msn all the while, really hope can have a gathering again one day. Thanks for listening to my blabberish for so long, hope that you will have a new beginning this year and forget abt.. you-know-who. heee (:

Just a few close ones i would like to say a BIG THANK YOU for being there for me in year 2005.

But i love all my friends too! <3
have a happy 2006!
CO peeps! let's work hard for CO night and SYF2007!!
don't disappoint the seniors!
gonna make a difference in 3GR
let's all work hard!

Im seasick!!
hahas.
today was fun laas... although it was a scam(used correctly?) led by YANZHI.
tell me CO ppl, in the end i see his bunch of people.
i reached aljunied at exactly 10am.
first person i saw, OSAMA. =.=
i was 0.o! "WHY YOU HERE?!"
den the rest came from all directions.
AHHHHH
budden, got jun hong and liang yu, so okay la.
den we sat mrt to chinese garden, waited for Javin.
hmmmmms.. the place was so cool man, first time there.
den we went to the lazy river. The guys keep making cannon balls.
den laze around. They went children pool somemore.
slide down the slide.. hahaz, make sense?
i thought it would be damn fast and scary laas,
but turn out
hahaz, very fun
den go to the wave pool
my arm not enough strength!
so difficult to pull myself up to the float.
den the wave was so cold.
it was raining!
den jon toppled us
hahaha,
i was afraid cos liang yu donnoe how to swim!
but she got hold of the float, clever. haha
den stay there play play
den go bathe liaos.
jun hong had to gan shi jian, so i go home
start to feel giddy
den i bleagggg! (don have to spacify wad's tt)
SEA SICK LA!
lols. funfunfun.

Min Ru tagged me. (ooooooh, and i put space. (:) haahz... so have to do this thing :

Rules of the game : Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Dont forget to leave a comment that says" You are tagged" on their blog and ask them to read yours.

1. I have phobia of toilet bowls. (dont ask me how i shit and stuff) hahaz. that is no choice, nature calls! :D

2. I'm fearing for the year 2006, but i want 2005 to pass on. contradiction?

3. This year's christmas is the best yet worst christmas I've had. Contradiction again?

4. I'm always contradicting myself.

5. I watch cartoons a lot (:

hmmmms.. now i want
Bryan
Joel
Wanting
Suethui
Jiaqing

to do this. no choice lehx.. a lot of ppl do b4,haha.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

nice christmas, i love it (:
and christmas aint over!

i'm still going for some church party
tomorrow. :D

to all my loved ones
i love you!!!

[ will it be different if i made a different choice? ]
but i have no choice.

CO camp is over!
first day of camp had the war flag thingy, me and min si went to see the bball ppl play piano
whaha.
wl.. dint know that bball ppl can play piano, so cool
osama play tt time his face so gek sai.
hahaah
so engrossed

protect the flag was a flop laas.
but i had fun. haha
no one came to our territory, so we attacked ourselves. heh heh
jun hong go splash water at me cos i bomded him. hahz.
den mingda. ha
den my phone spoil
den went out to buy vegetarian food,
was praying tt my phone would work, cos i was alone and cannot contact the others.
den pray until can work.
but ppl cannot hear me talk.
):
den end of camp den realised tt must shout den ppl can hear.
i think cos wet barhs..
must wait for it to dry
hahz
oh yah
den prayed for the rain to stop when im half way to school.
near to sch gate tt time den rain so heavily
so RAN lorhs

aiya.. i jumo to night walk barhs
i so scared the toilet!!!
i have phobia of toilet bowls le!
they don believe me!

okays.. i sian liaos.
i end. buaix!

yesterday had performance at toa payoh some buddhist association thingy. before that had practice and agree la, everyone so high.
then they had some gay stuffs, jing wen and yuan yang act out so CUTE!
saw my kao ji marks.
so idiotic.
one more mark!
): ):
dint see my comments, must see how come minus me 1 mark, deprive me of my distinction.
hahah.
den after performance walked home with joy, cos she need to rush home
den cannot let her one person walk out also
ya, den go home,
eat, bathe, dota, sleep

BUAIZ

Back from chalet!!
a slacking chalet. all about LF2, majong, cards and swimming,
haha.
but it's the last time any of this will happen.
yeh...
back with a sunburnt skin
so pain and reddish
slept for many many many many hours after i came back and woke up at 830.

haven finish book review, don care liaos.
school reopen den pass up.
cant be bothered.
have other things in mind

emptiness inside..

Our master piece for today. hahaMet min ru and hui min at simei MRT. hoi! they 2 late! hai4 me eat lunch finish in 5 mins and ran there, and they LATE! hur hur! hahaa, den we went to parkway meet them. den looked around at the CD shop for a while den go to buy boards and stuff liaos.lols, do until very funny. looking forward to being crazy fans. =.=seriously, doing this for a friend, it's meaningful.But if you ask me to do for some other people i dont know and go crazy, im gonna knock my head off.



Zhiwen's mother said to have a formal one first. HAHA!





We became crazy soon after. Taking after bee kwee's pose. wahha.




Our new master pieces after the rest left. whahaa. and zhiwen's mother is CUTE. haha. very fun to talk with.I cant wait for tuesday!! CO CHALET!

My family is a bunch of shit man. and we live in a toilet bowl.
Mother- narrow minded, small brained, biased shit
Father- allergic to noise but noise magnifier shit
Big brother- sucker up, dishonest, violence inflict-or shit
Little brother- Fat with lies, twist facts to his advantage, amused by people's pain, evil cunning disgustingly scheming with that face i wish i could hit it like a piniata. biggest shit

Me- SHIT and living with SHIT.
im petty, irritating, bossy, borned with a dao face, and everything you could think of.
so, live with it.
cos im living in a fcuking smelly toilet bowl.
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maybe i should just remove the tag board, it's getting irritatingly quiet.
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Yesterday went to lao shi's house for lunch.
She made us shui jiao and ma la huo bo. so nice :D
then lian qin a while, eh.. ok, not a while, quite long. Yiqing ly say de.
den we went to Ruanzu concert, Jamie and Sylvia went home.

Ben was made to sit behind, HAHA. cannot blame us, teacher gave us this kind of tickets. LOL
Den YQ, LY think he so ke lian, den i went to sit with them, cos samuel went off.
HAhz, i like the singapore sling, seductive. =.= lol.

After concert went to old market ( lao ba sha) eat.

Today kao ji.
Yiqing came to support us. haha, she nothing better to do sia.
but good, give us encouragements. (: (:
haiz.. my hand stiff until the gun3 zou4 starting part no good and the bo pian slip a little out of my hand. ARGHX
sigh..
nvm, it's over. Hope at least can get merit lorhs.
congrats to Chunpoh sia,
Distinction
Lao shi sure damn happy de sia. :D :D

Good luck to people taking kao ji tml yeah?
geraldine, Weilin, Sylvia,Siongmin, Zhiwen. and those that i dont know.
JIA YOU!
p.s don be like me ):
good luck wors.

i'm so so bored.
Chung Cheng have 3 future superstars.
JIAQING, BEE KWEE AND CARMEN!
haha, and i think the others also sing very good, only that the judges too strict and it was the last day already, so i think they stricter.
olivia said that she will have phobia of mic? lols, no la, dreams wont so easy banished de.
went to j8 on Sunday. Sheng Long's cousin is like China man, if anyone have seen the Russel's video, LOL should know wad i mean.
CHINA MAN CHINA MAN. shoot stale fortune cookies from his wrist. :D
After that went to meet Rit, they played bowling, den me and zhiwen talk talk.
Very ke xi that kai xiang never go for campus superstar lorhs, haiz.
den they can da3 zhao4 him to have more fashion sense. haha, TUCK OUT SHIRT!

Yesterday went for dazu. b4 that went to buy uniform. Can't believe I'm so FAT! 30 lehx!
siao siao. dazu wasn't really good. esp. the J part.
Ltr gg for xiaozu ler, last time going to see huang gui fang before kai ji
WAH... first time i miss her sia.

oh yah.. anyone who takes lit can tell me? ):
donnoe difficult not..
sian..
and it's FREAKING COLD~
ltr i become snowman.
okays.... going to prepare for xiaozu ler.
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE!
anw, my tag board very sian, tag ok.

yesterday had the east zone sports thingy. haha, we played frisbee.
Ultimate Frisbee. Was cool and fun to play, something like softball, only the ball is not a ball, but a frisbee.
anyway, i don like screeching sirens, they make my head wanna split and kill a lot of my precious brain cells. especially those sirens that live in the sea. corels.. urgh.
Bedok view was cool. They were so cute and nice, even pei4 he2 with hannah's cold joke. 1, 2, 3 HAHAHAHA!
Then two of the instructors were cool. like them. one of them look like william, i don mean wiliam hung, but the act in heaven's robe that singapore model. Damn shuai. But i think he throw frisbee a little lost aim, go hit until that girl's boobs. OUCh, must be so pain. can't stop laughing.
and then, i have a question to ask, is my face that scary when i don smile? that instructor was like keep apologising when i don't even know he apologise for wad. i only turned i look in his direction den he thought i angry with him for saying "wl"?. hmmmms... i dint even heard him say that can. HAHA

after the frisbee game, we sat bus to far east plaza. Took neoprints there. Zhiwen kinda made us into clowns, but it was cute laas. Big red nose and funky specs. LOL. Den go home, head pain like shit. Stupid sirens.

Today had xiaozu. woots, dint get scolded by teacher. (: hehe. Kao ji in like 12 more days. Scary. But i don have the tension. Guess this year very little pressure. But I want to kao hao! :D and Min Ru, if you see this, i going to watch your performance wor! lol. I cant wait for Co camp and Co chalet. hope i don't get that 5 person nightmare again. urgh. made me so sia4 suay1 go ask ppl stupid stuffs. heh heeh.

okays, to the sec 4s, a few more papers, must cheng1 xia4 qu4!!! JIA YOU ok? then it'll be PLAY TIME!

Went to East Coast for chalet on Tues. met steph,car,ivan,yx,fongzhi,jerome,benedict first. den walked there. PLayed cards and majong in the chalet, then started fire. haha, the fire just wont start up, until the legendary sheldon came. lol. Our first batch of sausage was black :D
eat eat eat, drink drink drink.
then back to playing games.Eng Swee went crazy sia. Start wetting toilet paper and throwing at bano. then they 2 became retarded.
then a lot of people start going home with vincent. wahh.. his mama bake cake for us eat for fun damn nice. (:
after everything, went home at 12 plus. hahz.. fun laas.. (:

ytd was the release of the class distribution. got into 3GR.. sian..
after xiaozu dint go back to chalet. cos mummy say got thunder. -.- whatever.. haha. looking forward to CO chalet and CO camp.

OPEN HSE!

Yesterday was open house. reached school at 730am. YAWNZ.. so tired. den ban1 yue4 qi4 and played one song then went to meet steph for project work liaos. She sit taxi in, den got taxi come i tot was her, in the end come out de is osama and angelina. =.=

our shift was from 9-11, but stayed there for three hours. cos 830 must report den took laptop from miss wan. sian sian there. played minesweeper on the laptop. :D haha
after shift wanna rush back for CO to my beloved Ruan. dint play yang bian, partly cos i only know how to play half, and partly cos Siong min's ruan the xian2 broke. den played the next song. WHOO, my ruan (:(:(:

played hua1 hao2, and this time is fredrick conductiing. haha, so funny. guessed it got confusing, den one part he sang it out. hahz....
break that time went back to pei2 jolyn cos tot she was alone. found ningmao and yijun there too. -.- nvm, finished zong ye's nyo hiang. den went to canteen get thing drink. saw bunch of co ppl there, so went to sit down. talk talk. anw, 1x2x3x4x5x6x0 = 0! and i think i also so stupid. 1x2x3x0x4x5 also = 0. and i dint know! ): oh yah, and cats bark. ;) WOOF

kao ji on the 28NOV. sian sian sian sian. today wad date liaos ar?..
hmmms.. 1.14pm. i shall devote my after lunch and packing my room to my RUAN.
cya!

was seeing the cancer charity show
and i think is crazy
esp. the one that tay bing hui and andy i think is on
tie the metal chains around them and expect them to break them
siao ar!
OUCH!
they got blue blacks on their muscles le lor.
wahh.. so pain.

the whole day today was sian laas,
MSN not working):
den searched for cardboards cannot find.
ok, show finish le, shall go sleep.
nitex ppl! (:

WOKE UP LATE!
stupid alarm clock, never ring
made me wake up at 7.55am
siao sia.. supposed to reach at 8am liddat to ban1 yue4 qi4 .. ):
sorry..

the practice wasn't very good barhs..
beat and stuff.
and khang leng fell sick.
take cares yeah?

after that discussed the co camp games.
hahaha
hope it will work out la.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

then went to katong play bowling
got this 2 guys
chao pro man.
still got instructor de.
haha, and were taking each one lane and all filled up.
tsk tsk, too much money. haha
after bowling went home lorhs.
hahaz, saw addy
he looks so beng can.
nvm, not my prob.
(:

today supposed to meet up for brochure
but i guess, a lot of ppl cannot bahx.
so yeah,
will rot at home. wahahaa.
byebye ! (:

so sian
exams results all come out liaos.
den must choose streams..
next year everything will be different liaos.
very difficult to choose sia.

but nvm
that will be next yr
long way..
dint go to sch today
manymany reasons.
one of it of cos is i sick la. hahaha
ok, just feeling siann
CO resumes.
recruitment drive would be up next.
den many more..

esp. EXAMS!!!
ahhhh!
scary.... heh heh
and of cos,
CO CAMP!!!!!!!
sec 2 plan games.
believe me,
it'll be fun (:
GERALDINE!!! YOU BETTER GO.
wahahahah!
i got your ba2 bing3 liaos,
so you MUST go de.
bwa0hahaha

THANKS hor
thanks for creating a propaganda
THANKS hor
thanks for saying all those stuff

and THANKS to you
for breaking my trust
THANKS
for not standing by me

life can be so contradicting hur
i wanna find my childhood pals
and im glad i found many
(:

oh yay!
handphone can use again!
hehe


went marina for steamboat today
was fun la.
smoky,hot
and just one big MESS
lose mdm tham face liaos.
LOL

glad i went there instead of swimming
cos it's nice gathering with HM people.
(:
must plan for post exams activity le.
on MRT book ppl
wahahaha!
ENJOY POST EXAM DAYS!

suck
fcuk
URGH


few words to describe it:
unbelievable
unexpected
shocking
depressing
SUCKY
FCUKY
URGHY

SIANY!

exams is unofficially over!
but cannot watch yummy yummy
cos mother thinks ACC is impt?!
and cos my ACC got F9 b4.
hehe.
but, it's BORING!
and im bored.

Science paper today is lame.
Lame questions all over the paper.
and i'm not lame enough.
SO,
I donnoe how to do.
COOL man..
should regret watching tv the whole night liaos.
):) -> wad face?
haiz... tot sci can get good de.
SCI REP LEHX!
my face need to bury le.
hahah

im looking forward to FRI
cos last day of exam
ACC, another lame paper
my life is full of lame shit,
whoo
shan't blog so often
cos im currently playing around with a new website.
haha, thanks to the nice taiwanese.
TAIWAN is a nice play ya noe

ok, cya!

exams coming liaos.
1 more day.
WOOTS. no panick.
tried studying, but end up watching tv throughout the night.
so guilty sia.

SERIOUSLY,
i don't like that mellisa lim.
and i mean the history teacher
not the other one. hah
SHE have a bloody attitude problem as a teacher man
abusing of athority
WTH
where got this kinda teacher
see people bu shuang
den fcuked up.

but i'd rather not have 12,13,14 be in MCQ only
cos those chpts is just understanding nia
not like the in front de
must memorise.
DIFF!

ok, have to go study
OR maybe,
i can go sleep.
ZzZzZzZz
happy as BIRD - quoted from mr KHOO

Jasper passed away......
I don't know what to say anymore.
So sudden, someone can just die like that?..
Regret not visiting him, why am I such an asshole? Just some time back... he's still fine as gold. But things just changes so fast. One moment he's still living his life, and next he left. Left this world. Been thinking that sec 4s leave is the worst thing that can happen, but what's that compared to this?!! Don't know why I'm crying, but those tears just flow down. If only time would turn back when we were happily conferencing on the phone. talking bout hippopotamus;guitar; and crap...............

Don't know when will someone else have another brain cancer and leave. Always thought that none of these would happen. But when things choose to come, they will. Maybe one day I'll be going to school, and next moment, I'm gone. I don't want anyone else to leave. I would have treasured everyone that ever appeared in my life. But why did i learn this lesson only when Jasper is.....

And tomorrow is the two compositions. What a perfect timing. What nice mood to write my most hated compositions. ihate myself.

Got 13/24 for oral because of a dentist. ARGHX, that's what MDM Cheong said. haha. Stupid dentist, don't like dentists. But I'm lucky that is is only CA2 marks. Phew...

Ivan also got see <> one! It's like so damn cool. most of the time in class was talking about the show. hehe. Yixiang open eyes watch only. So far, studied a little bit of Science only. The exam fever and the panicking haven't came over me yet. But it seems so near yet so far. Friday=death day. MUSIC=SOUL+PASSION. LOL

Actually, go good or bad class don't really matter to me. Just don't want go so good ones, very stressful. HAHA. So, let me just be average. (:
Hope exams faster over, been so well-behaved these few days. So free and nothing to do. When exams are over, there will be recruitment drive and CO camp coming up. Busy and fun. ^^ Grading also coming.... scared.

ok, all the best people.

I'm going to fail my English oral. Mistakened a dentist as a baker; how stupid. =.= English is the only subject that can score without studying and yet lost away 30% in my oral. ): Hope Miss Siti is a kind-hearted soul.

now i wann to change back to normal way liaos. cos got one pests come contaminate my tag board. think she very li hai liddat. firstly, popular den show name la, like some coward hiding your face with paper bag and commenting on people. pls search yourself first. no true friends?, what about you? are you being true yourself? i don wanna be popular, few good friends are enough. cant expect the whole world to be there for you when we needs it. and it is nnot a matter of true friends, t is different people have different perspective of things and life.

End of years is coming, haven't seem to be preparing anything and the panicking isn't here yet. haha. Only worry is oral, can really pull my english marks down. Haiz.... recruitment drive is coming, so cool to see cute primary six students coming to Chung Cheng and having a tour for them. Too bad cannot play with them, - station master ): nevermind, there's still Jing Wen to pei me. He's just as cute. ! heh

Deicided to blog again. Because feeling so sian of some particular things. HAH... wanted to use "la", but I am having a "singlish" strike until english paper is over. hehe.

spent from 12 - 1030 at CARline's house. Did our demon art mask, home econs and little bit of studying. Very little, cos spent most of the night time watching television and laughing our heads off. She even laughed and grasp me by the shoulder =.= ; so agitated. HAA but actually, did a lot of work at her house, if I was at home, I wouldn't have so much accomplishment. And her TV ROCKS to the core! Love it man. ^-^

Came back home and had a scare that my computer is being demolished. Was thinking about all my precious pictures and songs. So angry, even saw the computer at the dustbin area. ARGHX.

Feeling so unappreciated right now.
"Life is so unfair" - quoted from Zongye
" Life is never fair" replied Mdm Shar.
Although it doesn't makes any link, but it totally makes sense in no matter what circumstances. May it be the science test for Zongye and for me now. It isn't much difference. Because of just 3 words, not " I Love You" which is always mistaken as all the 3 words. But it's " Life's like that".

Going for a world tour tomorrow, at Expo. LOL. Think it will be super cool, news same out today that the president was on the Great Wall of China today. HAHA. Then I'll be on top of the Ifle tower tomorrow! Anyone interested to go? Have many tickets left, and it would be nice. (:

ok, i end with Zongye's common phrase,
LIFE IS SO UNFAIR

Blogged lesser and lesser these few times, because some things just can't be described in words. And maybe... just wouldn't want to repeat myself a second time.

This week was a "home" day, everyday went home exceptionally early. House curfew? haha. Jess taught me that word. hehe. Tests and tests each week, adding to the tension of upcoming exams. Perhaps after the English paper then I shall convert back to my non-standard english. LOL.

I'm now so addicted to the Tv. People in tv just looks more friendly ^-^ , and it isn't reality. Oh yah, forgot to mention, had been playing with straws this week during lessons too. haha, Ivan bought one whole packet for me, now use until less than half. wahaha. xie shern and zong ye still use them as baby toys, they'll be future inventors. ^o^ haha.

sat bus with zhi yin yesterday, g0sh.... really miss them. Don't want things to change. ): and she saved me from the sweet couple. HAHA! so must thank her. heheee

tomorrow shall commit myself to CARline's house, if not she will come kidnap me, i don't want to die young.

ok,.. may all of your lives go smoothly. especially the sec 4s who had their prelims and o'levels are coming. JIA YOU worx! sec 2s too!, streaming.

slept and everything is gone. i have to move on and not brood over the past i guess.
time will heal all wounds
just think that being humans, we are sutpid creatures who always take the wrong move. even the tinest one can cause everything to change eh.. but i guess it aint as bad now. so, i'll look into the future. haha, like that's so raven.

find my holiday seemed to be so so meaningless. haha. supposed to study den keep slacking. hmmmms.. and today is THURS liao! From this sentence on, my post shall be in perfect english. (:
2 exams are approaching; EOYs and Ruan exam. I really must wake up from my long and never ending sleep. ZzZzZzZzz

i finally realised the reason for those long periods of agony. ARGHX! i think of those days, i feel like whacking him. his PETTY actions caused all these! but i guess... i realised things that i thought was so great was phoney. for so so so long, i keep telling myself that THAT wasnt the reason. hur... guess im only lying to myself hur. the more i think about it the more i think i can go and die liao la. WL.
always love those who always stood by me. but i know.. nothing ever remains the same..

yays. the school don wann him. haha. woots.
just had a fight with my brother which i cannot retalliate. ARGHX.

now i hope my mother will scold me beat me or whatever. so i can just cry freely and not hide. so now is, whole class support except for kong xie shern. ok lor.. i have nothing to say.
friday is a fucking day ok. this thing and ____ is leaving. seeing him for the last day perhaps. haiz.. totally sian diao. but i wanna thank miss cheong.. what she say very soothing.. and those that stood up for me.., 2 HM.. love you guys. cos i seriously think that i did nth wrong, and this isnt a case of loyalty. ok, anyone who greatly oppose scold me all you want.

today is teacher's day! haha, the performance was so so cool lor. especially the teachers' performance. faizal is cool! but so stiff. haha, mr lam wahh... bang4 ar. haha., mr chye better. better i mean.. errr.. more vigorous. LOL

dragged until 11.30 plus plus pm. den go back sch for that party thingy, khoo messaged me say he sick, cannot come. go back class.. so little people.. no teachers come.. wth. =.= den must go back pri. sch in half and hr's time

by the time reach gongshang, the hall already black liaoz, no one inside, nothing. haiz.. pathetic when we were to reach so late. but nvm, saw same old people which i haven saw for really really long. jia jun have grown!! haha, but still quite short lur.. hehe. still cute cute de la. jing wen grow so chao tall! and zi zheng ley... haha, don find anythng different bout him. joshua is more guai lan with chek kai. arghx. jun ting grew taller. and i cant believe shan liang! he have grown... but he failed eng den now still in gongshang.. wl. last year still keep disturbing me when i went back to sch, now donno who liaos. hahz, .. nvm, i also donnoe him de, is he guai lan and chao2 me too much den know who is he de. so yah.

hmmmms.. so many people dint come. bryan donnoe why, xin zhi cos he needa stay back in school. peng ho, donnoe. haiz... hope to have a full class gathering one of the days. if not i will forget got who in the class de. lost the year bk le ney... hehee

went to tampines MAC eat. mrs chow treated us. she's still super nice and remembers each and everyone of us. so gd. den we pulled her to take neoprint with us. this time we treat. hahaz. she was like so fascinated with the neoprint machine and how we design it. lols. so cute. den go home lor.
sian la, wann go steamboat in the end no girls go. tot a lot of people say they want go de? wow.. all disappear.

im so addicted to dragon shows! actually... just love all these legendary strories, esp. dragons. remember that time i sleepwalked cos of the show? LOL! nvm, such stuffs better not elaborate.
-[bottom donnid to read, just releasing anger]



got back progress report card today. bleags.. inattentive and daydreaming in class sia.. results still ok la... but hor!, tt mother of mine don think so lehs. say wad.. A1 is 80 above. siaoo arh. 75 above already difficult to get liaos, ARGHX! no matter wad i do, wad kinda marks i get she also bu shuang de la. suan4 le la!, i don care liao lor. make it sound so easy. sick and tired of her voice. everything also must comment about, like she more clever liddat. only i don wann suan1 her hur.

somemore all our teachers gone mad le!, arghx! mrs tan so pek cek scold us. xie shern worse, he like nvr talk also kana her scold until so can3. and now comes to ambert khoo!, always tot he was nice, tho he don teach much. budden, he also siao with the other teachers. sit beside him do the WS, careless mistakes he use pen hit my knuckles. wl! come sch also must let ppl beat. oh yah, one more thing, he smells. cos he smokes. only teacher that remain hyper and funny is miss cheong. her expression of her face is always so funny.

tomorrow HM peeps having steamboat dinner... as usual... cannot go. mother la! everything is cos of her de. ARGHX! soon arh, i become like johnnycade or Dally. just cant talk to my family for 2 minutes with getting into quarrels and fights de. so, i'd rather hope i was dumb. maybe deaf also can, peace and quiet. why some people have such nice and cosy family ar? im so envious. aiya, to hell with everything la!

(washed out by everything. hate it)

WOOTS! yesterdat went to bball finals VS Raffles institution.
first impression: the guys from raffles were like so big sized and seemed so pro. every shot is go in de. den turn head look the other side of court.. errr.. big difference hur. haha
But we have super fast players. wahahas. so cool. colin, zhan hong, chee siang was gd. (: raffles have tt An zhen and Danny, we over there keep asking one of them to 5 penalty out. in the end zhan hong and danny out. wl, referee so bias de.! angry ! everytime is our side of the court have whistle de. arghx. den xie wei very ke lian. almost end of match that time, he fall down., pain until he held on to the floor. chao suay. final result,.... we won! heex. MVP is colin. he's good with the ball and super duper fast manz..

sec four prelims starts from today(tts wad mr soon said?) lolx. ok, jia you all sec fours! all the best wors!

my neck and back is breaking. ):
suay la, sprained my neck when im on the toilet bowl. =.=

i finally found out why car'line's reaction when jun yang lost was so BIG le. admit la.. his first song was like... errs.. erhm... not nice. but his second song so NICE!! his eyes so shiny and he acts like small boy boy de. hee. whereas for weilian... i certainly have no comments. not that i am against blind people, but just that he aint as good. and tho i don like shi xin hui, she sings better than kelly, but she out... the results just isnt wad we expected la. that's LIFE! ok, shall continue to hear their third song... BRB!

heard jun yang the third song! woots! so cool. hahas!, hope he and candyce will be together.
sho siann.... im without my phone. 0; hmmms.. ok, bye lur.. , nothing else to say. only....
i miss seniors!


Someone’s watching over me
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believeThat

I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over

Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me

talked bout parents today durng english period.. den zong ye said he hate his parent... but,..... can he? like, how can you hate someone that made you? even if hate.... sure got one part of your heart is love de lor. noticed i cannot have 2 days in a row not crying at home cos of my family. i cry cos i love them rights?.. i think... and i care about how they treat me. like.., who wouldnt want our family to be like car'line liddat..sho nice lor, but family are like the closest we have, (tt's wad ppl say) and how come i don feel the bond? i lost my respect for my parents le, they don earn it anymore. tt's why today the report card, i rated myself "D" for respect for parents.
i think next time i will go to jail cos i become terrorist due to the anger within me and my brother will go to jail also cos he is FATTY and steals and might even kill somebody too. in jail, i see no one taking his side and will beat him back double he beats me. stupid fatty.
LIFE IS SO UNFAIR
maybe i should just hit the walls and die.
den everything shall end.

cancelled my previous post. hehe. cos i siann diao. (:
hah. ok, desperately wanna finish the zuo wen, but so diff lor. stupid title, stupid love story.

hmmms.. more and more people falling sick lur.. take care yea?. me still having flu... den whole day nose so red like clown, ppl still tot i cry. -.- reminds me of that time dazu... haiZ.. nvm, shan't think anymore. ^^

went tao payoh after school. went kidddy palace, sho cool lo. wahahs! like big kiddies. saw many many cutecute stuff there. and turtle cars!! kana hit my jerome,(as usual). ):

went car'line hse to goof around. wl!, she and xiaohei playing wrestling with bryan. so dotx! den screaming everywhere. hmmms.. those that saw my previous post, tts when they were "fighting". lol. cute hor. funny.

ok, i think i shall be a good girl lur,... if i don fall alseep halfway.. haha. it's like only 830 and im sleepy? nvm.. take care people!
CIAOZ!
-ishallwaittheonceinabluemoon- (:

when am i the bad girl you are refering?
which part of me do you see?
wad did i do to deserve all these?
head hurts, throat sore.
family? i don't seem to be part of it.
i don need lectures from anyone
whoever whatever
i don care

sick ): currently 37.8, just now quarelled with my tt mama den rised to 38.1. stupid stupid stupid. ARGH. sian ar, don have anyone crap here, so bored. i miss turtles! maybe i shall go sleep again.
3.26pm
realised something very stupid i have done.. -.- i put my wrong bday on my blog. ahhh, my head spoil liao sia. so blur. ok, zheng yi just told me that oral coming. so many tests and stuff. SIAN! and i have just told ning mao that there is sich a place called LT 3. hehe!

shall update lur. hahas. zhong zheng jing shen jian presentation was really sadd lorhs. thecrying was like domino effect. hahz... but overall, i can say that it was great, tho it took a very short time, short and sweet. (: before that waited very long for MD, we took some very lame photos. later shall view. hehe. HM people are such a fun batch. wahahas! today during calligraphy they took pics(but i dint) was drawing my picture. hahas. serious k! lol. den after that, me, carline and ivan started the pepsi cola game! woots! like old times.. -thinks- ): hahas. wl, end up not playing, is fighting for legs. -.- hahhaz!!!!
den went for lao ren yuan thing after school. ok, we were messy, but the whole prgramme was so long... not enough entertainment, so we had to impromptu. haiZ.. i think they very ke lian... don wann grow old leys.. i scared. 50 more years. haha. went totally crazy there jiu shi le. den after tt went MACS den walked to paya lebar MRT. ^^ den SLEEP!
and why must CCA block renovate?. i want our own cosy place where we cann go crazy and do whatever we want there. i'll miss it soso much. faster ok hor! don take too long the contractors! ok, now for the pictures, anw, i haven got the NDP pics done yet... my papa still haven send me. ):




iLOVEtoiletbowlseats!

supposingly to be a gang bang,but end up zong ye solo. xD

don really like a floweron my head. ):

we're imprisoned!!!

formal shot of the GIRLS.

xie shern(D24liulian)coming out of toilet bowl. 0_o

yeahhs! 3ofus. hahas


old folk's home!

swaying to the beat.

dang1 wo3 men2 tong3 zao4 yi4 qi3 (:simply love the 39ofUS! just one whole big family standing up for one another. will miss the times.. so must treasure!!turtles OYE!ye ren bang sup sup OYE!HM wang4 sui4!



bano is so cute. HIS FELIN!
2 pretty girls eh? the pole dance.LOL
these 2 pics are due to popular demands.! wahahhaas!!! (:

yesterdat went to padang for national day parade. wahahaas, go so many years le, this one is nicest. maybe cos it is nearer? hahas. cann see faces better. and so high tech sia, got satellite link to the different places at marina south, tampines and manymany. hahas. did the singapore wave around all the parts. cool hur. and i love the dance for this year the song. tho the song not really veery nice. but conclusion, taufik is like so much better den sylvester. no offence hur all sylvester fans. hahz. just think he sings better. ok, nvm, i not a fan of neither of them anyways. took many many pics, hmmmms.. shall upload them when i get the pics into the com. real nice. (:
after the parade, cos sit mrt back marhs, no space park car, so went to shopping centre shop shop a while. i just need to use the toilet ya noe. haha. den i saw DINO when i came out of the toilet. so scary lorhs! hmmmms.. so long never see him le. changed. one thing nvr change, his soso unique eyebrows. xD although quite a few times saw him at simei, but imagine face to face, phew.. think very nice to see an old friend after a long time. remember the old times... ^^ i love those innocent times!! woots.! ok, blog next time when i got the photos. CIAOZ!

today, music lesson was so funny. stupid zong ye don let me play the keyboard. den we were like fighting over the mouse, den he keep pressing quit. bleahhs. after that, he gave up den go play the drum. lols, xie shern came. dne we were like having a competition on the song BACH. manz, den song the tune very nice. hehes. den miss ang come scoldm say why i nvr with zongye den with xie shern. hey!, is he ownself don wann play de ma. ahhas, den the scene and tension was very funny. miss and come teach us play and see notes. i was like orh. den she ask me i know not.. den i say donnoe lor. ^^ den she teach, den i purposely go press wrong keys., in the end she angry lur hors, den i play properly lors. she was like.. HUH? whahas! A1 wors! hehee! den zong ye's turn. he was like blur diao. tot he got learn before de? -.- den he ask me teach him.. im not a good teacher. haha. en after that, xie shern came back. lols. was very fun durng music. (:
after school had the rehearsal for old folk's home. CBY went CRAZY with us!!



ooo... you touched my talalammmm... my ding ding dongLOL!!

the slaying of CBY? wahhas.

xie shern is professional dancer!SHAKE TO THE GROOVE!

Sheldon is dying.

me and the GREAT! woots.

cuddles for CBY!!HIP HIP HORRAY!

stephh and JO!the PINKY and the BRAIN!
yesterday went to library purpose is to study for science de, end up doingg lame stuffs lur. hahas. first is me, carline and zhengyi de, den bensng came, den eng swee they all one group of people came, den dj came. hahas, make until the new librarian keep asking us to keep quiet. i was keeping quiet! hehes, den i went to the door there testing see how noisy there were. wahahas! den got one guy.. donnoe which class de,come sit with us. brought with him a few garfield comics. haas. den i don wann study, start taking pictures. lols. cos how to studyy when yuu read one line, den got distracted must re-read?



Life is truely shit-like... [CREDITS TO STEPHANIE NG] hehe

time machine to the paST..CAROLINE! cutie wors! this is when caroline was so young.hees.

hey dude.

i give yuu a ZA!, and a HI YA!

SMILEz

ok.. that was lame.. nvm.. serves as an entertainment for shit lovers, caroline lovers(LOL!) and garfield lovers(fred). den after that, went to canteen eateat, talktalk pei zongye. andd after that, PFT. hahas. imagine lst year like so pin, osho nvr get any better, this year so slack cann get gold sia. tsktsk. i think boys de very ke lian.. very high expectations. girls is like so easy de. hehes- after that stayed vack for a little while to study science lorhs. (: (: (: (: (:today leys.. after school had this old folks' home rehearsal thingy. we sang songs together. hahas, sho cool. livened my mood up. cos teacher becoming lamer and lamer under the influence of us. feel so you3 cheng2 jiu4 wors! i seriously want some more englicsh songs, starting to find them sho nice now. after hearing "beautiful soul" by jesse MCcartney. so people, got any send me okies? please and thank yous! finally.. i hate gossipers. don wanna say it out right into your face cos i don wann things to get BIG. but today.. cant stand it anymore., i cant stand the thought that this thing is still going on and i just sit and do nothing, only to carry all the responsibility and blame. so please, before you even tell anyone anything, cann you please make it sure that the news yuu get from whomever is reliable? and reliable to what extend? because if it is not true, you will be causing other people's friendship. the best is, don gossip. as to anonymous who tagged my blog, whoever it is, gossips and back stabs aint the same yeah? maybe, i cant use such a strong word as hate, it's just don like the thought that maybe someplace, sometime, there will be rumours about you said.. myths you noe.. untrue stuffs.

LiFe Is A PeIcE oF SHIT - doggypoo!
monday is suay suay day.. arghx, so many eye witnesses laughing at my hair. bleags. ): first thing go into class, yi xiang saw.. den starting to laugh discreetly. (imagine) den ivan look at it.. den open eyes and mouth really really really WIDE! o.O hahas! he really shocked diaoo lorhs. hehes. ok, den bano they all start laughing. sobx. ok, most funny is ONG YI XIANG!, he laughed for the whole day lorhs!, today osho start laughing. wth... -.- and pls take note of "discreetly" (: hmmms.. im a new boy in 2 HM! whees!
ok, den now say after school. ARGHX! managed to avoid fred, den end up running in the grp of CO ppl!! jia qing say i pluck my hair de! OI! hmmmff. den went to 7-11 eat. hahas! saw estelli and clarence through the convex mirror. hehes. ^^ den when throwing the rubbish, fred come in! wl! OF ALL TIME! since he cut hair i nvr saw him le, whyy i just cut den he must pop out? LOL. boinngg booiingg!
today dazu.. quieter i guess. and as usual, went to plaay volleyball. hahas. den went home with huimin first cos gotta go home ler, father not fetching me. den funny!, huimin tot that an old man beside her was junhao, my nephew. whahaas! peng diaos. :D

long time nvr blog le. cos had headache.. head contracting. ): new mojo jojo blog! wahahas! im the MOJO JOJO! -evil laughs- hehes.
just went downstairs to cut my hair. eeeeeks. that grumpy guy go cut until i become so hairless. he like cut until very shuang liddat, keep don stop. arghx. i'd rather shave botak and wear a hat now!, at least i cann say i went for cancer treatment. heex. ok, this few days.. quite ok ok lorhs. actually, is i forgot wad happened lur. hahas. had jia xuan's farewell party. bye bye!, will miss the boys raping yuu. ^^ den xie shern is supposed to only target jia xuan! NOT ME! -.- smeareed cream on my face. reminds me of 1st march at jerome's class there. wahahas. currently reading a book on serial murder. whoo.. those are psycological freaks! so many ways of killing people de. bleags. gross..
yesterday had comm meeting den forgot to bring yao4 yao4, den head more pain. sobx. come back home, went to sleep. sleeping is fun. (: wasting of time fun. donnoe whyy... i just suddenly feel like pia-ing for streamings leys.. but hors, just cant find the right mood to do that. hehes. my ambition: working as CHICKY we saw at KFC! wahahas! jok jok. i don wanna have a big chicken butt. year is ending.. time passes very very fast ya noe.. but people have to leave some day rights? listening to the song "dang ni gu dan", <> makes a lot f sense rights? someday real soon.. the feeling that you have for someone will fade, and yuu will no longer miss him/her anymore. ^^ memories. memories.
i know when you guys leave the school for the better future, you'll always remember the times we had. hope we meet someday, 5 years down the road.. hope to see you on the streets, give me a welcoming hug kkies? MUACKX!

new girl coming to our class.. hmmmms.. hopes everything goes well barhs? my father's colleague's daughter., quite naughty? hahas. new member to our ye ren bang, hopes that she will fit right in, and hope things will remain the same. (: harmony rocks!
ok, wish yu guang(22) and bano(23) happy birthday wors!!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA
- that's the birthday song. hehes ^^

kinda dread monday to come? hahz....
ok, today sian-ing.., pia maths homework end up slacking? hehes. (:
and i thought that national library still under construction?!?! wahahas! so funny. ^^
and i love the lyrics of dang ni gu dang ni hui xiang qi shui. makes a lot of sense eh? no one cann be by your side forever. people will leave eventually. nothing is forever.

nothing special to blog about,
just wanna wish bryan a happy birthday!
wheees! 14 lur
but as usual, im still older than yuu! wahhas, (:
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you uuu
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

manz... i so miss my pri. school days.

i miss bryan's hilarious jokes
i miss gladwin's bian tai mind
i miss chek kai,.. errs.. not really, cos he is in IT! hehes.
i miss jia jun's cuteness
i miss cherie's cherriness
i miss the laugh and dimple on jazreen's face
i miss serene's lameness, *cold
i do not miss zi jun, p.s, see her everyday? hahas. (:
i miss estee's elegance
i miss shermaine's smile
i miss Leon's loud and always booming voice
i miss jun ting's pretty lil face
i miss xinning's sweetness
i miss jing wen's seriousness;
hope to se him around in simei
i miss Joshua's childish mindset, lols!
i miss syazana's chio face
i miss daphane's cow-moo-moo
i miss abegial's tom boyness
i miss eleen's lady like and soft spoken self
i miss phay key, the hua1 of 5.5/6.6
i miss the out-going hong kng yee kei
i miss xin zhi cos he have become lamer since 2003
i miss peng ho cos his house have manymany 5 cents
i miss hong yan and sharon cos they are my 38 bus mates
i miss Miss cheang cos she is my bestest teacher from changkat
others?.. not important, forgot lur. wahahs! sorry. ^^
i miss all those gongshangers tt i forgot the names!
including tt guy who kicked my and said a million times sorry;
and did manymany times the kick and run. arghx!
hahs, iLOVE you guys!!

i do not miss xin yi, cos she is in 2EP and CO!
i miss sheng long cos he is just a chao1 ji2 bian4 tai4 guy;
and playing zhong ruan too at maris stella too!
i miss dawn cos she is my bestest budd
i miss yin tak cos he is sho damn shuai hong konger;
and cos he have a cute name, duckmon
i miss xuan qing cos she is one cool girl
i miss fransisca cos i always see ryan in simei
i miss priscillia cos she is just simply cute
i miss thomas cos his house is big and nice
i miss all my changkat mates!!, tho i forgot some names. hehes. ;)

those were my childhood days... (=
sweet innocent childhood days
days when we spent the studying times on the playground
playing catching, truth or dare, and just simply laughing at jokes.
was so-so fun.
the best days of my life,
were to just spend it simple with yuu guys.

but now,
i miss the comforts of min ru mummy
i miss loud fredrick, and also the gentle side of him
i miss jun hong's cute laoda attitude
i miss kai xiang's morals and his love for CR *winks
i miss Jia qing's act cute and no link sentences
i miss Sylvia's ants and her lamford school
i miss joel's cool bumble bee, and love his new specs. lols!
i miss bee kwee's so-perfect voice, and samesame thinking as me
i miss tiffy's pretty face, and her so-lame jokes.
i miss michelle, our pokemon kite
i miss all the bestest seniors of the world
all unite at one place...
cchmsco!

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life have been so great hur? ask me how's life?. hmmmmms.. nth lorhs. like, how bad can it be? only putting up with people, having a duty roster at home, which consist only of me, getting caned, asked to leave the house. ok lorhs, bye bye. my definition of being a daughter isnt like this, so we have different definitions of daughters. yuu don like it, i cann jolly well don eat and eat the teng2 tiao2.wad's so big deal., the pain is only like.. counting to ten, and it's gone. so i'd rather get beaten den listen to your every command. i don follow my friend's way, i don follow your way, i don follow my family's way, i have my own way.! this whole world is bloody cruel!
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like.. no one actually really cares eh?.. that's wad i learnt coming to chung cheng.. entering into my secondary school life. nevermind.. there is still 2 and a half yrs.. i cann certainly live on with it. besides, .. time really is fast. see?.. like the sec 4s are leaving.. the ones who actually truly cared? hmmmms.. maybe barhs.. i not sure bout this life lur la.. nvm, i don care liaos. anyways, things happen to me, i learnt to sleep it off. im a piggy now ya noe. PIG. (:

just one word to say, WHATEVER. whatever to the things you say, cos it is just being self centred. pls, not everything in this world is about yourself. and yeahh.. gotta use this sentence that zongye said, see how you gonna survive in the society. maybe you will... but, i seriously think you wont. wait and see. i donnid those fake scripts that you have said. i don need that mask yuu wear on your face. pls be real. don think yourself so great and powerful as to rule the world, no, im on my own, so you cant control me.
yesterday had vball interclass, den won. obviously? steph, zy, yx were so pro. hahas. next tues have badminton de. how to cope with singles? cannot laa.. haiZ..
and still whatever k? say all you wann, cos im going to sink into my whatever world, and not care anymore. another ben low, so suckk. secondly, i hate gossips, whyy must people mae up wit stories? and even if it is true.. is there a need to tell? this is not shooting anyone, just think that people are like that.. all humans do gossip... must some are just excessive toking. too much saliva. conserve water laa! water is precious k?

first period today was home econs, wahh,... chao cool. there's a lizard trapped inside the blender, den zongye wanted to kill it by on-ing the on button!! ahh! siaoo de lorhs.. but see closely the lizard.. quite scary lehs.. cos the eyes sho big de, den the colour is like wanna rot lur.. yucks. den had to make fruit smoothy... eeeee.. very not nice to drink.. want to vomit sia.. bleags.
art period had this woman come teach us techniques of drawing? whahahas,!, the guys keep irritating her. basically., i don find their products fascinating.. maybe just the crayons a lil unusual.. hahas, but hmmmms.. normal things have their advantage too ya noe. tts wad i think lur. hahas.
den went to see miss chan durng recess for project work, on the way so kai ting, he was like smiling?? so weird!! lols!!! i see his face very funny osho. hahaha! missed one period of english, came back that time was asked to help see which group raise hand first cos they playing a game, den actually wann go up de but must help stephh cut the flyers, so asked zhiwen and caroline to go up. hahas.
had maths.. arghx! kai ting!! wad yuu toking?!!? nevermind.. in the middle of it then must go for the proj work booth thingy ler. ahahs, it's just slacking hur. den keep staying at tenghui and ivan tt booth play with the bell. hahas. den zongye tt booth.. got thing to eat de. hmm.. quote nice la. after that had prize taking, got popular voucher. the kinokuniya i got haven use yet sia.
after that had pastoral(free period) and den went coffee shop eat and den went home. the end (:

yesterday when to VJC for the open house thingy... hmmmm.. think go there like for fun der, hahas, in the end just sit at canteen there talk talk. hahas, went to geraldine's house help her make over? lols! after that sat bus to plaza sing.. wahhhh, the new route went such a big round, end up sitting the bus for one hour before reaching there. -.- sho hungry lur, went to burger king eat. den went to walk walk. geraldine and stephh bought a wallet! hahahs! they both osho very nice lur. den went to take neoprints.. wahhaas, the results came out.. den geraldine!! so ke lian.. hehes, shant elaborate.. lols. den sat mrt home with geraldine. siaoo man! i wann go home lur!, still wann go bugis. heyhey, don turn bad cos of us eh? hahas,
den today will be like.. hmmm.. quite busy? not now lur.. later.. i wann go cut hair. den needa do the banner thinggy for PW.. haiz, den must complete homework osho.. sian!
okies le, nth to blog ler, so blog ltr. CIAOZ! ;)

went to school today, but still a little headache. had maths test,... i factorisation all forgot lur, den the simultaneous equation last qns hors, i know how to do one! is last minute tot of how to do, den do halfway time's up le. suay lorh!!!! bleaghs...
ok, maths aint a nice subject. zhiwen! i just cant bringn myself to like this subject!, give me 1+1 den i noe. = 3 rights? hehe ^^
xie shern sprained his ankle because he had disfigured jay chou's face and cut it in pieces. retribution? wahahas. it swelled up like a dumpling. so ke lian. hahas. he tomorrow still have duty for the anniversary thingy. and his soccer competition is coming up lur? hahas, take cares of your leg lur laa! -.- lol. den walked out with him, he siaoo le la, leg liddat still cann talk so much.
slept too much yesterday, make me addicted to sleeping le. yawnz... wann sleep again. hahas. (: budden, better not, sleep too much sick again how? hahs,- weird logic?

sho siann... eh, min ru, yiqing, let's set new topic. hehes.. wad's our aim and goal for this life ne? wad do we really want to achieve deep within us? ahhas, sound so physological.. im tired of like going on life day by day... minute be minute and second by second... and taking every steps slowly as the days goes by. i want to get to JC.. den go university... but after that ley?.. like the world so big lur, after university,.. like nowhere to head to lur. hmmmmms... any thoughts to consider?

sick today... siann... head pain, stomach pain and leg pain. ARGHX!
tomorrow got maths test somemore, i gonna die lur. haiZ... see me die tomorrow people!! had a boring day at home.. sleep lorhs. sleep so much, will become pig der, den tried to do some maths, but headache. hhaas.
now doing again, ok, like shit cann!! ahhh!! i donnoe how to do!!!
so suck......

hmmmms... today cann be considered my unlucky+lucky day. first, no alarm clock, BUT! fortunately, i woke up at 5.48am! which is like., still ok ok, onlyy woke up 20 mins late. hai hao la. lolx. den went to sch, the but, too many inconsiderate ppl, the whole back side(pi gu) of the bus nvr move back. lucky thing is, 76 came soon after. hahas. after that, maths period, was panicking cos haven finish homework. den ambert khoo like keeping an eye on me lur. hehe. budden... he nvr scold, still ask me to ask him any questions. hahas!. guess he's a little bias to girls eh? cos he scolded chang long. and he did more than me? woots.

lunch time had with those usual crappy ye ren bang guys + caroline and geraldine. haha! xie shern will make a good housewife. so i do not support the proposition team that women should stay at home while men go to work. wahaha! he really knows how to bargain with the western food person, thus he can make a great house husband. this shows that not all men are useless in being a housewife. hahas! so LA-ME lur. f diaoo.. (: after that had dazu. we played dian shi zu ti ju. nice nice, the starting part play until very shuang., until the 4th page, which we seemed to all don have. den continue the 5th and 6th page blur lur. lolx.
hmmmmmms..... without sec 4s.. feel a little not dazu feeling. o man..just miss them so much. like missing something in the co room.. missing the atmosphere of sec 4s!! the aura the let out! hahahs.
den during break time, yuan yang and dian wen made be scared of the ruan room! arghx!! whyy make it so creepy and stuffs? -.- hahas. so dotx.
to me, dian wen supposed to be quiet and shy. hahas!! now, i see a different version of him le wors! haha.

anyways, to people who is having a headache or sick, take cares wors! cos i osho headache. hmmmmm.. like since last week lur. last wednesday. maybe cos of some pollutants in the atmosphere. HUMANS!, MUST CARE FOR OUR ENVIRONMENT, AND NOT MAKE PEOPLE LIKE ME SICK. wahhaas., actually no la, i headache is cos last wednesday have a massive thinking in my brain. hehe. ^^
bye ppl! and oh yah, got a really official envolope for the co badge collection of money. got a " GOVERNMENT SERVICE " stamp on it somemore. isnt it cool or what. hahas!
xiao zu zhang, collect on xiao zu kkies, next tuesday pass up lur! CYA!

wait wait! before leaving... i would like to say... hehe, i learned 1 thing from 2 person today! sometimes.. it's better to let things go..., must see whether it is worth it not. last time de me..., i will get sad i stuffs.., but now, hmmmms.. maybe you are right, there's like no one-sided love for LOVE this word yea? love for everything, may it be friends or whichever. who learned sec 2 lit the romeo and juliet shld noe the different types of love barhs. so yah... letting go is perhaps a good thing too. griping on to something too tightly will only cause the hurt to worsen. OK! that's my lesson for 5th JULY 2005!

yesterday night had this hacker hacked into my comp,... hmmmms... someone with the name of peter eh? nvm, fredrick called him mr hacker.
anyways, this mr hacker talked to xavier and fredrick. lame stuff lur. think he hack into ppl comp for fun joy peace laughter hur? siaoo guy.

today, went suntec macs to studyy.. with fred, laoda, zhiwen and jia qing. hahas!, was real fun and funny. but managed to do some work.. tho i did most MOST of my questions wrong? haha! hehe, people there shld noe wad i mean. ;) laughed at jiaqing's no link conversation. hahas, and their chinese spelling competition. den the french fries guarding game. LOL. so cute.
yeahh! iLOVEseniors! they so rock cann. even studying can be funFUNfun! hehe.!

reminder to xiao zu zhangs:
pls be reminded to collect CO badge money. for sec 1s who do not go for dazu yet, pls collect the money during xiaozu practices. pass it to me or jamie.
JOANE- 2HM (old block 2nd floor)
JAMIE- 2EP (old block 3rd floor)

though it have already been messaged to all xiao zu zhangs, just a reminder. thanks. (:

partly cos i nothing to do laas, hahas. ok, i go do homework le, CIAOZ!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN RU~!
Mummy, your birthday is in 1 hour and 6 minutes, wish your greatest wish to come through yea? muackkx, iLOVEyou. really hope that time would just turn back.. but since it will not, let's just look forward and hope for the best. (=

trying so hard to be happy that im panting so hard now. forget it.., why did i even try. just regard all my previous stuffs as trash. bye.
(part 2)
Be happy!
You will grow into God’s greatest blessing, His highest pride.

Be happy!
Yesterday’s world wants you to enjoy its surrendering breath.Today’s world wants you to enjoy its surrendered breath. Tomorrow’s world wants you to enjoy its fulfilling breath.

Be happy!
Be happy in the morning with what you have.
Be happy in the evening with what you are.

Be happy!
Do not complain. Who complains? The blind beggar in you. When you complain, you dance in the mire of ignorance.When you do not complain, all conditions of the world are at your feet, and God gives you a new name: aspiration. Aspiration is the supreme wealth in the world of light and delight.

Be happy!

Do you want never to be poor? Then be happy.
Do you want ever to be great? Then be happy.

Be happy!

You will get what you like most.
You will get what you like best.

Be happy!

God sees in you His aspiring creation. His transforming realization, His illumining revelation, and His fulfilling manifestation.

Be happy!
Be happy!
God sees in you another God. God sees you as another God. God sees you and Him as one.
yays! iLOVE this. ^ the aobove one (:
(part 1)
A person is never happy except at the price of some ignorance.
yeahh... i guess this is very true yea? knowing everything is not always a good thing. that's why innocent is bliss as many people say. the more i try to think about stuffs... try to find out the reason... when i get the answer, am i even happier than before? only cause me a terrible headache. i'm trying to ignore some things, the lesser i know.., the lesser my heart hurts.

happened to chance by this. hahas, just being stupid. but seriously, the quote makes a lot of sense. yesterday was a very slack day. first period is common test period marhs.. tot that ambert khoo is coming for it, ahh!, specimen paper three. hahas. in the end he never come, and i finished my maths lur. hehe.^_^ after that was caligraphy. we went to see the exhibit. nth to see osho.. hahz.. (: the next period of a period without teacher again. miss cheong never come i think. den me, carline, ivan, vincent, sheldon, played hai dai tonalment. wahahas! played ji kou pa osho. very lame laas, like childhood memories. played vampire vampire osho? LOL! den played heart attack,. always win but in the end, the one hu gets to beat is not me. bleag! ok, when we got sian of playing all these lur, watched ivan and sheldon play the donnoe wad game laas.. hahas. watch them very funny. see how they lose money. wahahas.
recess ler! we HM ye ren bang go canteen early a few minutes, den everyone queued for the noodles stall. den cann compare and contrast marhs, the other stalls don have business. seriously think that our canteen food sucks now laas, yucks. im not being racist here, jus don like their colour, and furthermore, I DON LIKE THEIR FOOD. so giam siam osho. i see other ppl eat the western food... sho tiny tiny chicken, and egg so thin. like toilet paper liddat. tok tok tok..
so fast assemly le., den hear the person tok, den went to LT for the prize taking rehearsal. SIAN! cannot go parkway lur..
hmmmms.... got a cup and kinokuniya voucher for prize. ok laas, hai guo de qu. hehe
since lunch time was toking to sheng long through sms.. hmmmms.., think he too much sms to use ler, make my sms bao4. and he is really like jiaqing? sho lame crappy and no link. hahaS!

the whole world is rotating the wrong way.... pls turn backk..
p.s[x] all these are all ytd.. (:
just like realised the date is ytd's date.. hmmms.... hahz.. ok lorhs. (= hehe^^

today is certainly not a good day. first period pe, sat in the rain for quite some time. den ran in the rain. sho "cool"? after running in the rain, had to do pushups, skipping and sit ups. hurhur. den went back to class.. haiZ.. a lot of thinking.. a lot a lot a lot... maybe.., should just heck care and forget about the past and continue with life.., forget all the gd times too.., in case i just cant bear to let go.
den after that, stuff myself with disgusting food. donnoe why, just so shuang to eat things tt i don like when i aint in the mood. hahas. den chilli was refreshing too! (:
won tt cans thingy poster thing. 3rd onlyy. stupid annversary, cant be bothered, this yr anniversary thing so lame.. -.- went meet khang leng and others after schh. ate some disgusting food again and went for comm meeting. really hope that we new comm cann bring co to greater heights. the ex comm really did a good job, thanks! love ya!
after tt.. walked out of sch with jamie. bought the book to record things, den went home. on the bus to mrt to my house was real terrible..., very giddy, den keep knocking into people on the mrt.. cos very shaky. went home.. immediately wet to lie on bed.. wahh.. si bei shuang... but head chao pain and giddy. wanna vomit. vomitted too. den now, just shouted at my mother. so, ambert khoo called her to say i haven finished homework.. nth happened.. now she don care liaoz.. i piaing my maths.. she ask me write compo for my brother? wad the fuck! ok ok.. gotta relax ler,.. if not my brain really will explode.. cant stand it.

ok!, happy happy happy again! (: smilex!

seriously don wanna be feel sad, must appear cheerful always. hehe ^^ sleeping time is always my best hours of the day. yeahh!, nitez ppl!

today went schh.. den forgot wad happened ler. lolx. just noe today got debate.. den, the grps dint prepare.., hope our grp will do better. den had photo taking for our class. whee! bprrowed tie from chek kai, kinda screwed it up? lolx! so sorry wor! had co photo taking. quite busy with the blazers and co badge.. sundries!! xie shern!, not sunkist orange! -.- so dotx. haa. den went for geog, den went kallang macs...played with tigers! hahas, den rewrote the co badge people's name, cos just now write until damn damn ugly lorhs, i see le very bu shun yan. lolx.did like one qns of maths den go home.. haha. when go home tt time, crap a lot at the bus stop, cos the bus very slow den come. hahas! "chair for two!" cos no table (: hahas! sat same bus with tiffy and jia qing... errrs.. kinda., yuu noe wad. hahas. den there's this old woman in front of me laughing... donnoe whyy osho, maybe it is cos i was like slowly moving further and further away from them? hahz!,, see tt old woman, veh veh funny. wahaha!

im like a very deep thinker in all sorts of things. may it be my own post.. like bringing pen and paper... or personal problems... i think so deeply that.. sometimes, it might not be a good thing. almost every second... im like thinking about things happening around me. im such a paranoid., think and fear... and feel scared... joane, stop thinking! ahh...
haiZ.. i feeling like i lost something very precious to me yeahh... still think innocent is bliss, maybe not?.. but before i noe all these stuff, i wont feel that sad and stuff barhs..maybe i shouldnt feel this way.. but donnoe whyy.. when i learned bout all these stuff, i like.. weird weird feeling... a little tingling in my chest. and it aint nice. aiya.. i don wann tok bout sad things here ler, CHANGE TOPIC!

now trying to do maths specimen paper 2 part 2.had an allience with ivan, he help me do specimen paper 3, den i finish paper 1 and 2. ambert khoo said wad, by hook or by crook, i have to finish it. and this is considered by crook? (= hehe. tok to ivan for quite a long time barhs... a lot of stuffs laa.. budden... not those tt are really crucial ;) i vov never to say out my problems or wad i feel and stuffs to anyone again.., must be happy always. one bad experience is bad enough. ^^
ok, i on with the specimen paper 2 lerr. people out there, do take care! joane is off with the wind! puff!, byee!

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!

It's the first day of school! so happy to see my fellow ye ren bang today. (: hehe, same old lame crappy class. reached school,.. as usual, see people pia ing homework. budden, i cant be bothered ler, since cannot do finish, i osho don wann copy, wad's the use of copying? hahas, den kana scolded by lots and lots f teachers,.. haiZ... siann!! hahas, den ambert khoo ask me to finish my maths tml by hook or by crook. how to by crook? everyone pass up ler! cannot copy ler! lols! don care le laa... donnoe wad i doing here to slack too (= heex!, just find today was really fun laughing at our class jokers again. really nice to be backk in our hm class once again!
durng lunch break went immediately to meet up with jamie. brought a perper and pen.., cos like everytime must ask them to write name and blazer they took der. hhaa. den spent my whole lunch break there, helping ppl get their blazers. went to the comm room first, cos got a lot of blazers and ties there.
after school went to bugis with stephh and carline! yeahh! i love my fellow girls! took neoprints and the outcome was nice! really nice. very long nvr hang out with them liaos. (= went to macs first to eat. den took 2 times of neoprints. hahas.
first day gone., awaiting for tml lerr! if im not wrong, tml have two photo takings? class photo and co photo. !!! yeahhh!
today was fun overall... just something upsetted me just now.. haiZ..
ok, shant say anymore!, homework time!! ciaoz!

part2
everything is over so soon.. happy things don last long.. it will at last end. comm camp is over.., co camp is over.. lets end this with a smile, and go to school like b4 tomorrow. i will miss the holidays.., where i have spent it with OAC, comm camp and co camp..., iLOVEit. den.. one month of holidays.. just like that.. GONE. so fast and swift. homework not completed.. haven studied... but, i truely enjoyed myself with people i hold so dear to my heart. i still have a lot of homework left undone.. tomorrow sure diedie. hahas, hope that i could spend the 2nd half of the year wisely.., streaming ler, joane must jia you ler. sec 4s osho pia le k? JIA YOU! now must continue life like how it used to be liaos, tho no more sec 4s by our side, i truely believe that they will be in our hearts till the end of time. they haven left chung cheng yet.. they left cchmsCO... no more seeing them crapping during dazu.. and no more walking, running out of school. no more roti prata.. no more hor fun and stuffs. hahas! really really miss those times.. donnoe wad happened.. just... flashback on those times.. remember us eating dinner together... remember the doreamon in fredrick's house... remember the magic tricks.... remember roller blading.., kbox... taking neoprints... just walking aimlessly... holding hands and running out... i remember those lovely messages i received... and how i first got to know these wonderful seniors.. first impression.... gradually become friends... and now.. bonded so close together. i've said this a lot of times, but i gonna say this. iLOVEseniors! hope that i will always be in ur hearts and if ever you were to feel alone or in need of someone to tok to, i am always here with my gigantic ears. (= we aint just juniors and seniors anymore... we are a family. and i love this huge CO family! thanks for giving me warmth and security.
lots of love.,
jojo
part1
tomorrow hols over ler... like so fast one.. cann still remember 1st of june., den just like that.. it is already the last day of holidays ler. donnoe wad will happen tomorrow osho.. sitting arrangement.., homework problems.. haven do finish.. den at lunch break must give out blazers.., haiZ.. hope nothing goes wrong, cos still got a lot of blazers in the comm room.. -pray- hard for everything to go smoothly. don want to have problems cropped up. (:
guess i'll blog later barhs.. now must do homework ler.. like did so little bit only? feeling so guilty. hahas. ciaoz!