long time nvr blog le. cos had headache.. head contracting. ): new mojo jojo blog! wahahas! im the MOJO JOJO! -evil laughs- hehes.
just went downstairs to cut my hair. eeeeeks. that grumpy guy go cut until i become so hairless. he like cut until very shuang liddat, keep don stop. arghx. i'd rather shave botak and wear a hat now!, at least i cann say i went for cancer treatment. heex. ok, this few days.. quite ok ok lorhs. actually, is i forgot wad happened lur. hahas. had jia xuan's farewell party. bye bye!, will miss the boys raping yuu. ^^ den xie shern is supposed to only target jia xuan! NOT ME! -.- smeareed cream on my face. reminds me of 1st march at jerome's class there. wahahas. currently reading a book on serial murder. whoo.. those are psycological freaks! so many ways of killing people de. bleags. gross..
yesterday had comm meeting den forgot to bring yao4 yao4, den head more pain. sobx. come back home, went to sleep. sleeping is fun. (: wasting of time fun. donnoe whyy... i just suddenly feel like pia-ing for streamings leys.. but hors, just cant find the right mood to do that. hehes. my ambition: working as CHICKY we saw at KFC! wahahas! jok jok. i don wanna have a big chicken butt. year is ending.. time passes very very fast ya noe.. but people have to leave some day rights? listening to the song "dang ni gu dan", <> makes a lot f sense rights? someday real soon.. the feeling that you have for someone will fade, and yuu will no longer miss him/her anymore. ^^ memories. memories.
i know when you guys leave the school for the better future, you'll always remember the times we had. hope we meet someday, 5 years down the road.. hope to see you on the streets, give me a welcoming hug kkies? MUACKX!

new girl coming to our class.. hmmmms.. hopes everything goes well barhs? my father's colleague's daughter., quite naughty? hahas. new member to our ye ren bang, hopes that she will fit right in, and hope things will remain the same. (: harmony rocks!
ok, wish yu guang(22) and bano(23) happy birthday wors!!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA
- that's the birthday song. hehes ^^

kinda dread monday to come? hahz....
ok, today sian-ing.., pia maths homework end up slacking? hehes. (:
and i thought that national library still under construction?!?! wahahas! so funny. ^^
and i love the lyrics of dang ni gu dang ni hui xiang qi shui. makes a lot of sense eh? no one cann be by your side forever. people will leave eventually. nothing is forever.

nothing special to blog about,
just wanna wish bryan a happy birthday!
wheees! 14 lur
but as usual, im still older than yuu! wahhas, (:
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you uuu
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

manz... i so miss my pri. school days.

i miss bryan's hilarious jokes
i miss gladwin's bian tai mind
i miss chek kai,.. errs.. not really, cos he is in IT! hehes.
i miss jia jun's cuteness
i miss cherie's cherriness
i miss the laugh and dimple on jazreen's face
i miss serene's lameness, *cold
i do not miss zi jun, p.s, see her everyday? hahas. (:
i miss estee's elegance
i miss shermaine's smile
i miss Leon's loud and always booming voice
i miss jun ting's pretty lil face
i miss xinning's sweetness
i miss jing wen's seriousness;
hope to se him around in simei
i miss Joshua's childish mindset, lols!
i miss syazana's chio face
i miss daphane's cow-moo-moo
i miss abegial's tom boyness
i miss eleen's lady like and soft spoken self
i miss phay key, the hua1 of 5.5/6.6
i miss the out-going hong kng yee kei
i miss xin zhi cos he have become lamer since 2003
i miss peng ho cos his house have manymany 5 cents
i miss hong yan and sharon cos they are my 38 bus mates
i miss Miss cheang cos she is my bestest teacher from changkat
others?.. not important, forgot lur. wahahs! sorry. ^^
i miss all those gongshangers tt i forgot the names!
including tt guy who kicked my and said a million times sorry;
and did manymany times the kick and run. arghx!
hahs, iLOVE you guys!!

i do not miss xin yi, cos she is in 2EP and CO!
i miss sheng long cos he is just a chao1 ji2 bian4 tai4 guy;
and playing zhong ruan too at maris stella too!
i miss dawn cos she is my bestest budd
i miss yin tak cos he is sho damn shuai hong konger;
and cos he have a cute name, duckmon
i miss xuan qing cos she is one cool girl
i miss fransisca cos i always see ryan in simei
i miss priscillia cos she is just simply cute
i miss thomas cos his house is big and nice
i miss all my changkat mates!!, tho i forgot some names. hehes. ;)

those were my childhood days... (=
sweet innocent childhood days
days when we spent the studying times on the playground
playing catching, truth or dare, and just simply laughing at jokes.
was so-so fun.
the best days of my life,
were to just spend it simple with yuu guys.

but now,
i miss the comforts of min ru mummy
i miss loud fredrick, and also the gentle side of him
i miss jun hong's cute laoda attitude
i miss kai xiang's morals and his love for CR *winks
i miss Jia qing's act cute and no link sentences
i miss Sylvia's ants and her lamford school
i miss joel's cool bumble bee, and love his new specs. lols!
i miss bee kwee's so-perfect voice, and samesame thinking as me
i miss tiffy's pretty face, and her so-lame jokes.
i miss michelle, our pokemon kite
i miss all the bestest seniors of the world
all unite at one place...
cchmsco!

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life have been so great hur? ask me how's life?. hmmmmms.. nth lorhs. like, how bad can it be? only putting up with people, having a duty roster at home, which consist only of me, getting caned, asked to leave the house. ok lorhs, bye bye. my definition of being a daughter isnt like this, so we have different definitions of daughters. yuu don like it, i cann jolly well don eat and eat the teng2 tiao2.wad's so big deal., the pain is only like.. counting to ten, and it's gone. so i'd rather get beaten den listen to your every command. i don follow my friend's way, i don follow your way, i don follow my family's way, i have my own way.! this whole world is bloody cruel!
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like.. no one actually really cares eh?.. that's wad i learnt coming to chung cheng.. entering into my secondary school life. nevermind.. there is still 2 and a half yrs.. i cann certainly live on with it. besides, .. time really is fast. see?.. like the sec 4s are leaving.. the ones who actually truly cared? hmmmms.. maybe barhs.. i not sure bout this life lur la.. nvm, i don care liaos. anyways, things happen to me, i learnt to sleep it off. im a piggy now ya noe. PIG. (:

just one word to say, WHATEVER. whatever to the things you say, cos it is just being self centred. pls, not everything in this world is about yourself. and yeahh.. gotta use this sentence that zongye said, see how you gonna survive in the society. maybe you will... but, i seriously think you wont. wait and see. i donnid those fake scripts that you have said. i don need that mask yuu wear on your face. pls be real. don think yourself so great and powerful as to rule the world, no, im on my own, so you cant control me.
yesterday had vball interclass, den won. obviously? steph, zy, yx were so pro. hahas. next tues have badminton de. how to cope with singles? cannot laa.. haiZ..
and still whatever k? say all you wann, cos im going to sink into my whatever world, and not care anymore. another ben low, so suckk. secondly, i hate gossips, whyy must people mae up wit stories? and even if it is true.. is there a need to tell? this is not shooting anyone, just think that people are like that.. all humans do gossip... must some are just excessive toking. too much saliva. conserve water laa! water is precious k?

first period today was home econs, wahh,... chao cool. there's a lizard trapped inside the blender, den zongye wanted to kill it by on-ing the on button!! ahh! siaoo de lorhs.. but see closely the lizard.. quite scary lehs.. cos the eyes sho big de, den the colour is like wanna rot lur.. yucks. den had to make fruit smoothy... eeeee.. very not nice to drink.. want to vomit sia.. bleags.
art period had this woman come teach us techniques of drawing? whahahas,!, the guys keep irritating her. basically., i don find their products fascinating.. maybe just the crayons a lil unusual.. hahas, but hmmmms.. normal things have their advantage too ya noe. tts wad i think lur. hahas.
den went to see miss chan durng recess for project work, on the way so kai ting, he was like smiling?? so weird!! lols!!! i see his face very funny osho. hahaha! missed one period of english, came back that time was asked to help see which group raise hand first cos they playing a game, den actually wann go up de but must help stephh cut the flyers, so asked zhiwen and caroline to go up. hahas.
had maths.. arghx! kai ting!! wad yuu toking?!!? nevermind.. in the middle of it then must go for the proj work booth thingy ler. ahahs, it's just slacking hur. den keep staying at tenghui and ivan tt booth play with the bell. hahas. den zongye tt booth.. got thing to eat de. hmm.. quote nice la. after that had prize taking, got popular voucher. the kinokuniya i got haven use yet sia.
after that had pastoral(free period) and den went coffee shop eat and den went home. the end (:

yesterday when to VJC for the open house thingy... hmmmm.. think go there like for fun der, hahas, in the end just sit at canteen there talk talk. hahas, went to geraldine's house help her make over? lols! after that sat bus to plaza sing.. wahhhh, the new route went such a big round, end up sitting the bus for one hour before reaching there. -.- sho hungry lur, went to burger king eat. den went to walk walk. geraldine and stephh bought a wallet! hahahs! they both osho very nice lur. den went to take neoprints.. wahhaas, the results came out.. den geraldine!! so ke lian.. hehes, shant elaborate.. lols. den sat mrt home with geraldine. siaoo man! i wann go home lur!, still wann go bugis. heyhey, don turn bad cos of us eh? hahas,
den today will be like.. hmmm.. quite busy? not now lur.. later.. i wann go cut hair. den needa do the banner thinggy for PW.. haiz, den must complete homework osho.. sian!
okies le, nth to blog ler, so blog ltr. CIAOZ! ;)

went to school today, but still a little headache. had maths test,... i factorisation all forgot lur, den the simultaneous equation last qns hors, i know how to do one! is last minute tot of how to do, den do halfway time's up le. suay lorh!!!! bleaghs...
ok, maths aint a nice subject. zhiwen! i just cant bringn myself to like this subject!, give me 1+1 den i noe. = 3 rights? hehe ^^
xie shern sprained his ankle because he had disfigured jay chou's face and cut it in pieces. retribution? wahahas. it swelled up like a dumpling. so ke lian. hahas. he tomorrow still have duty for the anniversary thingy. and his soccer competition is coming up lur? hahas, take cares of your leg lur laa! -.- lol. den walked out with him, he siaoo le la, leg liddat still cann talk so much.
slept too much yesterday, make me addicted to sleeping le. yawnz... wann sleep again. hahas. (: budden, better not, sleep too much sick again how? hahs,- weird logic?

sho siann... eh, min ru, yiqing, let's set new topic. hehes.. wad's our aim and goal for this life ne? wad do we really want to achieve deep within us? ahhas, sound so physological.. im tired of like going on life day by day... minute be minute and second by second... and taking every steps slowly as the days goes by. i want to get to JC.. den go university... but after that ley?.. like the world so big lur, after university,.. like nowhere to head to lur. hmmmmms... any thoughts to consider?

sick today... siann... head pain, stomach pain and leg pain. ARGHX!
tomorrow got maths test somemore, i gonna die lur. haiZ... see me die tomorrow people!! had a boring day at home.. sleep lorhs. sleep so much, will become pig der, den tried to do some maths, but headache. hhaas.
now doing again, ok, like shit cann!! ahhh!! i donnoe how to do!!!
so suck......

hmmmms... today cann be considered my unlucky+lucky day. first, no alarm clock, BUT! fortunately, i woke up at 5.48am! which is like., still ok ok, onlyy woke up 20 mins late. hai hao la. lolx. den went to sch, the but, too many inconsiderate ppl, the whole back side(pi gu) of the bus nvr move back. lucky thing is, 76 came soon after. hahas. after that, maths period, was panicking cos haven finish homework. den ambert khoo like keeping an eye on me lur. hehe. budden... he nvr scold, still ask me to ask him any questions. hahas!. guess he's a little bias to girls eh? cos he scolded chang long. and he did more than me? woots.

lunch time had with those usual crappy ye ren bang guys + caroline and geraldine. haha! xie shern will make a good housewife. so i do not support the proposition team that women should stay at home while men go to work. wahaha! he really knows how to bargain with the western food person, thus he can make a great house husband. this shows that not all men are useless in being a housewife. hahas! so LA-ME lur. f diaoo.. (: after that had dazu. we played dian shi zu ti ju. nice nice, the starting part play until very shuang., until the 4th page, which we seemed to all don have. den continue the 5th and 6th page blur lur. lolx.
hmmmmmms..... without sec 4s.. feel a little not dazu feeling. o man..just miss them so much. like missing something in the co room.. missing the atmosphere of sec 4s!! the aura the let out! hahahs.
den during break time, yuan yang and dian wen made be scared of the ruan room! arghx!! whyy make it so creepy and stuffs? -.- hahas. so dotx.
to me, dian wen supposed to be quiet and shy. hahas!! now, i see a different version of him le wors! haha.

anyways, to people who is having a headache or sick, take cares wors! cos i osho headache. hmmmmm.. like since last week lur. last wednesday. maybe cos of some pollutants in the atmosphere. HUMANS!, MUST CARE FOR OUR ENVIRONMENT, AND NOT MAKE PEOPLE LIKE ME SICK. wahhaas., actually no la, i headache is cos last wednesday have a massive thinking in my brain. hehe. ^^
bye ppl! and oh yah, got a really official envolope for the co badge collection of money. got a " GOVERNMENT SERVICE " stamp on it somemore. isnt it cool or what. hahas!
xiao zu zhang, collect on xiao zu kkies, next tuesday pass up lur! CYA!

wait wait! before leaving... i would like to say... hehe, i learned 1 thing from 2 person today! sometimes.. it's better to let things go..., must see whether it is worth it not. last time de me..., i will get sad i stuffs.., but now, hmmmms.. maybe you are right, there's like no one-sided love for LOVE this word yea? love for everything, may it be friends or whichever. who learned sec 2 lit the romeo and juliet shld noe the different types of love barhs. so yah... letting go is perhaps a good thing too. griping on to something too tightly will only cause the hurt to worsen. OK! that's my lesson for 5th JULY 2005!

yesterday night had this hacker hacked into my comp,... hmmmms... someone with the name of peter eh? nvm, fredrick called him mr hacker.
anyways, this mr hacker talked to xavier and fredrick. lame stuff lur. think he hack into ppl comp for fun joy peace laughter hur? siaoo guy.

today, went suntec macs to studyy.. with fred, laoda, zhiwen and jia qing. hahas!, was real fun and funny. but managed to do some work.. tho i did most MOST of my questions wrong? haha! hehe, people there shld noe wad i mean. ;) laughed at jiaqing's no link conversation. hahas, and their chinese spelling competition. den the french fries guarding game. LOL. so cute.
yeahh! iLOVEseniors! they so rock cann. even studying can be funFUNfun! hehe.!

reminder to xiao zu zhangs:
pls be reminded to collect CO badge money. for sec 1s who do not go for dazu yet, pls collect the money during xiaozu practices. pass it to me or jamie.
JOANE- 2HM (old block 2nd floor)
JAMIE- 2EP (old block 3rd floor)

though it have already been messaged to all xiao zu zhangs, just a reminder. thanks. (:

partly cos i nothing to do laas, hahas. ok, i go do homework le, CIAOZ!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN RU~!
Mummy, your birthday is in 1 hour and 6 minutes, wish your greatest wish to come through yea? muackkx, iLOVEyou. really hope that time would just turn back.. but since it will not, let's just look forward and hope for the best. (=

trying so hard to be happy that im panting so hard now. forget it.., why did i even try. just regard all my previous stuffs as trash. bye.
(part 2)
Be happy!
You will grow into God’s greatest blessing, His highest pride.

Be happy!
Yesterday’s world wants you to enjoy its surrendering breath.Today’s world wants you to enjoy its surrendered breath. Tomorrow’s world wants you to enjoy its fulfilling breath.

Be happy!
Be happy in the morning with what you have.
Be happy in the evening with what you are.

Be happy!
Do not complain. Who complains? The blind beggar in you. When you complain, you dance in the mire of ignorance.When you do not complain, all conditions of the world are at your feet, and God gives you a new name: aspiration. Aspiration is the supreme wealth in the world of light and delight.

Be happy!

Do you want never to be poor? Then be happy.
Do you want ever to be great? Then be happy.

Be happy!

You will get what you like most.
You will get what you like best.

Be happy!

God sees in you His aspiring creation. His transforming realization, His illumining revelation, and His fulfilling manifestation.

Be happy!
Be happy!
God sees in you another God. God sees you as another God. God sees you and Him as one.
yays! iLOVE this. ^ the aobove one (:
(part 1)
A person is never happy except at the price of some ignorance.
yeahh... i guess this is very true yea? knowing everything is not always a good thing. that's why innocent is bliss as many people say. the more i try to think about stuffs... try to find out the reason... when i get the answer, am i even happier than before? only cause me a terrible headache. i'm trying to ignore some things, the lesser i know.., the lesser my heart hurts.

happened to chance by this. hahas, just being stupid. but seriously, the quote makes a lot of sense. yesterday was a very slack day. first period is common test period marhs.. tot that ambert khoo is coming for it, ahh!, specimen paper three. hahas. in the end he never come, and i finished my maths lur. hehe.^_^ after that was caligraphy. we went to see the exhibit. nth to see osho.. hahz.. (: the next period of a period without teacher again. miss cheong never come i think. den me, carline, ivan, vincent, sheldon, played hai dai tonalment. wahahas! played ji kou pa osho. very lame laas, like childhood memories. played vampire vampire osho? LOL! den played heart attack,. always win but in the end, the one hu gets to beat is not me. bleag! ok, when we got sian of playing all these lur, watched ivan and sheldon play the donnoe wad game laas.. hahas. watch them very funny. see how they lose money. wahahas.
recess ler! we HM ye ren bang go canteen early a few minutes, den everyone queued for the noodles stall. den cann compare and contrast marhs, the other stalls don have business. seriously think that our canteen food sucks now laas, yucks. im not being racist here, jus don like their colour, and furthermore, I DON LIKE THEIR FOOD. so giam siam osho. i see other ppl eat the western food... sho tiny tiny chicken, and egg so thin. like toilet paper liddat. tok tok tok..
so fast assemly le., den hear the person tok, den went to LT for the prize taking rehearsal. SIAN! cannot go parkway lur..
hmmmms.... got a cup and kinokuniya voucher for prize. ok laas, hai guo de qu. hehe
since lunch time was toking to sheng long through sms.. hmmmms.., think he too much sms to use ler, make my sms bao4. and he is really like jiaqing? sho lame crappy and no link. hahaS!

the whole world is rotating the wrong way.... pls turn backk..
p.s[x] all these are all ytd.. (:
just like realised the date is ytd's date.. hmmms.... hahz.. ok lorhs. (= hehe^^