i got into crap,
but imagine if you were with us, and if you were the only one to go to search for the chem lab, what would you do and how would you feel?
and the reason why i insisted on finding mdm shar is for your phone
why would i want to see her fucked up face if not for that. seeing her and not seeing her doesnt makes a difference for our punishment,
but seeing her means explanation, you cant go there tell her, OH, i dont like you, so i poned. or say, the others dont go so i cannot go alone. teacher, peer pressure. cannot right?
please aks minsi if you dont believe about any word i said, about how i wanted to get back your phone, about how i worried for a whole hour for your phone.
i guessed vanessa told you how i laughed at wang feng and all that after i came out. but arent i always smiling no matter wad.
i've enough of crying, cos it wont do no good.
im sorry okay. seriously,
but i dont wish to take up all the blame. just because i suay suay have the phone in my hands and was asked to call. And it's me that called.
i dint even drop a tear when i get into trouble,
and now, just because of what you think and said, ..
i cried
and it's not the first time if you would remember
sorry,
if sorry wont help anything, i donnoe wad else i can do.
maybe on monday if mr soon were to punish me only, you would be happier.

i'll listen to fred, just gobble up everything and smile. no one would know how i feel except them, cos only they know wad i've been through.
but they're slowly fading away..

i thought that my lousy mood was washed away when dazu was great to see laoda they all again. then went out with joel and sylvia. mainly just walked around wait for tenghui to arrive and queued up for poseidon tickets. but it's lousier now
made a pact with joel to watch Xmen 3 with him, and fred said he would watch with me too. (:
i guess that makes things a little better..