All these black words you'll be seeing now will haunt you all your life with the vulgar. so dont read.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY " YOU THOUGHT YOU VERY CLEVER AH, HOW MUCH YOU STUDY ALSO WILL FAIL ONE LAH!" WTF, IT'S YOU WHO ASK ME TO STUDY, AND IT'S YOU AGAIN TO ASK ME NOT TO STUDY. STOP CONTRADICTING YOURSELF, COS IT MAKES YOU SEEM LIKE A MAD PERSON.
I OPENED MY BOOK FOR NOT MORE THAN 5 MINS, NOT EVEN READ FINISH 3 PAGES OF FUNCTIONS, AND YOU SCREAM AT ME. FUCK, ! WHAT HAVE I TO DO TO MAKE YOU STOP DOING ALL THESE TO ME?
AND THAT FAT BALL OF SHIT, YOU'RE LIKE PRI 4 AND YOU HIT ME, AND SAY : HIT YOU MY PROBLEM, IF YOU HIT ME DEN MUMMY BEAT YOU THAN YOU KNOW. AND HE HIT. FUCKING SHIT, I ONE WHACK ON HIS HEAD HIS HEAD CAN FLY TO AFRICA WATCH THE FAT BULL SHIT ON YOUR FACE.
IF IM SO STUPID, AND NO AMOUNT OF STUDYING WOULD HELP.
FINE.
I SHALL NOT STUDY ANYMORE.
PERIOD.

School have been real stressed, with lessons that i couldnt grasp a word the teacher is talking about - alien language
three tests coming up this week; chinese, emaths and amaths
and as everyone know, i rocked sucked at all these subjects.
ok, chinese could be studied (if i have the time, or even bothered).
but the 2 maths, i'm totally gonna die@

let us analyse:
firstly for e maths, i don't know what is variations. only th ing i know about is there's supposed to be this fishy thingy sign that says proportionate to or something.
graphical solutions is still ok, i know how to do it. proud of myself :D

ok, now amaths. FUNCTIONS
tried to listen in class today, but sharmilah jumped to inverse functions today. so without any clue what is functions, the proper one, not the upside down one is, obviously i couldn't understand the one about inverse proportion. and so, conclusion, i ended up falling asleep; almost falling alseep.

now coming to the topic of the day: ex-kaopei + present act cool -think-i'm-so-shuai gay
those bus mates today should know what i'm talking about.
i don't remember you being kaopei, cos whenever you were to speak, you're asked to shut up.
i forgot why HMers bully him last time, but there's always a reason when the guys bully someone.
for example, at first i thought it was quite bad to bully qunling. imagine getting your back pierced by zongye with a pen! whoops.. that was accident. but yeah, i thought it was kinda evil to do so, UNTIL! one fine day, qunling just sit behind me. He's SOOO irritating and annoying and retarded that i myself start throwing everything out of his table. O.o --> bet you guys having this kind of face right now.
so, there's more like huiqi, zheng yi yada yada.
the point is, if you have no attitude problem or wadsoever that makes people despise you, you wont have any bully-ers.
even if at that moment when you're bullied, you dint do anything wrong, there's the past to look back on. the disgusting stuff you accumulated for yourself.
or maybe we're just used to picking on you :D
no matter how you may seem now, thinking everyone thinks you're cool and nice,
you wrong. f hell wrong.
cos there's always me in the list that says, i dont think you're cool or nice at all.
and the funniest thing is, you can say that you dont like me.
but you SHOULD have known long long time ago
that i don't like you either
and to think my bestest friend was nice to you, you backstabbed her.
is that the definition of nice?

ok, im off to study! and cindy will go : wlao, she so guai you know! haha,
i hope i am too

wahaha, this is so nicei wished i could sit on top,and pluck it like a basslolafter the exhibition, went to celebrate lai win's bdaynothing muchthen went home(:

"maybe the way we talk and fool around just don't look or sound right to you.."
Somehow.. it sounds and looks perfectly fine to me,
it's just how your body and mind reacts irrationally when there's a burnt circuit in the mind
you just don't do things the way you want it to be anymore
and i guessed that's what happened to me,
or maybe i'm just some kiddo that couldn't grow up
but serious, I don't know what i mean as super egos too.
i knew all along of the whole bunch of jokes,
but i have no idea why this one did brain damage to me
call it pms
p.s you sound hostile.
chill~

and to the best pal ever,
cheer up
everytime i walk by, i see the frown but i could do nothing
all i did was to listen
and the few words that i spoke was to no use.
this was the only time i've seen you without the trademark smile
you've grown up alr,
i've seen it
from when you were no taller than my eyes,
till you're almost a head taller than me
from the bo chap attitude you give
to the seriousness you portray now
boy, get out of the shell
and be back to your self.
maybe i can't feel what you're feeling right now,
but i hope i'll be there for you
cos' you're always there for me
thankyou
cheers-
(you made me break 2 testtubes-.-)
xD

ok, so these few days kinda sucked.
today had physics test, haha
practically the whole test, i'm asking cindy and cindy's asking me.
and sometimes, we ask the notes (:
but still, it's a blummer
tomorrow is shitty ting xia and geog test.
wth, geog have fck'd a lot to study
and i gave up,
due to tiredness caused by damnit 2.4 and the distorted family.
2.4 was retarded today,
i swear to retake it!
have run out of the gate,
there's this stitch that came up into my stomach
talk about luck
can life please get better?

and mr ma, i don't get what you mean.
it makes no sense at all.

urgh
i can't stand super egos

woke up with terrible headache,
and so went back to sleep.
woke up again due to MA jiahong's phone call,
and realised have fever
so now,
im bored.
bye bye

This is what caroline wrote last year : <3
harmony (love) :
siying - becauseyuutellmiiehowtowritethecompo
caroline - ofcourseilovemyselfhur! <3
jingya - sheismyplaymateandiamhergirlfriend!haha
tricia - becauseshelovewushu
joane - sheismybestiiefriendever
stephanie - 31busmatehur;LOL
geraldine - sheismylaoposinyee - veryquietgirl
zhiwen - threecheersforzhiwen!
cindy - sheRCKS,asenergyRCKStoo :)
huiqi - shelaughwhenshelookatme :D
huimay - ourchineserep ! haha
aaronng - hisfaceveryfunny,seelewilllaugh
benedict - hecanactverywellhurhhur :)
benjaminlow - heisourchairperson?! LOL
hungyang - ermx,difficulthur
zongye - healwayswanttobeatme! ;)
ivan - heistheocean(canbetrusted)
kanglong - heiscute
xieshern - hecrackjokes,makemiienangry?
nicholas - heaskmiietohelphimtoprinthislitproject
cheyu - healwaysscoldmiiefornothing?
zhengyi - hejoinerhu
beidi - hecandrawthecalligraphywellwell
jiahong - ourgeneral?
jiaxuan - alwaysrememberyuuandmissyuu
mingyu - hehelpusduringchineselastyear
sheldon - heismybrotherandlistener
dingjie - half-a-yearseatingpartner
yixiang - funny,notsure.
shishi - hestartthecompoverycool-ly
bensng - verycool!greatfuninthelibrary
vincent - heismad,crazy
zhongzi - healwayshelppeople?
aaronwong - editourlitproject,ourahma
xuhang - ourmathsrep!
changlong - healwayspasstheworksheetbehind
engswee - funny :)
kent - heistallandalwayshelptosweepthefloor
mable - ermx,notsure

and to think that last year we studied geog together, now im studying alone. sick somemore.

yesterday was a blast!
i am happy (:

congrats rit!

i miss HM
i miss car'line
i miss stefthyname
i miss ivan
suddenly these emotions rushed through me.. and i want them back.
back into my life..

everyone was stressed up by racial harmony thing, glad that it's over.
i now realised that last 2 years, hm was united.
although got conflicts, but still.. haiz.. great.
thankyou ivan for asking what was wrong and squishing my head, like it will squish the tears back down to my stomach.

good luck to kai xiang tmr for teenage icon (:

yesterday was farewell party.
and it was fun, as well as touching.
there were more laughter than sobs this year. hahas,
cos a lot of people like aaron and joshua they all were saying dumb stuffs.
that's the difference;
i will miss them like hell.. now there's no one bigger than us anymore,
we'll be the biggest SK warriors.
doing the most sai gang. lol.
anw, those badges are super cute.
urgh, i cried when exchange presents with huimin
the pigs! omg, so gan dong.
and then all of them went out to eat, while i stayed behind help ly click ppt, when i got out, no plates anymore. ):
so many ppl kop our food sia.
stayed in LT 1 for quite some time, talked.
haiz.. never will have the chance anymore.
no more seniors in CO..
so uncomfortable.. cos everything we'll be accountable for.
AHH,and again i want seniors la!
i dont want be the biggest laaaaaaaaa

thank you
thank you
thank you !
without you guys.. there's no us.
all of you.

Yo, this song goes out to all you sexy girls who push the dim sum carts all
over the world...you know who you are, babies...you work so hard and we love
you so much....check it out yo
It’s been so long since I’ve seen you smile
looking so good coming down that aisle
with that sexy dress and a little dim sum
makes me crazy when I order chow fun
people - they’re telling me
that i shouldn’t bother with a lady
like you - you rock my world
yes you - my dim sum girl
watching...waiting...waiting for you baby
to tell me that I’m the guy for you and that you wanna be my lady
one day yes you will see - that I will always be
the one who will make fried rice for you for all eternity
Dim sum girl
you really rock my world
my dim sum girl
I never thought i’d find a
girl from northern china
who make me feel so good
Dim sum girl
in such a crazy world
my dim sum girl
I’m going to make it all right
we can party all night
so beautiful and pure
My dim sum girl
Why you gotta tease me, baby...
you’re driving me crazy
don’t you see...
don’t play me like that, baby - please
just give me one chance
In the morning - at noon, at night
I think about you and it feels so right
so happy - when you look my way
when i talk to you you make my day
I see the tears in your eyes
please my baby don’t you cry
tomorrow is a whole new day
let’s me and you sing karaoke
Together...forever...that’s the way it’s got to be
please make my dream come true so I can live my fantasy
oh say that you’ll be mine - you know it’s a matter of time
come eat my rice with your chopsticks and leave the spoon behind
Dim sum girl
you really rock my world
my dim sum girl
I never thought I’d find a
girl from northern china
who make me feel so good
Dim sum girl
in such a crazy world
my dim sum girl
I’m going to make it all right
we can party all night
so beautiful and pure
My dim sum girl
I don’t wanna live without you dim sum girl
take me away to your dim sum world
I want to hold you
I want to squeeze you
please say you will be mine - all mine
Hey baby you wear that dress for me?
you look great...what time you get off work, huh?
you must be so tired....let’s say you and me go get some boba tea -
relaxing....
what’s wrong, baby?
what’s wrong?
did I say something?
don’t leave me this way baby, no - don’t go....
you are the only one for me...please don’t break my heart like this!
no more fooling around....
I’m not a player anymore!
come back to me, baby....
come back to me.....

yesterday was flagday
nothing much,
except one super nice woman gave me ten bucks
but that was the only kind soul i met.
after that wanted to watch movie.
but in the end dint watch.
yeah.. dumb
went swensons instead. but the most stupidest part and funniest was
when we walked around the ps.
went into a lot of baby shops
and MA keep saying that we're like some teenagers engaging in pre marital sex
-.- idiot.
hahas

tuesday is qing gong yan and farewell!!
cant wait for it.
hope the alumnis could make it though..
(:

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yesterdaY was speechday.
when to school around 12 to do some stuff and move the instruments.
after that slacked a while in co room den went to audi to wait for the whole thing to start.
HAHA, and we were bored, so clapped a lot of rhythms.
i bet those cch yishun co people were like looking at us,
thinking "they're mad."
lol,
cchmsco will always be like that.
hahas, :/
then the whole thing only started around 4 plus?
waited like so long,
then co played.
they were not bad.
yeah..
then..
had some miscommunications?
aye,
and we moved the instruments back.
raced with tenghui.
hahas, and i was out of breath.
then stayed in co room for a while
hahaha, zhaopei is so cute.
lol
then went for the refreshments
and while walking out, we clapped some rhythms again
and OMG!,
joel's hand have spring one!!
will boing boing one
so cool
hahaha
okay.. so we boarded the bus.
and dianwen and tenghui started pushing joel towards yihui.
oh, and joel's hand is so rubbery,
that however hard tenghui tugged at his hand,
his hand wont feel a thing.
then dian wen was damn cute also
HAHA, donnoe how to explain
but he did some cute actions.
lol
ok, end of the day,
today is another boring weekend,
where i have to clean my room and stuff.
SIAN
ook, BON VOYAGE.
eh.. nono..
BYE

okay, i've not been a good girl since.. dont know when.
so i dout santa will bring me any presents this christmas.
i know it's still a long way, so it wont make any sense.
but the main point is,
im so disappointed with myself.
i did my homework and stuff, but you know what?
I FORGOT TO PASS UP!
bang!
there goes my 1 month detention
and the worst thing haven reached yet,
i lost my practice questions that i had to pass up.
ARGH!
im an asshole.

okay , wadever.
maybe doing homework isnt my specialty.
let's just hope that the stupid detention wont be on.
tomorrow have e maths.
wish me good luck.
thanks
BYE

life's unpredictable..
live life to the fullest alrights.



today went to CO meet the other comm members in the afternoon, went to send Junie on her last journey.
yeah.. cried. she's stil so young, remind me how we played when we were smaller. i MUST find the diary that she wrote in it.
i see her in the c___, make me realised that life's so fragile.
there you see her.. but she's no longer around. irony?



okay so went there not longer den 1/2 hour, den asked to go buy food with jamie.
seriously, i think shoud have just ordered the food in, den JAMIE! we can happily shop for your mum's present and "stuffs" HAHA
oh, saw albert working.
he looked so tanned, i was telling jamie, wah, that guy looks like albert. still wondering he so good, got idol look.
den walk here, we saw his name tag: ALBERT
LOL, den we started am4-chio-ing.
oh! min ru!, i bought the shirt that you said was nice. wahahah



so now im home, bored to death.
there's nothing to watch on saturday.
BORING.
and zhiwen, yesyes, we'll unite!
(:
loves the comm:D

MY DAILY ROUTINE:

- bang my handphone (my alarm clock)
- go back to sleep
- wake up 40 mins later
- rush to school
- tell teachers homework not done
- give them the -i am so sorry- look OR the -i really don know how to do- look
- half sleep in their class, until really fall asleep
- go toilet wash face, walk like there's 10000000000 years more
- come back and same thing.
- go home
- use com
- watch tv
- quarrel with brother because of his freaking lies
- fight with him over TV (seriously, he have attitude problem, he rather watch hi-5 then let me watch my lu guang shen lin! and he's pri 4 if you guys dont know)
- pissed; he hit me, i cannot hit back
- sleep after throwing everything in my room and making it look like a typhoon just past by.

END OF ROUTINE

I have been tagged by dumb dumb Min Ru. :D

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains

2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours

3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged


Favourites

favourite colour: WHITE! brown, black (:

favourite food: NICE edible food

favourite song: <3 alot of songs. currently sexy songs (haha jmie!)

favourite movie: i miss agent cody banks. ):

favourite sport: badminton, cchmscovball!

favourite day of the week: Saturdays, Fridays

favourite season: Winter!! i love the pretty scarfs ^^

favourite ice-cream:any ice-cream which is on top of gelare's waffle!!

Currentscurrent mood: stressed-up. wanna study

current taste: food-dy, just finished dinner

current clothes: some cartoon tshit and pants

current desktop: dont have one ):

current toenail: normal? 0.o

current time: 8.19pm

current surroundings: messy bedroom, once in a blue moon peace

current annoyances: homework, oh i lost my eng MYE, me lee is gonna kill me and parents. eeeks.

Firstsfirst best friends: erh, dawn?

first crush: some kindergarden boy who knows how to move his ears?

first movie: eh.. some cartoon i think.

first lie: lied to my mother that i need to change my diapers, actually wanted to pee on her

first music: LONDON BRIDGE IS FALLING DOWN

Lastslast cigarette: the pretend to smoke thingy in sec 1 for filming stuff

last drink: milo

last car ride: back from ah ma house

last crush: secret? crushes are stupid, it's pri. sch-ly

last movie: over the hedge-.- haha

last phone call: err, my mum

last CD played: xi jie shao nian. hahaha nothng to do

Have you everhave you ever dated your best friend: nopes

have you ever broken the law: yeah, minor ones? like crossing the road when there's red man? or not putting sea belt? :x SHHH!

have you ever been arrested: nopes. im a clever criminal

have you ever skinny-dipped: no..

have you ever been on tv: yah, ..

have you ever kissed someone you don't know: retard, why would i do that?

5 things you are wearing: shirt,shorts,undergarments and nothing else. wad ya expect on a sch day?

4 things you done today: packed blazers,did e maths test, half-slept in lecture and online-ing now

3 things you can hear right now: the tv sound, my mind telling me that im dead cos i lost me eng MYE and cindy telling me im dead also xD

1 thing you do when you are bored: use the computer or "STUDY"



5 people to tag? weigin , bryan, cindy, jamie, tania

so, life's been rather stressful,
and it's only the first day of school!
told the new chem teacher that i dint do all the homework, cos i forgot how to do everything, including ionic equations and i don know everything about chemical analysis.
then, rachelko and edeline was looking at me with the " are you bananuts?" face. lol
HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY :D
and so, miss annisa just looked at me with the " you're clever stupid" look and walk away.
and for chinese period, i just black out on the teacher.
sorry ng ah kay, tried to listen what you were saying, but got coerced to sleep instead by your talking.


just got a paper cut, cos was pissed with my attention seeking mother who wouldnt stop pestering me even if im f. hell busy and the paper just NEEDED to help her. i dont know why, secret admirer maybe.
HATE paper cuts, cos i looks so minor, but it hurts.
idiot.
test tomorrow, trying to study. hope my brain works tmr.
BUH BYE
and right, ru, i will do the thing tmr, need to study first. hahas
yesyes, im so guai indeed (:

I've learnt to be anything but HONEST with my parents.
how i wish i had just jumped out of the car just now,

today's javin's bday.
so happy birthday (:

and all the best to jc-ers who are taking mid years tmr.
good luck to all

OMG, how can one person be so cute? HAHAs,
im NUTS >.<
i declare that this show is SUPER nice! wahahas, But is there such a thing that you will still remember the one you love when you're a toddler?

LOL, and i don't think anyone on Earth will be so chi1 xin1 to be able to sacrifice so many things for the one he love like OWEN. xD

yesterday was audition, i guess it's not bad, did a lot of stupid stuffs. but aye, it's over (: besides, i still have countless of things to worry about, like my homework-.-

CO NIGHT ROCKED!!


qing dian was so COOL!
no matter what others think or say, i'll always feel that 180606 was a success.
Our 6 months of efforts were there, our tears and worries, all gone.
Cos it's happening right there on stage, no second thoughts, we had to do it, and do it with pride :D
i bet many people were shivering, hoping and praying that few m inutes later, we'll amaze and touch the audiences below.
So were was I.

After the concert, people were crying. Sobs of happiness, and sobs because it was the last performance with the sec 4s.
We'll all miss them, i know I will.

Encore was CRAZYY!!
LOVE those crazy people in our CO, and Benji too ^.^
this will be an unforgettable night.
cos it's our wonderful art peice
that all of us contributed to.

thankyou those that came down to support,, many people that i didnt expected to come.
and ivan, from the stage, you look like a little boy winking ;)
thankyou seniors!! alumnis!!!
Without you guys and all of CO members, there'll be no 180606!!

i miss min ru.

I'm so fucked up with crying now
ask my tears to stop
and everything to stop
im tired of all these crap
it's like history replaying
i don have the energy to repeat it anymore
fck it.

tomorrow is rehearsal already!!!
ahh,
today was damn tiring lar.
keep wanting to sleep, den at times will think that cannot slack, den will sit until damn straight. den after a while tired le):
got ready the ribbons, LUCKY IT WAS STILL IN STOCK
and hope my father cater those food wont be shit.
praypraypray

oh yah,.. rehearsal.. it's like the real thing
and today kl say not enough tickets, so might be FULLHOUSE
omg,
CANNOT DISGRACE!!
hahas., im watching green light forest
OWEN is so CUTE!
yiqing, if you read this
jin yuangfang is cuter den william!
wahahs

it's friday today
it's saturday..
sunday..
monday..
tuesday..
wednesday..
thursday..
friday..
saturday..
and THE day.

is there still time?
NO.
it's true that 80% of CO wouldnt think about the time left,
wouldnt think about the consequences when we flop,
and wouldnt want to think anything.
yeah.. i guess fredrick is right.
for the thousandth times, he's making a point.
please, check out his blog.
and reflect on it.

today was bad.
i totally freak in front of teacher.
ok, in fact, EVERYONE freaked in front of teacher,
and forgot our scores.
EXCEPT ben sng
life's so GREAT isnt it.
dang, you can see sarcasm when you come upon it.
we're in a pretty bad shape.
how many more days would we need to realise that?
9 days to go
and it'll be 3 weeks of holidays gone.
i dont want my holidays to be gone for nothing!!
i want 180606 to PAY for my loss!
i want it to be our GREATEST achievement
a night we would be proud for.
:D

so yeah. may god be with us.
please pray in indian language too.

i dont know why im thinking so much about it.
is it that important to me?
what does it mean to me anyway?
does it make me a better person?
does it make my life better?
maybe im just afraid,
of what things will turn out like.
furthermore, it's fck'ing important in the near future.
very near.

yeah.. thinking about it till i find a need to go meet minru and talk to her.
haha, maybe it's partly because i have nothing to do lar.
hehee.
haiy.. let's hope.. my prayer will come true? HA

haiy,.. seriously, i think being controlled over every single shit that you do sucks.
i want to do something without any limits!
and do something for myself for once, and not for others,
or my parents.

oh, and right, i need to go shopping! i want to shop for belts and bags!!
but CO night is coming, so yah, my date with esther is pushed to the last week of the holidays
sadd, cindy must be in indonesia thinking of us. maybe not.. thinking of REY perhaps. yeah. haha

yesterday had dazu,
and you know what, im afraid.
it was messy and anyhow,
and joel was beating almost everything.
teared when khangleng said thankyou to joel.
he deserved all recognition. haha.
aye, shall look forward to every practices improvement i guess.

okay, so after dazu, went marina sq for lunch.
we're like some idiots walking around decided where to eat.
walk from i not hungry, to second floor hungry.
HAHA, it's a few seconds thing
decided on foodcourt.
cos im damn broke already,
due to all the -let me list out-
thaiexpress, galare, jack's place, sukae, and soso many movies.
conclusion = no money.
yeah, and i feel so guilty about it.
so i solemly swear that i will spend less money (sounds familiar?)
then we sat at the table watching tenghui teach joel and sylvia cardtricks.
after a while, i got bored.
so me and min ru went walk walk lor.
bought this skeleton shirt. i've got brown, and she's got black.
brown is nice :D

im not enthu about the camp as min ru said, i just think it's needed desperately. haha, did i seem enthu? dang,
im bored now :S

did something real stupid today
fell down the stairs.
PAIN!
so have this bum on my hand now.
sian, and tmr got audition somemore.
talk about unlucky.
oh, and i realised some people just have nothing better to say.
so they start gossiping and creating rumours.
tsk tsk, pri school.

aye, gonna sleep.
dont wanna practise anymore.
bored-

went for the blazer thing in the morning.
supposed to reaCH AT 745 BUT I REACHED AT 752.
SORRY!
heh.. after that just walked around and go jamie's class.
den esther called, so go meet her,
sit with liu xing until came.
and then i went for remedial.
lessons was kinda boring, except those MD monkeys fooling around.
hahahs,

after remedial waited for esther and that co tee person becky.
gave her cheque and stuffs
then off we go to esther's house!
wahaha,
at her house, im watching rollie pollie all the time.
and she was making up.
lol, im scared of them now
:D
then we went to marina square,
TO EAT!
eat finish i was SO full, so we walked around
waiting for kf- c to come
when he finally came,
we went to eat galare again!
haa, JOEL!, this time no bananas!
hee, den sat there till 6 plus
and go home lor.
haha.
kf is like my father.
weird. (:

FINALLY WATCH XMEN 3!!
it was oookayy..
but not as nice as i expected.
after watching it was already about 9, den we walked aimlessly,
actually.. not aimlessly lar, waiting for joel to decide where to eat.
in the end walked into Galare.
bought this waffle with icecream, omg, i think it's SO NICE!
haha, and joel was like, eeee, banana. hahaha
yays, ru helped me sell 3 tickets,
dont have to worry about it anymore ^^
sat mrt home, ru peied me talk talk at the playground downstair my place.
and i realised how scary my house is.
hahahaha
you see strangers walking around.
and afraid they might kidnap you or something.
and so we talked.
yeah (:
i miss ________
the one in 2005 :D

today had dazu,
and it just went past very very fast.
not like other times when times seems to be ticking by so slowly.
yah.. maybe cos min ru was there (:
so after CO, was counting money and checking if everyone paid right.
and pokhorn(donnoe how to spell), let's just say pok. haha., ya, he was complaining to faster go.
went outside school to eat. den we went to plaza sing.
HOPING to see xmen 3, but end up everything cannot see.
OH! joel did something really funny to sheng long,
made a fool of him. haha, for fun lar, no hard feelings.
and then, went to swensons to talk and eat. and wait for yiqing.
but yiqing couldnt come so early, so we ordered more stuff to eat.
yeah.. :D i like times with seniors ^^

STEFTHYNAME!
HAPPY SWEET 15 !
(pretend it's now 12am now ok ?)

Today thought school wouldnt be nice without cindy and esther.
but Mr quek was damn crap today!
HA HA HA!
you two missed out all the funny stuffs.
we're having a horny session lar.
and suan-ing him now and then
CO was sian today,
kai xiang came back, with a gay ear stud
haiy..
holidays is full of CO, hope will be worth the while.

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730PM
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please come support! and buy ticx from me (:

after school met pauline and zhiwen to paste posters. phew, thought my phone and wallet was lost, lucky jamie kiap it at my bag there. (:
den after that, wait for pretty long, went to vjc to borrow instruments. lol, keep dexiao-ing zhuo yi. hahaha.
and so, went there and realised joel went for cheer leading. LOL gu niang!, why you pang seh us.
and so, we waited and waited and waited. oh!, saw yirui. and he have become so DARK and his face is LONG. lol. ok, i missed him.
went back to school, and we just crap in the staff room. miss tay was damn fun! best teacher-in-charge ever.
today was a funny day. inclusive of some funny0ness in the disgraceful way ^^

i love cindy ! <3
and im a girl ok GIRLS

i got into crap,
but imagine if you were with us, and if you were the only one to go to search for the chem lab, what would you do and how would you feel?
and the reason why i insisted on finding mdm shar is for your phone
why would i want to see her fucked up face if not for that. seeing her and not seeing her doesnt makes a difference for our punishment,
but seeing her means explanation, you cant go there tell her, OH, i dont like you, so i poned. or say, the others dont go so i cannot go alone. teacher, peer pressure. cannot right?
please aks minsi if you dont believe about any word i said, about how i wanted to get back your phone, about how i worried for a whole hour for your phone.
i guessed vanessa told you how i laughed at wang feng and all that after i came out. but arent i always smiling no matter wad.
i've enough of crying, cos it wont do no good.
im sorry okay. seriously,
but i dont wish to take up all the blame. just because i suay suay have the phone in my hands and was asked to call. And it's me that called.
i dint even drop a tear when i get into trouble,
and now, just because of what you think and said, ..
i cried
and it's not the first time if you would remember
sorry,
if sorry wont help anything, i donnoe wad else i can do.
maybe on monday if mr soon were to punish me only, you would be happier.

i'll listen to fred, just gobble up everything and smile. no one would know how i feel except them, cos only they know wad i've been through.
but they're slowly fading away..

i thought that my lousy mood was washed away when dazu was great to see laoda they all again. then went out with joel and sylvia. mainly just walked around wait for tenghui to arrive and queued up for poseidon tickets. but it's lousier now
made a pact with joel to watch Xmen 3 with him, and fred said he would watch with me too. (:
i guess that makes things a little better..

Exams suck like shit
but, aye, i dont feel a thing
except for eng compo i guess. haha.
ok so here goes... :
Eng paper 1: 26/60
Eng paper 2: 29/50
Chinese paper 1: 54/90
Chinese paper 2: (forgot)/110
Physics: 36/100
A maths : 16/60
Chemistry : 63/100
Hist : (forgot)/100 -but failed luh
Social Studies : 20/50

pathetic? haha, Rit said congrats to me
how SUAN1
GOOD LUCK FOR CO NIGHT.
let's rock on 18th JUNE

today was nice (:
it does not have the excitement like sitting a rollercoaster ride,
but it is nice in a cosy way :D
and im happy already

went out with car they all. met them at sentosa, and i waited at the wrong place, dumb me
and so, we went to watch poseidon.
but had to wait until 430 for the show
so went to play pool
i was forced!
anw, i suck at it
and jerome taught me more about posture and hand stuff
but i CMI (cannot make it )
hahaha]
paiseh..
hehehe, and when we got bored, he went to play race car while me steph and car sat beside and laugh at that blur blur guy who was competing with jerome.
HA!
he looked damn hilarious, esp. when jerome let him have an advantage of driving first
and obviously, he lost.
ok so went to see poseidon,
i think chist, that little boy (nathan?) and dylan( isit?) was cool
good thing they dint die [:
yipeeeeeee
and then walked home,
steph leg pain , so dint want to walk,
so me and jerome walked to mrt
on the way saw bee kwee and qinglun. hahaha
okays,
that's all for my "polling day"
joane wants to play more!

TJ concert,
the percussion part, weisheng very wei1 feng1. hahah
and laoda was so cute lar.
ching kee soloist
cool, and got people wipe sweat and massage for him.
and he said it was imprompto.
hahas.
Saw OPH, was shocked, and so was him i guess
long time no see ler.
hahaha. he plays the liuqin
GAY!
lols, but actually no lar.. a lot of guys play the liuqin.
at least they dont have to cross their legs.
so yeah, it's okay..
arghx.. im so bored.
my bed's too messy to sleep in. heee
^^

went suntec today cut hair, and i saw rit, osama and javin. :D long time nvr see they 2 le. rit is everytime see, no surprise. HAHA.
EXAM'S OVER!
thursday went kbox with cindy, esther, yanting, weiing, jade, angelina, xiaojun, yi zhuang. and i think we're some dumbos who are lu4 chi1. haha,
OH, !!
I'm not going marina square kbox ever again! this attitude guy . arghx. doesnt fit his looks at all, athough cin and esther was like, he's so ugly.
what he did? he have a problem speaking properly to his customers, and treated it as if our ears have some kind of sai4 inside so cannot hear. and he chased us out 1 1/2 hours b4 our due time. ask him for orders, he said dont have, so i asked him den why put the menu there. den he am4 chio3. ok that wasnt tt bad. just don like him. and i was saying: " how come his service is 5 dollar plus plus?? " is it worth that much for him?
haha
shant talk about that. ok den yesterday went to meet yiqing before going to vjc. school ended at 830. -.- went home first of cos.
went to play bowling. then there's this group of guys + 1 girl. I THINK THEY HAVE NO MONEY TO PLAY OR STH , HAVE TO SIT BEHIND US TO COMMENT ON EVERY BALL WE BOWL, AND CURSED US SOMEMORE. wth, they can go da bian in the toilet if they have nothing better to do. arghx!! and i was like so damn angry and scolded the guy in purple. too bad he's wearing purple. cos i dont like wad he wear and his specs. he's just down on his luck. ok so, they began clapping for us, which i found it as irritating as insulting. just keep glaring at them. and finally their stupid beng friend came and they left. woots. i heard the last sentence (: - wl, you come liao ar, we almost kana beaten leh. neh neh, i was praying for them to faster roll out of my sight ar.
yiqing roller bladed, which i have a phobia of. due to that time go with laoda they all.
oooo, and yirui's face is SOO BIG on the vjc building. there's this BIGGG banner consiting of a few ppl's face. i think he promoting VJIP?
super cool.
after that reached home was so tired.
ZZzzZzzzzZ

broke the rules about not blogging. But saw fred's post, got tempted to come blog as well. hahas.
He was talking about this "fan" of Workers' Party. it makes me visualise the scene at a concert sort of thing.
My mother asked me whether i support PAP is because daddy is in it, den i was like no, cos i studied SS until want die. and i cant help to have a negative impression on the opposition parties after so many cases like that indian man "staging a show" about having passed up his application form and the IC printed on the envelope. heard that five years back, that same indian man did the same thing, but this time, it was that he forgot to bring his IC or sth, therefore staging a fuss at the election place. weird people loves doing weird things. But it sure gives a touch of humourous to life. haha
im somehow scared of maths paper now, SS is tomorrow.. and im not really done with it yet. HOW! aye..
OKAY, I WILL CONTINUE STUDYING, FOR A BETTER TOMORROW! (:

ytd slacked for the whole afternoon. Supposedly to study de, end up doing nothing. haha,
but it was nice xu4-ing jiu4.
i realised i haven do my IC! and my father's reaction was this: the most no IC only ma," =.=
ok, i think that was cool. hahah
it has been almost 2 months pass my birthday, why everyone else got letter liaos??
aye,
okay, today must study doubly hard for e maths.
or im gonna die for sure.
oh one more thing, SOUL is cool (:
CIAOZ

All the teachers are rushing through to teach the chapters.
because common test is late by 2 weeks, so they're using one hour to teach wad is supposed to be taught for like.. 5hours? i like weilin's nick, "teachers and speeding and we're on the car"
but somehow.. i feel challenged, and at the same time tired. sometimes when there's nothing to do and life's relaxed, we'll feel so bored and restless and hope that there's school, homework, tests, exams. but when there really is, we get so busy and just want the pace to slow time. contradiction.
six tests this week, plus 2 exams, = DIE!
my maths and sciences are hopeless, guess i can only rely on my humanes(how to spell?) liaos. let's hope tomorrow mr ma can knock some sense out of me while teaching me e maths. im totally clueless about wad he is teaching now :/

tomorrow alr have 3 history tests. 1 on weimar republic thingy.. which is possible to study. cos my notes a filled up, thanks to CAR. 2nd one is on soviet foreign policy, THAT IS ALL BLANK! and the 3rd one is memorise of all the dates. WE'RE NO IMMORTALS!! this is crazy lar. i'm so dead..
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tomorrow is a maths chem and SS test! OMG..

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ok, the past two days was really pissing-ful.
then, i remembered this story that was read during frc, saying that we have 2 choices, choose to be happy or not. so yeah, i choose to be happy (:
but sometimes it's inevitable don't you think so? for example today's e maths quiz was so .... words could not describe it. hahas, 2 quizes, the 2nd quiz was blank except for a few ridiculous statements. haha, dear marcus kuek have not teach that topic, and we're like supposed to read up on it during the test? weird sense of humour..
the first quiz was stupid, cos me, cindy and esther were pracitcally having group discussion. pass paper here and there. wahaha. and cindy was like, three brains work better :D
tomorrow have physics test.. im quite ok with the starting part of moments le,.. only the part that he rushed trough today was luan4. and then, I LOST MY A MATHS HOMEWORK! Have to redo.. suay lar. seriously don't know where it flew to.
oh, and congrats to tracia and shengxian for getting first and fourth respectively.

reminder: choose to be happy (:

fuck, what the hell is factor theorem! I don't know anything about a maths or e maths! damn, im a sucker. im getting scolded for doing homework. COOl bet im the first hardworking person who gets scolded.
home is living hell,
and im fucking loving it, cos it makes my brain explodes and they could jolly well just pick up the peices of brain.
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Life's getting so boring, and mid years is coming about 2 weeks time?
I feel that things can change very fast hur, or maybe it's just another point of view, i dont know. I just know that all these things are making my head spoin like a merry-go-round.
I want to grow up, out of this child's world.
and know trapped in this kid's place that is meant for children below 15.
I'm bored,
really bored.
entertain me (:

Have you ever wondered how the world is formed? how humans even exist?
Are these existing theories true? Who was the first ever living creature on earth? and how did they come about?
i think these things a freaky and interesting. imagine one day, we learnt that we were fallen from the sky, or just pop out of nowhere. that'll will be so cool if we knew the truth one day (:
And then i wonder again, why were we made to think? to have emotions? to be different from others around us, to have a different personality? Why did God just copy and paste like some scanner to save time? Then maybe, things wouldnt be so complicated in life. Everyone willl have smiling faces looking at an exact same copy of themselves. fascinating.
and yah, the last question, so many people is thinking, when we die, wad will happen? but im more interested in how we even come about. ok, so,when we die, we will just float from our body and look at our dead self just one metre away? or will we just stop thinking, like some computer losing all the memory card?

okay, so one last thing, why do we even study for? im not opposing to studies., just thinking that some compulsary subjects we take at just redundant. Let's say mathematics, so wad if we know how to count and stufff, then wad does logarithms, indices, algebra help us in any way if we go for a career like design? we'll be like wasting our years of studying, all goes down to the drain, or the like flushing everything down the toiletbowl. cos we know that soon, all these would be totally forgotten.
im saying all these is just because im doing coordinate geometry now! and i don see the need to, burning so much of my braincells when i don understand anything. :/
im prepared to go for manymany detentions liaos. the teachers are just abusing their athority, and the VP seriously have nothing better to do. WIERD PEOPLE nowadays.

Today had dazu in the morning. Was so tired that i practically dragged my body to school today. and i slept at 9 plus yesterday night! ok, i admit, im a pig.
And so, dazu just zoomed by, after dazu when to eat. i now realised that feelings will fade. hatred also will fade. so yah, just live day by day :D
anyway, i had this thought just now, what's the point of getting into relationships at this age? it's kind of redundant, not that im against anyone in one right now. i just dont see the need to. ok, end of discussion. haha
MYE is coming, saturday practise is stopping, i will miss the seniors!
i will miss joel's cool way of hitting the drum! heee
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i miss Car'Line laughing with me at all the craps that came into our minds
i miss Steph chatting with me during MYE and EYE, and crying mindlessly together when it's over
i miss Jerome stealing my handphone and wallet every now and then. and saying im a gay who like 5566
i miss Yuguang distracting me from my studies, and taking my ezylink to see
i just miss studying together with these 4 (:

i miss Ivan's nonsense during lessons, and another softer side of him whom i love talking to
i miss Yixiang getting all shy and red in the face, and his constant sorrys which i don't think i will hear now
i miss Zongye getting all sexual with the guys, and high during miss cheong's lessons
i miss xieshern's paper that says:" LAUGH, CLAP"
i miss Chang Long's constant mad shouting that makes everyone laugh
i miss many many more, only im lazy to type anything else
i love my ohsofun 2 HM

When will things be just the way it is before? (:
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yesterday was very fulfilling (:
supposed to meet jiahong and company at sheng siong in the morning, in the end me, steph, car and geraldine decided to just go bugis ourselves. and they dint buy anything for me at sheng siong!! ): ): ):
so met they 3 at bugis, talked, crap, catch up on stuffs, and me and steph had to hear geraldine complain to carline. we were like.. -.-
Went to take neoprints! and i love those hahas, main reason because it's a long time since i took neos! im a busy girl :D






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And then, we made our way to lakeside.
went to sit with them throughout the sports day, cos they reserved a place for me =D hehe,
oh man, i think we're just lame crap, eileen's friend had this binoculars to spy on adriano opposite! omg, crap crap. hahas,
and so they say they spotted him, although i didnt. lols, according to them, he's wearing a black and white cap, sitting between two yellow guys and above the red and white temasek banner. LOL
after the sports meet, went back to GR, den we went to bugis to watch movie. we watch FIREWALL! i think that show is nice, although there were some parts that were chim.
So mama had to explain to me. hehe,

Going out with car and geraldine again today (: i miss HM-ers!

sudewo, arent you happy that i updated? haha, pon-er, work hard for mid years! it's coming, even JOANE LING is paying attention in class now. (: miss you sexay.

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ok, i think im just bored.

Yesterday had CO, i think it's improving.. that's a start (:

after CO went to kallang to "study" geog. hahas, end up crapping and laughing most of the time. Tenghui is LAME! I can't believe such clever person could talk so much crap, lol. impressive.
We were so noisy that Yiqing can't stand us and wouldnt friend us anymore. hahah,
she went to sit with joel and sylvia instead. i took tenghui's physics worksheet to try try, and i was like.. how to do? for every question. pathetic me ):
To think mid year is coming when we just finished our CT. The school wants us to die from exhaustion. Tomorrow have chem and geog test, and i can't seem to study. someone please inspire me!
And so, i left earlier cos my father come fetch me. when to century square to eat. bought a new bag. woots. but i think it's stupid, why i use my own money my mother must give so many comments about it. arghx.

so ok, i think i shall go study already. CIAOZ

My class was invaded by terrorists with fire extinguishers.
So everyone's tables and chairs were covered in sulphur. when we cleaned it, water+sulphur = sulphuric acid. H2SO4.
Mid-year is coming so soon! I WANT TO DIE! Stressed up like shit.
CO's also taking up a lot of my time, not that im complaining just that u hope i can cope both equally well.
So, yesterday i slept from 6 plus to 9 plus. and it wasnt intentional, i was only pretending to sleep, end up sleeping like a PIG. and i woke up and was like. WTH! why the 9pm show so fast show?! hahaha. i feel so slack
So i tried accessing to Heymaths, but couldnt get in, msged me kwek, and it dint help. so i just did the homework with the help of testbook. And was so proud of myself when i complete all the homework! first time this year~! I'm so happy. lol
but i know this wont last, cos here i am slacking again. Too tired to do anything, SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME!
I have no face to show my CT marks, hahas, Che yu was like, if you dont buck up, you will really die le. hahaha, HE ADVISED ME! cool. lols,
hopes tmr's dazu goes well x)
SYONARA(:

My life seems to be so cramped up nowadays.
After CT, new challenges awaits.
I wonder when my life will spice up into something really exciting..
anticipating for that day to come....
:/

anw, got back e maths paper today.
ok, im pure stupid as expected.
and miss ng confiscated my ezylink card.
2nd thing since last thurs she confiscated something from me.
and WOOTS.!
my father gonna write a official complain letter.
cool to have a father working for the society.
but it's only letter for the ezylink card, not the phone ):
he say:" WHAT IF MY DAUGHTER DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO GO HOME?! IS SHE GOING TO CAMP IN SCHOOL?" wahaha
and he is making me pretend that im broke today.
which is... so not true.. but whatever,
im just pissed with the whole school system now.
what detention?! detention where got one time 20-30 plus ppl seating at the foyer.
totally lame, like wad zhiwen say, abusing of power.
the previous detention that i and cindy went, we even could tour around the school 3-4 times!!
pathetic system
poor security
retards.

I'm feeling so tired lar.. want to study so much.. but there's just too many things to do.
CO night is coming up, .. mid-year is around the corner, .. the season of hivernation seems to be catching up on me. and im just tired of rushing against the ticktock ticktock sound.
it's annonying.
i dont want things to happen so fast around me. such a hectic life!
i want some memories that one day 10 years from now, i will be looking back and marvel at my memories and experience. (:
everyday i look at the homework, i just feel like tearing everything to bits.
and i hate to copy, what will it benefit me?.. i dont know.. ok, unless is those kind of dumb and useless stuff like zuo ye. it's a total waste of time doing it. but sometimes.. it's just inevitable,
there are just too many things to do but too little time!
sheldon is right.. i want 48 hours a day. so that can sleep more. ZZzZzz

ok,.. maybe i shall sleep now.. maybe i shall do some homework,.. or maybe i shall lian4 my ruan.. whatever it is... i fell SO TIRED. ! :/
syonara!

Today morning had to go to school for comm meeting.
daddy woke me up, den i kicked him. lols.
still im dreamland, maybe i was dreaming about the GIGANTIC NUT so i kicked you.
hahaha, anyone who watched ice age 2 should know, right cindy?
lols, ok so i went to school and took the badges from my locker.
gave biscuits to jamie and ningmao and we happily strolled to cca block. LOL
meeting was of cos about co night. DUH,
continue continued.. blah blah, ( tian ji bu ke tou lu )
but one thing was really true, about the disiplinary.
i guess.. things will be better if discipline was enforced.
And khang leng scolded everyone today,
i think she lost her patience.
so anw, CO practise commerce, with the seniors coming back to help out.
i still cant get the E flat diao that whole chunk.
gotta practise real hard already/
so happy that sheng long said he could come and practise with me on wednesday.
dont want him to luo4 hou4, i know the feeling of getting scolded by teacher, it aint nice.
i think Joel and Weisheng beat the drum damn cool. MAN~
lols, i hope i dont see weisheng's father already. ltr he ask me whether i got see his son in school again. -.-
and fred had nothing to do after practice, keep calling me but PRETENDED not to. nvm, shall play along lor. hahaha.
miss the seniors lar.. although there werent much interaction between us, but it feels confortable seeing them again.
OH! and ching kee gave me his self-made perfume. nicenice. even my mother said it was nice. so i wont use it to spray the toilet.
jiaqing wanted to eat my prata.
he's one really nice "gangster" hahas.
let's hope CO will improve! if not we're gonna have a tough time nex year during SYF. i can sense it. i reckon everyone can sense it too. even joel.
kays, gotta eat apple.
an apple a day keeps the doctor away (:

CT IS OVER!
i feel good nananana~
physics was much easier than expected.
only for the vernier calipers part, i totally blanked out.
but nvm, at least kinematics and dynamics were good (:
oh, and ICE AGE 2!
IS TOTALLY RETARDED.
AND CUTE (:
everyone inside the show was kinda crazy in the mind,
especially that sloth and the acorn-nut squirrel.
seriously, great show to just look at their retarded actions after CT.
oooohh~, but the sabretooth who everyone calls him tiger is the only real MAN in the show. and, he doesnt even look like a tiger! why is he called a tiger! see, even the script writer is retarded. hahahaa,
everything's just retarded about this show :D
therefore, im nuts~ too.

MISS NG CONFISCATED MY PHONE!
im totally insecure without it.
got back sim card today, flooded with messages, guess everyone thought i dao-ed them. hehe.
sian!, tmr have SS content test, but i just don feel like studying anymore! why must the school force us to study!
retard. retard.

anw, i think im so weak, hahaha.
cindy and esther can walk for hours and hours and not feel tired at all.
and i feel BEAT. i think penelope also don feel tired. lols, i dont go shopping de ma.
ask me go out, i'll just go and play.
nvm, get use to it, train my leg muscles.
IM BORED! oh, and i wonder what's bo zhong's reaction when he saw the physics paper.

seriously, if my family cant help, please zip their pathetic mouths,
CT brings stress, stress and more STRESS
and end up getting more scoldings by parents,
and more rejection by brother ( dont anyhow think, is rejection of helping me solve maths problems)
having so many problems with maths,
MATHS IS A STUPID SUBJECT WHICH KILLS BRAIN CELLS.
fact: do you know that solving a maths problem burns up 100000000 brain cells per second?
myth: you will die from maths problems

im bored of studying,
but there's still so many things i haven touched on!
pressurised..
yesterday went for e maths remedial in the morning,
and was so tempted to go for CO after that.
cos i saw tingkai and laoda. hahah,
but dint go in the end, cos i know i would flunk totally and regret in the end.
when to parkway with weiing to eat.
And when library to borrow books.
and now, im so addicted to the chinese novel already:D
went home, was planning to study,
but fell asleep in my uniform instead.
the skirt was even on!
smelly..
so i woke up, i vow no to sleep tonight
but fail, DUH.
okays, so i think im gonna continue studying.
SS is a boring book!
not a reccomended book for kids below 18.
chem, physics, e maths, A MATHS are killing me.
i dont want to die so young!

These few days have been studying... i think...
today is definitely suay day,
kana caught by mr soon when he's in terrible mood,
den he shout to me and cindy from concourse,
den ask us to go 4bn
but we got lost, cos chunpoh and zi can donnoe where 4bn is-.-
when we made it there, mr soon went to LT to look for us,
and came back with black face.
and so, blablabla, detention till 6pm!
and did 100 squats.
But cindy was worst, mr soon called the other girl, which was me, to go already,.
she had to stay with him for 2 periods, doing sit ups and finger exercise
and rotting facing the wall.
den pissed with myself and mr quek
WHY MUST HE GIVE QUIZ EVERYDAY
MAKE ME SEE MY MARKS ALSO PEK CEK LAR.
arghx,
mugmugmugmugstudystudystudystudy

Tomorrow school reopen!
which means CT is nearer.
dang,
why cant the holidays just drag on.
i'm finally settling down to do my compre, but i just can't sit still.
let's see.. new term, new beginnings,
im gonna start doing my homework already,
and hope bananut does too, hahas,
we gonna mug hard!
oh, and did i mention that i saw bryan on the mrt?
He gave me a heart attack by appearing out of nowhere in front of me.
miss him a lot, miss teacher scolding us for talking too much,
and hand signalling across the classroom when she seperated us.
good old days...
okays, shall continue doing compre.
happy last day of holidays!!

Wednesday
Had 6.6'03 gathering at tampines.
Saw leon on MRT, tot he was going, scare me.
but end up is i took the wrong train. -.-
hehe
chek kai was like.. "smart..."
ok, so i reached there without any harm
there's chek kai, jin wen, jia jun, joshua, that malay boy, (dammit, i forgot wad's his name again!), xinning, jun ting, cherie, jazreen, eleen, shila, syazanna, phay key and serene.
went pizza hut to eat.
hahas, with my voiceless voice, still bicker with chek kai
wl, we seriously cannot agree on anything. lols,
and jin wen, jia jun and joshua find it funny. =.=
after eating, went to arcade.
yay!
i won chek kai, jin wen and jia jun on time crisis 2.
bwa hahahah
(: (:

Thursday
stayed at home to supposingly study
but end up eat, play sleep.
wad a pig.. ^(00)^
den went to see doctor,
cos i cannot talk liaos
will zhao2 xia1 liddat
den he see me for the 2nd time within 2 weeks,
hahas,
den change medicine,
cos the previous one i told him it tasted like grass. hehe,
there's 2 ulcers on my throat.
freaky~

Friday
Hols is ending!!
and im feeling very guilty for not studying throughout the holidays
how pathetic,
failing everything liaos, still don buck up
JOANE LING WTH YOU DOING.
okays, preparing for xiaozu liaos,
hope wont get scolded by lao shi (:

CO was noisy today
make my head very pain
and performance is soso near,
haiz..

detention was crap
a total waste of time
the first few minutes of it was already boring me to death.
so cindy and i went to tour around the school
and VP also dont care!
useless
and so, time goes by..
and the sec 2 camp people cam back
and we saw mdm shar
SO, we just went up to her and start blabbering wad's her f problem
make us stay back for nothing
and she start sayinng IT'S FOR OUR OWN GOOD
sounds like the i not stupid movie.
dumb..
ok, so the debate carries on until 1230
and we got released
woots!
budden, at that time my head was already spinning like merry-go-round
damn pain
haiz...
waste of time and energy.
gonna die
and tomorrow must go back school at 9am pass up the ws.
wth,
it's not yet due!
9-11, she just wants people to go for her remedial, so it wont seem so pathetic.
ok, so can anyone tell me wad will i do between 11 am to 230pm?
TODAY WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME!

wtf,
tmr kana detention my mother still scolding me, say i go detention is purposely want to go out
i dont go lar!
i more happy ah
say until like explain to the VP she will believe or even listen like that
ADULTS ARE LIKE THAT
THEY DONT LISTEN
AND LIKE TO TALK SO MUCH CRAP
and even if i go out,
got wrong meh
holiday stay at home and rot ar.
now im so glad i have detention sia
stay at home = hell
if my throat isnt sore
i feel like shouting and shouting and shouting and shouting
den my head wouldnt hurt so much now
ARGHX
FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD.

I'm going to miss out on all the fun!
so many seniors going to sentosa
and me? DETENTION
!@#$@%%$@$!@

ARGHX!
dammit
that mdm shar
make my chem suck like shit liaos
still say i dint do homework
make me have to stay back monday and tuesday from 9am to 5pm
I SHOW YOU THE PAPER AH
YOU MARKED LE AH
damn you

yiqing and zhiyin ask me go ice skate tmr!
but i cannot go!
just because my brother's friend is coming
and i have to babysit them
wth
im an evil nanny
i will go violent when i deal with small children
*beware*

my march holiday wont be a nice one
sucksucksuck
stupid caterpillar,
i'll make sure that in GR, you wont get one minute of peace sia.
bwa-hahahaa
payback for wasting 2 days of my holidays.
:/

celebrated miss tay's birthday today!!!
Clarence smashed cake on my face!
bwa-hahahaha
i will get my revenge.
den mummy, fred, laoda, ching kee, tiffy, jiaqing, and many others came back to school. sorry!! too many to type!
fred had this bear bag, damn cute de.
and he's playing with it like a 13 yr old
ching kee banged on the luo2, so loud until miss tay squeezed him on the neck
they're still sameold sameold
miss them so much! <3
esp. mummy!!!!
then went to parkway eat.
jia qing was talking like ng ah kay
i will finally understand how he went through this 2 years of hearing ng ah kay's philosophy.
SIAN diao.
hahahaa,
ching kee told me about my dao face.
make me think of the first time i know the seniors.
first time i even saw them during orientation
time passes so quickly
roll back time!!!!!!!!

oh, and about the thing posted yesterday
the meaning about it is
at first couples got together and they love each other.
then they started backstabbing which explains the kick butt and punch face thingy
and then if it was ching kee, he would jump down and suicide.
dotdotdot.

cant get to sleep,
dont want to start a new day tomorrow.
(:

i love you
you love me
we are happy family
i kick your butt
and you punch me in the face
then we suicide right away

- siao senior sir chicky 'copyrighted

hahaha, ching kee created this
it may sound lame, but have great depth in meaning!!!
THINK ABOUT IT(:

some people have SERIOUS attitude problem
dealing with my family is enough,
still have to go school face it.
oh dang,
wth
the problem will never be solved cos i donnoe the problem
so, i shan't bother.
(:
life still continues

woots, the missing CO badgers were found.
thanks to the moving of "house" again.
Friday's xiaozu was kinda lousy.
and i think it made weilin pissed.
after xiaozu went parkway with yiqing to slack.
had a small eating spree.
went home still had to eat.
consequences?FAT

oh, and happy belated birthday to fred and yang hao!
guess they're still at the chalet or probably being pigs at home.
wahhaa.

ru: the world's like that. all we can do is to give a smile(: and get on with it. besides, there'll always with people accompanying you.

black and white(:

sick..
going to sleep now
hope tml can go sch.
urgh

black and white (:

GR have this lame joke/ghost story clan. hahaha
finally became noisier,
although i find HM's ghost stories more exciting.
lol, but nvm, it's a start (:

today was chao slack day.
after school went kbox with yiqing.
and she lost her voice!
lol!, cos of silk road.
hahaha, hopes she gets well soon lar, talenttime coming!

life is so contradicting!!!!
when you see people have something you dont have
you want it
but when you have it
you hate it a lot
make sense?
so stressed these days
and it's not because of studies.
although that sucks too.
i hope all these would just stop and we could be back to NORMAL
stallion say must be a strong christian prayer den will come true
i hope my prayers works!!!
HELP!

black (:

failed my e maths test!!
and it's like a paper which im confident of?
arghx. den mr quek still want see me after class.
assigned me my personal tutor. wahaha
poor gelding.

stayed back in sch to study chem for a while.
edeline ended up sleeping. -.-
den walked out tt time saw steph.
feel so comfortable to talk to HM-ers once again

realised that there are so many march babies in class.
MARCH BABIES RCKS ! (:
i think bday presents is the thought that counts
so dont ask me what i want le k>
but one thing, no more soft toys!!
im trying to find where to get a san1 lun2 che1.=D

black & white (:

gosh... im slacking again.
seriously cant set my mind up to mug after failing so many tests.
BORED!
Mr Quek is nice:D at least the best teacher in 3GR
because of the teachers, i've become racist.
nvm, im gonna suck at my studies le.
OoOoooo! and 2006 not that bad.
total different from HM which i miss so much.
But then again, new environment.
oh crap,
wad i talking/
i miss seniors!
):):):):):):):):

vday was.. sweet (:
Thank ppl for all the nice nice presents. :D

this few days have been really stressful. keep failing tests.
Fail until sian liaos,
classes are exceptionally boring too.

ok, this entry is pretty lame, CYA

CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO GOT WONDERFUL RESULTS FOR THEIR O LEVELS!
and, to those that did not really good, celebrate because it's over (: no use brooding over it, SMILE! ;D

it's been so long since i blogged, im just feeling plain lazy. hah, anw, watch i not stupid too! it's ULTRA SUPER nice!
Failed so many tests, damn sian lar, seriously dont understand wad mdm shar and mr dawood talking. They from some alien planet. and chan chu got attitude problem. arghx. so technically, GR only have 2 good teachers, Mr quek and Miss Gan. Miss Sharmilah is too clever le, clever until me so stupid donnoe wad she talking about. hah.

After the release of results, walked out with cindy, den saw ivan, yixiang, ding jie and some guy i dont know on the bus. HA! they de-xiao-ing Ben sng. L O L. ok fine, i very bad. lols. den jio them to sing post slack. been quite some time since we talked, den catch up some things on their classes. interesting..... ^^

CO nite is reaching really really soon!!!! but.. the progress quite slow. nevermind, i shall have confidence that it would be a success. practise the xin kuang shen yi until hand very pain/ but i guess it'll be all worth it. ((:

I tried to study and finish all my homework le, but if i dont know how to do, how to complete homework. den people see me as some slacker who dont finish homework. ): but seriously, i dont understand a single SHIT! school is getting so boring,.... so so different from HM. dont have any guai lan-ing and bian tai stuffs. when talk a little louder den ppl will shhhhhhh you. got the toilet de gan jue. and i thought it would be the best environment to study, BUT, the teachers simply dont know how to teach. SIAN!

enough of my whining, haha. im still looking at the bright side of life. ((: really really happy for those who did well for o lvls, your hard work was worth it! :D

im getting stressed out! finally!
everyday reach home den feel like sleeping.
den so many homework never do.
The teachers are like so BORING lar,
don understand anything of PHYSICS
and im etting confused with factorisation all over again
SIAN!

there's these 2 scary ah bengs downstair my house.
keep asking me don go school. URGH
irritating, hope don see them again

SCHOOL IS TIRING!

finally doing khang leng's tagged me that thingy. (weird sentence...)
5 random facts about myself:
[1] I hate the rain from today onwards
[2] i pangsehed yiqing and im sorry
[3] I'm not a guai guai hai zi
[4] I hate it when my parents are unreasonable
[5] i am not stressed

can i like stop this chain letter? hahas,
if not people will do until sian de cos im doing this for the second time.
(:
OH! maybe just 1 person, RACHEL KO!
you have to write 5 random facts about yourself and ask 5 more people to do this. whaha

Yesterday was CCA day.
very tiring, sit there for hours.
But the good thing is, zhiwen and liang yu counted more boys and girls in this batch!
wheeee!
CO got hope le to be less feminine le.

Went for steamboat at marina.
Kai xiang looks cool all of a sudden.
hahaha
anw, it was fun,
and more filling than the other time. hahz.
Im looking forward to monday!
I'll vote for bee kwee!
call until she picks up.
(:
ok, ytd was fun =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Year 2005 have been really tough
but somehow, it's super cosy to have few friends just there for you
to lend a shoulder and an ear

Car'line:
Gosh! You know the most about me, evrything under the stars you know. thanks for being there for me the whole time. We must not drift ok! (:

Steph:
O man! your blog was so sweet laas. xD The times spent with you were fun, even studying was fun. The way you crush notes cos of handwriting, heh heh. Work hard k girl? next 2 years will be hard, but im always here for you. :D

Min ru:
Mummy! xie xie ni yi zhi pei zhe wo, ai si ni le! You were there when i needed someone most. I dont know wad will happen if you werent. But to let you know, i'll always have a shoulder vacant for you, and an ear available. I'll never forget all the times we had, will miss you!!!!!

Fred:
You can make me laugh at anything hur. hahaz. Thanks for caring for me last year(2005). You always know the right way to cheer people up. (:

Ivan:
Brother! See you play play, but everytime will listen to my problems de. thanks lots for everything. Helping me chu1 tou2 all the time. Next year different class le, hahas, now my turn to say it for a change. Hang out sometime soon yeah?

Bryan: Talking to you on msn all the while, really hope can have a gathering again one day. Thanks for listening to my blabberish for so long, hope that you will have a new beginning this year and forget abt.. you-know-who. heee (:

Just a few close ones i would like to say a BIG THANK YOU for being there for me in year 2005.

But i love all my friends too! <3
have a happy 2006!
CO peeps! let's work hard for CO night and SYF2007!!
don't disappoint the seniors!
gonna make a difference in 3GR
let's all work hard!