ytd slacked for the whole afternoon. Supposedly to study de, end up doing nothing. haha,
but it was nice xu4-ing jiu4.
i realised i haven do my IC! and my father's reaction was this: the most no IC only ma," =.=
ok, i think that was cool. hahah
it has been almost 2 months pass my birthday, why everyone else got letter liaos??
aye,
okay, today must study doubly hard for e maths.
or im gonna die for sure.
oh one more thing, SOUL is cool (:
CIAOZ

All the teachers are rushing through to teach the chapters.
because common test is late by 2 weeks, so they're using one hour to teach wad is supposed to be taught for like.. 5hours? i like weilin's nick, "teachers and speeding and we're on the car"
but somehow.. i feel challenged, and at the same time tired. sometimes when there's nothing to do and life's relaxed, we'll feel so bored and restless and hope that there's school, homework, tests, exams. but when there really is, we get so busy and just want the pace to slow time. contradiction.
six tests this week, plus 2 exams, = DIE!
my maths and sciences are hopeless, guess i can only rely on my humanes(how to spell?) liaos. let's hope tomorrow mr ma can knock some sense out of me while teaching me e maths. im totally clueless about wad he is teaching now :/

tomorrow alr have 3 history tests. 1 on weimar republic thingy.. which is possible to study. cos my notes a filled up, thanks to CAR. 2nd one is on soviet foreign policy, THAT IS ALL BLANK! and the 3rd one is memorise of all the dates. WE'RE NO IMMORTALS!! this is crazy lar. i'm so dead..
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tomorrow is a maths chem and SS test! OMG..

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ok, the past two days was really pissing-ful.
then, i remembered this story that was read during frc, saying that we have 2 choices, choose to be happy or not. so yeah, i choose to be happy (:
but sometimes it's inevitable don't you think so? for example today's e maths quiz was so .... words could not describe it. hahas, 2 quizes, the 2nd quiz was blank except for a few ridiculous statements. haha, dear marcus kuek have not teach that topic, and we're like supposed to read up on it during the test? weird sense of humour..
the first quiz was stupid, cos me, cindy and esther were pracitcally having group discussion. pass paper here and there. wahaha. and cindy was like, three brains work better :D
tomorrow have physics test.. im quite ok with the starting part of moments le,.. only the part that he rushed trough today was luan4. and then, I LOST MY A MATHS HOMEWORK! Have to redo.. suay lar. seriously don't know where it flew to.
oh, and congrats to tracia and shengxian for getting first and fourth respectively.

reminder: choose to be happy (:

fuck, what the hell is factor theorem! I don't know anything about a maths or e maths! damn, im a sucker. im getting scolded for doing homework. COOl bet im the first hardworking person who gets scolded.
home is living hell,
and im fucking loving it, cos it makes my brain explodes and they could jolly well just pick up the peices of brain.
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Life's getting so boring, and mid years is coming about 2 weeks time?
I feel that things can change very fast hur, or maybe it's just another point of view, i dont know. I just know that all these things are making my head spoin like a merry-go-round.
I want to grow up, out of this child's world.
and know trapped in this kid's place that is meant for children below 15.
I'm bored,
really bored.
entertain me (:

Have you ever wondered how the world is formed? how humans even exist?
Are these existing theories true? Who was the first ever living creature on earth? and how did they come about?
i think these things a freaky and interesting. imagine one day, we learnt that we were fallen from the sky, or just pop out of nowhere. that'll will be so cool if we knew the truth one day (:
And then i wonder again, why were we made to think? to have emotions? to be different from others around us, to have a different personality? Why did God just copy and paste like some scanner to save time? Then maybe, things wouldnt be so complicated in life. Everyone willl have smiling faces looking at an exact same copy of themselves. fascinating.
and yah, the last question, so many people is thinking, when we die, wad will happen? but im more interested in how we even come about. ok, so,when we die, we will just float from our body and look at our dead self just one metre away? or will we just stop thinking, like some computer losing all the memory card?

okay, so one last thing, why do we even study for? im not opposing to studies., just thinking that some compulsary subjects we take at just redundant. Let's say mathematics, so wad if we know how to count and stufff, then wad does logarithms, indices, algebra help us in any way if we go for a career like design? we'll be like wasting our years of studying, all goes down to the drain, or the like flushing everything down the toiletbowl. cos we know that soon, all these would be totally forgotten.
im saying all these is just because im doing coordinate geometry now! and i don see the need to, burning so much of my braincells when i don understand anything. :/
im prepared to go for manymany detentions liaos. the teachers are just abusing their athority, and the VP seriously have nothing better to do. WIERD PEOPLE nowadays.

Today had dazu in the morning. Was so tired that i practically dragged my body to school today. and i slept at 9 plus yesterday night! ok, i admit, im a pig.
And so, dazu just zoomed by, after dazu when to eat. i now realised that feelings will fade. hatred also will fade. so yah, just live day by day :D
anyway, i had this thought just now, what's the point of getting into relationships at this age? it's kind of redundant, not that im against anyone in one right now. i just dont see the need to. ok, end of discussion. haha
MYE is coming, saturday practise is stopping, i will miss the seniors!
i will miss joel's cool way of hitting the drum! heee
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i miss Car'Line laughing with me at all the craps that came into our minds
i miss Steph chatting with me during MYE and EYE, and crying mindlessly together when it's over
i miss Jerome stealing my handphone and wallet every now and then. and saying im a gay who like 5566
i miss Yuguang distracting me from my studies, and taking my ezylink to see
i just miss studying together with these 4 (:

i miss Ivan's nonsense during lessons, and another softer side of him whom i love talking to
i miss Yixiang getting all shy and red in the face, and his constant sorrys which i don't think i will hear now
i miss Zongye getting all sexual with the guys, and high during miss cheong's lessons
i miss xieshern's paper that says:" LAUGH, CLAP"
i miss Chang Long's constant mad shouting that makes everyone laugh
i miss many many more, only im lazy to type anything else
i love my ohsofun 2 HM

When will things be just the way it is before? (:
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yesterday was very fulfilling (:
supposed to meet jiahong and company at sheng siong in the morning, in the end me, steph, car and geraldine decided to just go bugis ourselves. and they dint buy anything for me at sheng siong!! ): ): ):
so met they 3 at bugis, talked, crap, catch up on stuffs, and me and steph had to hear geraldine complain to carline. we were like.. -.-
Went to take neoprints! and i love those hahas, main reason because it's a long time since i took neos! im a busy girl :D






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And then, we made our way to lakeside.
went to sit with them throughout the sports day, cos they reserved a place for me =D hehe,
oh man, i think we're just lame crap, eileen's friend had this binoculars to spy on adriano opposite! omg, crap crap. hahas,
and so they say they spotted him, although i didnt. lols, according to them, he's wearing a black and white cap, sitting between two yellow guys and above the red and white temasek banner. LOL
after the sports meet, went back to GR, den we went to bugis to watch movie. we watch FIREWALL! i think that show is nice, although there were some parts that were chim.
So mama had to explain to me. hehe,

Going out with car and geraldine again today (: i miss HM-ers!

sudewo, arent you happy that i updated? haha, pon-er, work hard for mid years! it's coming, even JOANE LING is paying attention in class now. (: miss you sexay.

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ok, i think im just bored.

Yesterday had CO, i think it's improving.. that's a start (:

after CO went to kallang to "study" geog. hahas, end up crapping and laughing most of the time. Tenghui is LAME! I can't believe such clever person could talk so much crap, lol. impressive.
We were so noisy that Yiqing can't stand us and wouldnt friend us anymore. hahah,
she went to sit with joel and sylvia instead. i took tenghui's physics worksheet to try try, and i was like.. how to do? for every question. pathetic me ):
To think mid year is coming when we just finished our CT. The school wants us to die from exhaustion. Tomorrow have chem and geog test, and i can't seem to study. someone please inspire me!
And so, i left earlier cos my father come fetch me. when to century square to eat. bought a new bag. woots. but i think it's stupid, why i use my own money my mother must give so many comments about it. arghx.

so ok, i think i shall go study already. CIAOZ

My class was invaded by terrorists with fire extinguishers.
So everyone's tables and chairs were covered in sulphur. when we cleaned it, water+sulphur = sulphuric acid. H2SO4.
Mid-year is coming so soon! I WANT TO DIE! Stressed up like shit.
CO's also taking up a lot of my time, not that im complaining just that u hope i can cope both equally well.
So, yesterday i slept from 6 plus to 9 plus. and it wasnt intentional, i was only pretending to sleep, end up sleeping like a PIG. and i woke up and was like. WTH! why the 9pm show so fast show?! hahaha. i feel so slack
So i tried accessing to Heymaths, but couldnt get in, msged me kwek, and it dint help. so i just did the homework with the help of testbook. And was so proud of myself when i complete all the homework! first time this year~! I'm so happy. lol
but i know this wont last, cos here i am slacking again. Too tired to do anything, SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME!
I have no face to show my CT marks, hahas, Che yu was like, if you dont buck up, you will really die le. hahaha, HE ADVISED ME! cool. lols,
hopes tmr's dazu goes well x)
SYONARA(:

My life seems to be so cramped up nowadays.
After CT, new challenges awaits.
I wonder when my life will spice up into something really exciting..
anticipating for that day to come....
:/

anw, got back e maths paper today.
ok, im pure stupid as expected.
and miss ng confiscated my ezylink card.
2nd thing since last thurs she confiscated something from me.
and WOOTS.!
my father gonna write a official complain letter.
cool to have a father working for the society.
but it's only letter for the ezylink card, not the phone ):
he say:" WHAT IF MY DAUGHTER DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO GO HOME?! IS SHE GOING TO CAMP IN SCHOOL?" wahaha
and he is making me pretend that im broke today.
which is... so not true.. but whatever,
im just pissed with the whole school system now.
what detention?! detention where got one time 20-30 plus ppl seating at the foyer.
totally lame, like wad zhiwen say, abusing of power.
the previous detention that i and cindy went, we even could tour around the school 3-4 times!!
pathetic system
poor security
retards.

I'm feeling so tired lar.. want to study so much.. but there's just too many things to do.
CO night is coming up, .. mid-year is around the corner, .. the season of hivernation seems to be catching up on me. and im just tired of rushing against the ticktock ticktock sound.
it's annonying.
i dont want things to happen so fast around me. such a hectic life!
i want some memories that one day 10 years from now, i will be looking back and marvel at my memories and experience. (:
everyday i look at the homework, i just feel like tearing everything to bits.
and i hate to copy, what will it benefit me?.. i dont know.. ok, unless is those kind of dumb and useless stuff like zuo ye. it's a total waste of time doing it. but sometimes.. it's just inevitable,
there are just too many things to do but too little time!
sheldon is right.. i want 48 hours a day. so that can sleep more. ZZzZzz

ok,.. maybe i shall sleep now.. maybe i shall do some homework,.. or maybe i shall lian4 my ruan.. whatever it is... i fell SO TIRED. ! :/
syonara!

Today morning had to go to school for comm meeting.
daddy woke me up, den i kicked him. lols.
still im dreamland, maybe i was dreaming about the GIGANTIC NUT so i kicked you.
hahaha, anyone who watched ice age 2 should know, right cindy?
lols, ok so i went to school and took the badges from my locker.
gave biscuits to jamie and ningmao and we happily strolled to cca block. LOL
meeting was of cos about co night. DUH,
continue continued.. blah blah, ( tian ji bu ke tou lu )
but one thing was really true, about the disiplinary.
i guess.. things will be better if discipline was enforced.
And khang leng scolded everyone today,
i think she lost her patience.
so anw, CO practise commerce, with the seniors coming back to help out.
i still cant get the E flat diao that whole chunk.
gotta practise real hard already/
so happy that sheng long said he could come and practise with me on wednesday.
dont want him to luo4 hou4, i know the feeling of getting scolded by teacher, it aint nice.
i think Joel and Weisheng beat the drum damn cool. MAN~
lols, i hope i dont see weisheng's father already. ltr he ask me whether i got see his son in school again. -.-
and fred had nothing to do after practice, keep calling me but PRETENDED not to. nvm, shall play along lor. hahaha.
miss the seniors lar.. although there werent much interaction between us, but it feels confortable seeing them again.
OH! and ching kee gave me his self-made perfume. nicenice. even my mother said it was nice. so i wont use it to spray the toilet.
jiaqing wanted to eat my prata.
he's one really nice "gangster" hahas.
let's hope CO will improve! if not we're gonna have a tough time nex year during SYF. i can sense it. i reckon everyone can sense it too. even joel.
kays, gotta eat apple.
an apple a day keeps the doctor away (:

CT IS OVER!
i feel good nananana~
physics was much easier than expected.
only for the vernier calipers part, i totally blanked out.
but nvm, at least kinematics and dynamics were good (:
oh, and ICE AGE 2!
IS TOTALLY RETARDED.
AND CUTE (:
everyone inside the show was kinda crazy in the mind,
especially that sloth and the acorn-nut squirrel.
seriously, great show to just look at their retarded actions after CT.
oooohh~, but the sabretooth who everyone calls him tiger is the only real MAN in the show. and, he doesnt even look like a tiger! why is he called a tiger! see, even the script writer is retarded. hahahaa,
everything's just retarded about this show :D
therefore, im nuts~ too.

MISS NG CONFISCATED MY PHONE!
im totally insecure without it.
got back sim card today, flooded with messages, guess everyone thought i dao-ed them. hehe.
sian!, tmr have SS content test, but i just don feel like studying anymore! why must the school force us to study!
retard. retard.

anw, i think im so weak, hahaha.
cindy and esther can walk for hours and hours and not feel tired at all.
and i feel BEAT. i think penelope also don feel tired. lols, i dont go shopping de ma.
ask me go out, i'll just go and play.
nvm, get use to it, train my leg muscles.
IM BORED! oh, and i wonder what's bo zhong's reaction when he saw the physics paper.

seriously, if my family cant help, please zip their pathetic mouths,
CT brings stress, stress and more STRESS
and end up getting more scoldings by parents,
and more rejection by brother ( dont anyhow think, is rejection of helping me solve maths problems)
having so many problems with maths,
MATHS IS A STUPID SUBJECT WHICH KILLS BRAIN CELLS.
fact: do you know that solving a maths problem burns up 100000000 brain cells per second?
myth: you will die from maths problems

im bored of studying,
but there's still so many things i haven touched on!
pressurised..
yesterday went for e maths remedial in the morning,
and was so tempted to go for CO after that.
cos i saw tingkai and laoda. hahah,
but dint go in the end, cos i know i would flunk totally and regret in the end.
when to parkway with weiing to eat.
And when library to borrow books.
and now, im so addicted to the chinese novel already:D
went home, was planning to study,
but fell asleep in my uniform instead.
the skirt was even on!
smelly..
so i woke up, i vow no to sleep tonight
but fail, DUH.
okays, so i think im gonna continue studying.
SS is a boring book!
not a reccomended book for kids below 18.
chem, physics, e maths, A MATHS are killing me.
i dont want to die so young!

These few days have been studying... i think...
today is definitely suay day,
kana caught by mr soon when he's in terrible mood,
den he shout to me and cindy from concourse,
den ask us to go 4bn
but we got lost, cos chunpoh and zi can donnoe where 4bn is-.-
when we made it there, mr soon went to LT to look for us,
and came back with black face.
and so, blablabla, detention till 6pm!
and did 100 squats.
But cindy was worst, mr soon called the other girl, which was me, to go already,.
she had to stay with him for 2 periods, doing sit ups and finger exercise
and rotting facing the wall.
den pissed with myself and mr quek
WHY MUST HE GIVE QUIZ EVERYDAY
MAKE ME SEE MY MARKS ALSO PEK CEK LAR.
arghx,
mugmugmugmugstudystudystudystudy

Tomorrow school reopen!
which means CT is nearer.
dang,
why cant the holidays just drag on.
i'm finally settling down to do my compre, but i just can't sit still.
let's see.. new term, new beginnings,
im gonna start doing my homework already,
and hope bananut does too, hahas,
we gonna mug hard!
oh, and did i mention that i saw bryan on the mrt?
He gave me a heart attack by appearing out of nowhere in front of me.
miss him a lot, miss teacher scolding us for talking too much,
and hand signalling across the classroom when she seperated us.
good old days...
okays, shall continue doing compre.
happy last day of holidays!!

Wednesday
Had 6.6'03 gathering at tampines.
Saw leon on MRT, tot he was going, scare me.
but end up is i took the wrong train. -.-
hehe
chek kai was like.. "smart..."
ok, so i reached there without any harm
there's chek kai, jin wen, jia jun, joshua, that malay boy, (dammit, i forgot wad's his name again!), xinning, jun ting, cherie, jazreen, eleen, shila, syazanna, phay key and serene.
went pizza hut to eat.
hahas, with my voiceless voice, still bicker with chek kai
wl, we seriously cannot agree on anything. lols,
and jin wen, jia jun and joshua find it funny. =.=
after eating, went to arcade.
yay!
i won chek kai, jin wen and jia jun on time crisis 2.
bwa hahahah
(: (:

Thursday
stayed at home to supposingly study
but end up eat, play sleep.
wad a pig.. ^(00)^
den went to see doctor,
cos i cannot talk liaos
will zhao2 xia1 liddat
den he see me for the 2nd time within 2 weeks,
hahas,
den change medicine,
cos the previous one i told him it tasted like grass. hehe,
there's 2 ulcers on my throat.
freaky~

Friday
Hols is ending!!
and im feeling very guilty for not studying throughout the holidays
how pathetic,
failing everything liaos, still don buck up
JOANE LING WTH YOU DOING.
okays, preparing for xiaozu liaos,
hope wont get scolded by lao shi (:

CO was noisy today
make my head very pain
and performance is soso near,
haiz..

detention was crap
a total waste of time
the first few minutes of it was already boring me to death.
so cindy and i went to tour around the school
and VP also dont care!
useless
and so, time goes by..
and the sec 2 camp people cam back
and we saw mdm shar
SO, we just went up to her and start blabbering wad's her f problem
make us stay back for nothing
and she start sayinng IT'S FOR OUR OWN GOOD
sounds like the i not stupid movie.
dumb..
ok, so the debate carries on until 1230
and we got released
woots!
budden, at that time my head was already spinning like merry-go-round
damn pain
haiz...
waste of time and energy.
gonna die
and tomorrow must go back school at 9am pass up the ws.
wth,
it's not yet due!
9-11, she just wants people to go for her remedial, so it wont seem so pathetic.
ok, so can anyone tell me wad will i do between 11 am to 230pm?
TODAY WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME!

wtf,
tmr kana detention my mother still scolding me, say i go detention is purposely want to go out
i dont go lar!
i more happy ah
say until like explain to the VP she will believe or even listen like that
ADULTS ARE LIKE THAT
THEY DONT LISTEN
AND LIKE TO TALK SO MUCH CRAP
and even if i go out,
got wrong meh
holiday stay at home and rot ar.
now im so glad i have detention sia
stay at home = hell
if my throat isnt sore
i feel like shouting and shouting and shouting and shouting
den my head wouldnt hurt so much now
ARGHX
FUCK THE WHOLE WORLD.

I'm going to miss out on all the fun!
so many seniors going to sentosa
and me? DETENTION
!@#$@%%$@$!@

ARGHX!
dammit
that mdm shar
make my chem suck like shit liaos
still say i dint do homework
make me have to stay back monday and tuesday from 9am to 5pm
I SHOW YOU THE PAPER AH
YOU MARKED LE AH
damn you

yiqing and zhiyin ask me go ice skate tmr!
but i cannot go!
just because my brother's friend is coming
and i have to babysit them
wth
im an evil nanny
i will go violent when i deal with small children
*beware*

my march holiday wont be a nice one
sucksucksuck
stupid caterpillar,
i'll make sure that in GR, you wont get one minute of peace sia.
bwa-hahahaa
payback for wasting 2 days of my holidays.
:/

celebrated miss tay's birthday today!!!
Clarence smashed cake on my face!
bwa-hahahaha
i will get my revenge.
den mummy, fred, laoda, ching kee, tiffy, jiaqing, and many others came back to school. sorry!! too many to type!
fred had this bear bag, damn cute de.
and he's playing with it like a 13 yr old
ching kee banged on the luo2, so loud until miss tay squeezed him on the neck
they're still sameold sameold
miss them so much! <3
esp. mummy!!!!
then went to parkway eat.
jia qing was talking like ng ah kay
i will finally understand how he went through this 2 years of hearing ng ah kay's philosophy.
SIAN diao.
hahahaa,
ching kee told me about my dao face.
make me think of the first time i know the seniors.
first time i even saw them during orientation
time passes so quickly
roll back time!!!!!!!!

oh, and about the thing posted yesterday
the meaning about it is
at first couples got together and they love each other.
then they started backstabbing which explains the kick butt and punch face thingy
and then if it was ching kee, he would jump down and suicide.
dotdotdot.

cant get to sleep,
dont want to start a new day tomorrow.
(:

i love you
you love me
we are happy family
i kick your butt
and you punch me in the face
then we suicide right away

- siao senior sir chicky 'copyrighted

hahaha, ching kee created this
it may sound lame, but have great depth in meaning!!!
THINK ABOUT IT(:

some people have SERIOUS attitude problem
dealing with my family is enough,
still have to go school face it.
oh dang,
wth
the problem will never be solved cos i donnoe the problem
so, i shan't bother.
(:
life still continues

woots, the missing CO badgers were found.
thanks to the moving of "house" again.
Friday's xiaozu was kinda lousy.
and i think it made weilin pissed.
after xiaozu went parkway with yiqing to slack.
had a small eating spree.
went home still had to eat.
consequences?FAT

oh, and happy belated birthday to fred and yang hao!
guess they're still at the chalet or probably being pigs at home.
wahhaa.

ru: the world's like that. all we can do is to give a smile(: and get on with it. besides, there'll always with people accompanying you.

black and white(:

sick..
going to sleep now
hope tml can go sch.
urgh

black and white (:

GR have this lame joke/ghost story clan. hahaha
finally became noisier,
although i find HM's ghost stories more exciting.
lol, but nvm, it's a start (:

today was chao slack day.
after school went kbox with yiqing.
and she lost her voice!
lol!, cos of silk road.
hahaha, hopes she gets well soon lar, talenttime coming!

life is so contradicting!!!!
when you see people have something you dont have
you want it
but when you have it
you hate it a lot
make sense?
so stressed these days
and it's not because of studies.
although that sucks too.
i hope all these would just stop and we could be back to NORMAL
stallion say must be a strong christian prayer den will come true
i hope my prayers works!!!
HELP!

black (:

failed my e maths test!!
and it's like a paper which im confident of?
arghx. den mr quek still want see me after class.
assigned me my personal tutor. wahaha
poor gelding.

stayed back in sch to study chem for a while.
edeline ended up sleeping. -.-
den walked out tt time saw steph.
feel so comfortable to talk to HM-ers once again

realised that there are so many march babies in class.
MARCH BABIES RCKS ! (:
i think bday presents is the thought that counts
so dont ask me what i want le k>
but one thing, no more soft toys!!
im trying to find where to get a san1 lun2 che1.=D

black & white (:

gosh... im slacking again.
seriously cant set my mind up to mug after failing so many tests.
BORED!
Mr Quek is nice:D at least the best teacher in 3GR
because of the teachers, i've become racist.
nvm, im gonna suck at my studies le.
OoOoooo! and 2006 not that bad.
total different from HM which i miss so much.
But then again, new environment.
oh crap,
wad i talking/
i miss seniors!
):):):):):):):):

vday was.. sweet (:
Thank ppl for all the nice nice presents. :D

this few days have been really stressful. keep failing tests.
Fail until sian liaos,
classes are exceptionally boring too.

ok, this entry is pretty lame, CYA

CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO GOT WONDERFUL RESULTS FOR THEIR O LEVELS!
and, to those that did not really good, celebrate because it's over (: no use brooding over it, SMILE! ;D

it's been so long since i blogged, im just feeling plain lazy. hah, anw, watch i not stupid too! it's ULTRA SUPER nice!
Failed so many tests, damn sian lar, seriously dont understand wad mdm shar and mr dawood talking. They from some alien planet. and chan chu got attitude problem. arghx. so technically, GR only have 2 good teachers, Mr quek and Miss Gan. Miss Sharmilah is too clever le, clever until me so stupid donnoe wad she talking about. hah.

After the release of results, walked out with cindy, den saw ivan, yixiang, ding jie and some guy i dont know on the bus. HA! they de-xiao-ing Ben sng. L O L. ok fine, i very bad. lols. den jio them to sing post slack. been quite some time since we talked, den catch up some things on their classes. interesting..... ^^

CO nite is reaching really really soon!!!! but.. the progress quite slow. nevermind, i shall have confidence that it would be a success. practise the xin kuang shen yi until hand very pain/ but i guess it'll be all worth it. ((:

I tried to study and finish all my homework le, but if i dont know how to do, how to complete homework. den people see me as some slacker who dont finish homework. ): but seriously, i dont understand a single SHIT! school is getting so boring,.... so so different from HM. dont have any guai lan-ing and bian tai stuffs. when talk a little louder den ppl will shhhhhhh you. got the toilet de gan jue. and i thought it would be the best environment to study, BUT, the teachers simply dont know how to teach. SIAN!

enough of my whining, haha. im still looking at the bright side of life. ((: really really happy for those who did well for o lvls, your hard work was worth it! :D

im getting stressed out! finally!
everyday reach home den feel like sleeping.
den so many homework never do.
The teachers are like so BORING lar,
don understand anything of PHYSICS
and im etting confused with factorisation all over again
SIAN!

there's these 2 scary ah bengs downstair my house.
keep asking me don go school. URGH
irritating, hope don see them again

SCHOOL IS TIRING!

finally doing khang leng's tagged me that thingy. (weird sentence...)
5 random facts about myself:
[1] I hate the rain from today onwards
[2] i pangsehed yiqing and im sorry
[3] I'm not a guai guai hai zi
[4] I hate it when my parents are unreasonable
[5] i am not stressed

can i like stop this chain letter? hahas,
if not people will do until sian de cos im doing this for the second time.
(:
OH! maybe just 1 person, RACHEL KO!
you have to write 5 random facts about yourself and ask 5 more people to do this. whaha

Yesterday was CCA day.
very tiring, sit there for hours.
But the good thing is, zhiwen and liang yu counted more boys and girls in this batch!
wheeee!
CO got hope le to be less feminine le.

Went for steamboat at marina.
Kai xiang looks cool all of a sudden.
hahaha
anw, it was fun,
and more filling than the other time. hahz.
Im looking forward to monday!
I'll vote for bee kwee!
call until she picks up.
(:
ok, ytd was fun =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Year 2005 have been really tough
but somehow, it's super cosy to have few friends just there for you
to lend a shoulder and an ear

Car'line:
Gosh! You know the most about me, evrything under the stars you know. thanks for being there for me the whole time. We must not drift ok! (:

Steph:
O man! your blog was so sweet laas. xD The times spent with you were fun, even studying was fun. The way you crush notes cos of handwriting, heh heh. Work hard k girl? next 2 years will be hard, but im always here for you. :D

Min ru:
Mummy! xie xie ni yi zhi pei zhe wo, ai si ni le! You were there when i needed someone most. I dont know wad will happen if you werent. But to let you know, i'll always have a shoulder vacant for you, and an ear available. I'll never forget all the times we had, will miss you!!!!!

Fred:
You can make me laugh at anything hur. hahaz. Thanks for caring for me last year(2005). You always know the right way to cheer people up. (:

Ivan:
Brother! See you play play, but everytime will listen to my problems de. thanks lots for everything. Helping me chu1 tou2 all the time. Next year different class le, hahas, now my turn to say it for a change. Hang out sometime soon yeah?

Bryan: Talking to you on msn all the while, really hope can have a gathering again one day. Thanks for listening to my blabberish for so long, hope that you will have a new beginning this year and forget abt.. you-know-who. heee (:

Just a few close ones i would like to say a BIG THANK YOU for being there for me in year 2005.

But i love all my friends too! <3
have a happy 2006!
CO peeps! let's work hard for CO night and SYF2007!!
don't disappoint the seniors!
gonna make a difference in 3GR
let's all work hard!

Im seasick!!
hahas.
today was fun laas... although it was a scam(used correctly?) led by YANZHI.
tell me CO ppl, in the end i see his bunch of people.
i reached aljunied at exactly 10am.
first person i saw, OSAMA. =.=
i was 0.o! "WHY YOU HERE?!"
den the rest came from all directions.
AHHHHH
budden, got jun hong and liang yu, so okay la.
den we sat mrt to chinese garden, waited for Javin.
hmmmmms.. the place was so cool man, first time there.
den we went to the lazy river. The guys keep making cannon balls.
den laze around. They went children pool somemore.
slide down the slide.. hahaz, make sense?
i thought it would be damn fast and scary laas,
but turn out
hahaz, very fun
den go to the wave pool
my arm not enough strength!
so difficult to pull myself up to the float.
den the wave was so cold.
it was raining!
den jon toppled us
hahaha,
i was afraid cos liang yu donnoe how to swim!
but she got hold of the float, clever. haha
den stay there play play
den go bathe liaos.
jun hong had to gan shi jian, so i go home
start to feel giddy
den i bleagggg! (don have to spacify wad's tt)
SEA SICK LA!
lols. funfunfun.

Min Ru tagged me. (ooooooh, and i put space. (:) haahz... so have to do this thing :

Rules of the game : Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Dont forget to leave a comment that says" You are tagged" on their blog and ask them to read yours.

1. I have phobia of toilet bowls. (dont ask me how i shit and stuff) hahaz. that is no choice, nature calls! :D

2. I'm fearing for the year 2006, but i want 2005 to pass on. contradiction?

3. This year's christmas is the best yet worst christmas I've had. Contradiction again?

4. I'm always contradicting myself.

5. I watch cartoons a lot (:

hmmmms.. now i want
Bryan
Joel
Wanting
Suethui
Jiaqing

to do this. no choice lehx.. a lot of ppl do b4,haha.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

nice christmas, i love it (:
and christmas aint over!

i'm still going for some church party
tomorrow. :D

to all my loved ones
i love you!!!

[ will it be different if i made a different choice? ]
but i have no choice.

CO camp is over!
first day of camp had the war flag thingy, me and min si went to see the bball ppl play piano
whaha.
wl.. dint know that bball ppl can play piano, so cool
osama play tt time his face so gek sai.
hahaah
so engrossed

protect the flag was a flop laas.
but i had fun. haha
no one came to our territory, so we attacked ourselves. heh heh
jun hong go splash water at me cos i bomded him. hahz.
den mingda. ha
den my phone spoil
den went out to buy vegetarian food,
was praying tt my phone would work, cos i was alone and cannot contact the others.
den pray until can work.
but ppl cannot hear me talk.
):
den end of camp den realised tt must shout den ppl can hear.
i think cos wet barhs..
must wait for it to dry
hahz
oh yah
den prayed for the rain to stop when im half way to school.
near to sch gate tt time den rain so heavily
so RAN lorhs

aiya.. i jumo to night walk barhs
i so scared the toilet!!!
i have phobia of toilet bowls le!
they don believe me!

okays.. i sian liaos.
i end. buaix!

yesterday had performance at toa payoh some buddhist association thingy. before that had practice and agree la, everyone so high.
then they had some gay stuffs, jing wen and yuan yang act out so CUTE!
saw my kao ji marks.
so idiotic.
one more mark!
): ):
dint see my comments, must see how come minus me 1 mark, deprive me of my distinction.
hahah.
den after performance walked home with joy, cos she need to rush home
den cannot let her one person walk out also
ya, den go home,
eat, bathe, dota, sleep

BUAIZ

Back from chalet!!
a slacking chalet. all about LF2, majong, cards and swimming,
haha.
but it's the last time any of this will happen.
yeh...
back with a sunburnt skin
so pain and reddish
slept for many many many many hours after i came back and woke up at 830.

haven finish book review, don care liaos.
school reopen den pass up.
cant be bothered.
have other things in mind

emptiness inside..

Our master piece for today. hahaMet min ru and hui min at simei MRT. hoi! they 2 late! hai4 me eat lunch finish in 5 mins and ran there, and they LATE! hur hur! hahaa, den we went to parkway meet them. den looked around at the CD shop for a while den go to buy boards and stuff liaos.lols, do until very funny. looking forward to being crazy fans. =.=seriously, doing this for a friend, it's meaningful.But if you ask me to do for some other people i dont know and go crazy, im gonna knock my head off.



Zhiwen's mother said to have a formal one first. HAHA!





We became crazy soon after. Taking after bee kwee's pose. wahha.




Our new master pieces after the rest left. whahaa. and zhiwen's mother is CUTE. haha. very fun to talk with.I cant wait for tuesday!! CO CHALET!

My family is a bunch of shit man. and we live in a toilet bowl.
Mother- narrow minded, small brained, biased shit
Father- allergic to noise but noise magnifier shit
Big brother- sucker up, dishonest, violence inflict-or shit
Little brother- Fat with lies, twist facts to his advantage, amused by people's pain, evil cunning disgustingly scheming with that face i wish i could hit it like a piniata. biggest shit

Me- SHIT and living with SHIT.
im petty, irritating, bossy, borned with a dao face, and everything you could think of.
so, live with it.
cos im living in a fcuking smelly toilet bowl.
______________________________________________________
maybe i should just remove the tag board, it's getting irritatingly quiet.
______________________________________________________
Yesterday went to lao shi's house for lunch.
She made us shui jiao and ma la huo bo. so nice :D
then lian qin a while, eh.. ok, not a while, quite long. Yiqing ly say de.
den we went to Ruanzu concert, Jamie and Sylvia went home.

Ben was made to sit behind, HAHA. cannot blame us, teacher gave us this kind of tickets. LOL
Den YQ, LY think he so ke lian, den i went to sit with them, cos samuel went off.
HAhz, i like the singapore sling, seductive. =.= lol.

After concert went to old market ( lao ba sha) eat.

Today kao ji.
Yiqing came to support us. haha, she nothing better to do sia.
but good, give us encouragements. (: (:
haiz.. my hand stiff until the gun3 zou4 starting part no good and the bo pian slip a little out of my hand. ARGHX
sigh..
nvm, it's over. Hope at least can get merit lorhs.
congrats to Chunpoh sia,
Distinction
Lao shi sure damn happy de sia. :D :D

Good luck to people taking kao ji tml yeah?
geraldine, Weilin, Sylvia,Siongmin, Zhiwen. and those that i dont know.
JIA YOU!
p.s don be like me ):
good luck wors.

i'm so so bored.
Chung Cheng have 3 future superstars.
JIAQING, BEE KWEE AND CARMEN!
haha, and i think the others also sing very good, only that the judges too strict and it was the last day already, so i think they stricter.
olivia said that she will have phobia of mic? lols, no la, dreams wont so easy banished de.
went to j8 on Sunday. Sheng Long's cousin is like China man, if anyone have seen the Russel's video, LOL should know wad i mean.
CHINA MAN CHINA MAN. shoot stale fortune cookies from his wrist. :D
After that went to meet Rit, they played bowling, den me and zhiwen talk talk.
Very ke xi that kai xiang never go for campus superstar lorhs, haiz.
den they can da3 zhao4 him to have more fashion sense. haha, TUCK OUT SHIRT!

Yesterday went for dazu. b4 that went to buy uniform. Can't believe I'm so FAT! 30 lehx!
siao siao. dazu wasn't really good. esp. the J part.
Ltr gg for xiaozu ler, last time going to see huang gui fang before kai ji
WAH... first time i miss her sia.

oh yah.. anyone who takes lit can tell me? ):
donnoe difficult not..
sian..
and it's FREAKING COLD~
ltr i become snowman.
okays.... going to prepare for xiaozu ler.
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE!
anw, my tag board very sian, tag ok.

yesterday had the east zone sports thingy. haha, we played frisbee.
Ultimate Frisbee. Was cool and fun to play, something like softball, only the ball is not a ball, but a frisbee.
anyway, i don like screeching sirens, they make my head wanna split and kill a lot of my precious brain cells. especially those sirens that live in the sea. corels.. urgh.
Bedok view was cool. They were so cute and nice, even pei4 he2 with hannah's cold joke. 1, 2, 3 HAHAHAHA!
Then two of the instructors were cool. like them. one of them look like william, i don mean wiliam hung, but the act in heaven's robe that singapore model. Damn shuai. But i think he throw frisbee a little lost aim, go hit until that girl's boobs. OUCh, must be so pain. can't stop laughing.
and then, i have a question to ask, is my face that scary when i don smile? that instructor was like keep apologising when i don't even know he apologise for wad. i only turned i look in his direction den he thought i angry with him for saying "wl"?. hmmmms... i dint even heard him say that can. HAHA

after the frisbee game, we sat bus to far east plaza. Took neoprints there. Zhiwen kinda made us into clowns, but it was cute laas. Big red nose and funky specs. LOL. Den go home, head pain like shit. Stupid sirens.

Today had xiaozu. woots, dint get scolded by teacher. (: hehe. Kao ji in like 12 more days. Scary. But i don have the tension. Guess this year very little pressure. But I want to kao hao! :D and Min Ru, if you see this, i going to watch your performance wor! lol. I cant wait for Co camp and Co chalet. hope i don't get that 5 person nightmare again. urgh. made me so sia4 suay1 go ask ppl stupid stuffs. heh heeh.

okays, to the sec 4s, a few more papers, must cheng1 xia4 qu4!!! JIA YOU ok? then it'll be PLAY TIME!

Went to East Coast for chalet on Tues. met steph,car,ivan,yx,fongzhi,jerome,benedict first. den walked there. PLayed cards and majong in the chalet, then started fire. haha, the fire just wont start up, until the legendary sheldon came. lol. Our first batch of sausage was black :D
eat eat eat, drink drink drink.
then back to playing games.Eng Swee went crazy sia. Start wetting toilet paper and throwing at bano. then they 2 became retarded.
then a lot of people start going home with vincent. wahh.. his mama bake cake for us eat for fun damn nice. (:
after everything, went home at 12 plus. hahz.. fun laas.. (:

ytd was the release of the class distribution. got into 3GR.. sian..
after xiaozu dint go back to chalet. cos mummy say got thunder. -.- whatever.. haha. looking forward to CO chalet and CO camp.

OPEN HSE!

Yesterday was open house. reached school at 730am. YAWNZ.. so tired. den ban1 yue4 qi4 and played one song then went to meet steph for project work liaos. She sit taxi in, den got taxi come i tot was her, in the end come out de is osama and angelina. =.=

our shift was from 9-11, but stayed there for three hours. cos 830 must report den took laptop from miss wan. sian sian there. played minesweeper on the laptop. :D haha
after shift wanna rush back for CO to my beloved Ruan. dint play yang bian, partly cos i only know how to play half, and partly cos Siong min's ruan the xian2 broke. den played the next song. WHOO, my ruan (:(:(:

played hua1 hao2, and this time is fredrick conductiing. haha, so funny. guessed it got confusing, den one part he sang it out. hahz....
break that time went back to pei2 jolyn cos tot she was alone. found ningmao and yijun there too. -.- nvm, finished zong ye's nyo hiang. den went to canteen get thing drink. saw bunch of co ppl there, so went to sit down. talk talk. anw, 1x2x3x4x5x6x0 = 0! and i think i also so stupid. 1x2x3x0x4x5 also = 0. and i dint know! ): oh yah, and cats bark. ;) WOOF

kao ji on the 28NOV. sian sian sian sian. today wad date liaos ar?..
hmmms.. 1.14pm. i shall devote my after lunch and packing my room to my RUAN.
cya!

was seeing the cancer charity show
and i think is crazy
esp. the one that tay bing hui and andy i think is on
tie the metal chains around them and expect them to break them
siao ar!
OUCH!
they got blue blacks on their muscles le lor.
wahh.. so pain.

the whole day today was sian laas,
MSN not working):
den searched for cardboards cannot find.
ok, show finish le, shall go sleep.
nitex ppl! (:

WOKE UP LATE!
stupid alarm clock, never ring
made me wake up at 7.55am
siao sia.. supposed to reach at 8am liddat to ban1 yue4 qi4 .. ):
sorry..

the practice wasn't very good barhs..
beat and stuff.
and khang leng fell sick.
take cares yeah?

after that discussed the co camp games.
hahaha
hope it will work out la.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

then went to katong play bowling
got this 2 guys
chao pro man.
still got instructor de.
haha, and were taking each one lane and all filled up.
tsk tsk, too much money. haha
after bowling went home lorhs.
hahaz, saw addy
he looks so beng can.
nvm, not my prob.
(:

today supposed to meet up for brochure
but i guess, a lot of ppl cannot bahx.
so yeah,
will rot at home. wahahaa.
byebye ! (:

so sian
exams results all come out liaos.
den must choose streams..
next year everything will be different liaos.
very difficult to choose sia.

but nvm
that will be next yr
long way..
dint go to sch today
manymany reasons.
one of it of cos is i sick la. hahaha
ok, just feeling siann
CO resumes.
recruitment drive would be up next.
den many more..

esp. EXAMS!!!
ahhhh!
scary.... heh heh
and of cos,
CO CAMP!!!!!!!
sec 2 plan games.
believe me,
it'll be fun (:
GERALDINE!!! YOU BETTER GO.
wahahahah!
i got your ba2 bing3 liaos,
so you MUST go de.
bwa0hahaha

THANKS hor
thanks for creating a propaganda
THANKS hor
thanks for saying all those stuff

and THANKS to you
for breaking my trust
THANKS
for not standing by me

life can be so contradicting hur
i wanna find my childhood pals
and im glad i found many
(:

oh yay!
handphone can use again!
hehe


went marina for steamboat today
was fun la.
smoky,hot
and just one big MESS
lose mdm tham face liaos.
LOL

glad i went there instead of swimming
cos it's nice gathering with HM people.
(:
must plan for post exams activity le.
on MRT book ppl
wahahaha!
ENJOY POST EXAM DAYS!

suck
fcuk
URGH


few words to describe it:
unbelievable
unexpected
shocking
depressing
SUCKY
FCUKY
URGHY

SIANY!

exams is unofficially over!
but cannot watch yummy yummy
cos mother thinks ACC is impt?!
and cos my ACC got F9 b4.
hehe.
but, it's BORING!
and im bored.

Science paper today is lame.
Lame questions all over the paper.
and i'm not lame enough.
SO,
I donnoe how to do.
COOL man..
should regret watching tv the whole night liaos.
):) -> wad face?
haiz... tot sci can get good de.
SCI REP LEHX!
my face need to bury le.
hahah

im looking forward to FRI
cos last day of exam
ACC, another lame paper
my life is full of lame shit,
whoo
shan't blog so often
cos im currently playing around with a new website.
haha, thanks to the nice taiwanese.
TAIWAN is a nice play ya noe

ok, cya!

exams coming liaos.
1 more day.
WOOTS. no panick.
tried studying, but end up watching tv throughout the night.
so guilty sia.

SERIOUSLY,
i don't like that mellisa lim.
and i mean the history teacher
not the other one. hah
SHE have a bloody attitude problem as a teacher man
abusing of athority
WTH
where got this kinda teacher
see people bu shuang
den fcuked up.

but i'd rather not have 12,13,14 be in MCQ only
cos those chpts is just understanding nia
not like the in front de
must memorise.
DIFF!

ok, have to go study
OR maybe,
i can go sleep.
ZzZzZzZz
happy as BIRD - quoted from mr KHOO

Jasper passed away......
I don't know what to say anymore.
So sudden, someone can just die like that?..
Regret not visiting him, why am I such an asshole? Just some time back... he's still fine as gold. But things just changes so fast. One moment he's still living his life, and next he left. Left this world. Been thinking that sec 4s leave is the worst thing that can happen, but what's that compared to this?!! Don't know why I'm crying, but those tears just flow down. If only time would turn back when we were happily conferencing on the phone. talking bout hippopotamus;guitar; and crap...............

Don't know when will someone else have another brain cancer and leave. Always thought that none of these would happen. But when things choose to come, they will. Maybe one day I'll be going to school, and next moment, I'm gone. I don't want anyone else to leave. I would have treasured everyone that ever appeared in my life. But why did i learn this lesson only when Jasper is.....

And tomorrow is the two compositions. What a perfect timing. What nice mood to write my most hated compositions. ihate myself.

Got 13/24 for oral because of a dentist. ARGHX, that's what MDM Cheong said. haha. Stupid dentist, don't like dentists. But I'm lucky that is is only CA2 marks. Phew...

Ivan also got see <> one! It's like so damn cool. most of the time in class was talking about the show. hehe. Yixiang open eyes watch only. So far, studied a little bit of Science only. The exam fever and the panicking haven't came over me yet. But it seems so near yet so far. Friday=death day. MUSIC=SOUL+PASSION. LOL

Actually, go good or bad class don't really matter to me. Just don't want go so good ones, very stressful. HAHA. So, let me just be average. (:
Hope exams faster over, been so well-behaved these few days. So free and nothing to do. When exams are over, there will be recruitment drive and CO camp coming up. Busy and fun. ^^ Grading also coming.... scared.

ok, all the best people.

I'm going to fail my English oral. Mistakened a dentist as a baker; how stupid. =.= English is the only subject that can score without studying and yet lost away 30% in my oral. ): Hope Miss Siti is a kind-hearted soul.

now i wann to change back to normal way liaos. cos got one pests come contaminate my tag board. think she very li hai liddat. firstly, popular den show name la, like some coward hiding your face with paper bag and commenting on people. pls search yourself first. no true friends?, what about you? are you being true yourself? i don wanna be popular, few good friends are enough. cant expect the whole world to be there for you when we needs it. and it is nnot a matter of true friends, t is different people have different perspective of things and life.

End of years is coming, haven't seem to be preparing anything and the panicking isn't here yet. haha. Only worry is oral, can really pull my english marks down. Haiz.... recruitment drive is coming, so cool to see cute primary six students coming to Chung Cheng and having a tour for them. Too bad cannot play with them, - station master ): nevermind, there's still Jing Wen to pei me. He's just as cute. ! heh

Deicided to blog again. Because feeling so sian of some particular things. HAH... wanted to use "la", but I am having a "singlish" strike until english paper is over. hehe.

spent from 12 - 1030 at CARline's house. Did our demon art mask, home econs and little bit of studying. Very little, cos spent most of the night time watching television and laughing our heads off. She even laughed and grasp me by the shoulder =.= ; so agitated. HAA but actually, did a lot of work at her house, if I was at home, I wouldn't have so much accomplishment. And her TV ROCKS to the core! Love it man. ^-^

Came back home and had a scare that my computer is being demolished. Was thinking about all my precious pictures and songs. So angry, even saw the computer at the dustbin area. ARGHX.

Feeling so unappreciated right now.
"Life is so unfair" - quoted from Zongye
" Life is never fair" replied Mdm Shar.
Although it doesn't makes any link, but it totally makes sense in no matter what circumstances. May it be the science test for Zongye and for me now. It isn't much difference. Because of just 3 words, not " I Love You" which is always mistaken as all the 3 words. But it's " Life's like that".

Going for a world tour tomorrow, at Expo. LOL. Think it will be super cool, news same out today that the president was on the Great Wall of China today. HAHA. Then I'll be on top of the Ifle tower tomorrow! Anyone interested to go? Have many tickets left, and it would be nice. (:

ok, i end with Zongye's common phrase,
LIFE IS SO UNFAIR

Blogged lesser and lesser these few times, because some things just can't be described in words. And maybe... just wouldn't want to repeat myself a second time.

This week was a "home" day, everyday went home exceptionally early. House curfew? haha. Jess taught me that word. hehe. Tests and tests each week, adding to the tension of upcoming exams. Perhaps after the English paper then I shall convert back to my non-standard english. LOL.

I'm now so addicted to the Tv. People in tv just looks more friendly ^-^ , and it isn't reality. Oh yah, forgot to mention, had been playing with straws this week during lessons too. haha, Ivan bought one whole packet for me, now use until less than half. wahaha. xie shern and zong ye still use them as baby toys, they'll be future inventors. ^o^ haha.

sat bus with zhi yin yesterday, g0sh.... really miss them. Don't want things to change. ): and she saved me from the sweet couple. HAHA! so must thank her. heheee

tomorrow shall commit myself to CARline's house, if not she will come kidnap me, i don't want to die young.

ok,.. may all of your lives go smoothly. especially the sec 4s who had their prelims and o'levels are coming. JIA YOU worx! sec 2s too!, streaming.

slept and everything is gone. i have to move on and not brood over the past i guess.
time will heal all wounds
just think that being humans, we are sutpid creatures who always take the wrong move. even the tinest one can cause everything to change eh.. but i guess it aint as bad now. so, i'll look into the future. haha, like that's so raven.

find my holiday seemed to be so so meaningless. haha. supposed to study den keep slacking. hmmmms.. and today is THURS liao! From this sentence on, my post shall be in perfect english. (:
2 exams are approaching; EOYs and Ruan exam. I really must wake up from my long and never ending sleep. ZzZzZzZzz

i finally realised the reason for those long periods of agony. ARGHX! i think of those days, i feel like whacking him. his PETTY actions caused all these! but i guess... i realised things that i thought was so great was phoney. for so so so long, i keep telling myself that THAT wasnt the reason. hur... guess im only lying to myself hur. the more i think about it the more i think i can go and die liao la. WL.
always love those who always stood by me. but i know.. nothing ever remains the same..

yays. the school don wann him. haha. woots.
just had a fight with my brother which i cannot retalliate. ARGHX.

now i hope my mother will scold me beat me or whatever. so i can just cry freely and not hide. so now is, whole class support except for kong xie shern. ok lor.. i have nothing to say.
friday is a fucking day ok. this thing and ____ is leaving. seeing him for the last day perhaps. haiz.. totally sian diao. but i wanna thank miss cheong.. what she say very soothing.. and those that stood up for me.., 2 HM.. love you guys. cos i seriously think that i did nth wrong, and this isnt a case of loyalty. ok, anyone who greatly oppose scold me all you want.

today is teacher's day! haha, the performance was so so cool lor. especially the teachers' performance. faizal is cool! but so stiff. haha, mr lam wahh... bang4 ar. haha., mr chye better. better i mean.. errr.. more vigorous. LOL

dragged until 11.30 plus plus pm. den go back sch for that party thingy, khoo messaged me say he sick, cannot come. go back class.. so little people.. no teachers come.. wth. =.= den must go back pri. sch in half and hr's time

by the time reach gongshang, the hall already black liaoz, no one inside, nothing. haiz.. pathetic when we were to reach so late. but nvm, saw same old people which i haven saw for really really long. jia jun have grown!! haha, but still quite short lur.. hehe. still cute cute de la. jing wen grow so chao tall! and zi zheng ley... haha, don find anythng different bout him. joshua is more guai lan with chek kai. arghx. jun ting grew taller. and i cant believe shan liang! he have grown... but he failed eng den now still in gongshang.. wl. last year still keep disturbing me when i went back to sch, now donno who liaos. hahz, .. nvm, i also donnoe him de, is he guai lan and chao2 me too much den know who is he de. so yah.

hmmmms.. so many people dint come. bryan donnoe why, xin zhi cos he needa stay back in school. peng ho, donnoe. haiz... hope to have a full class gathering one of the days. if not i will forget got who in the class de. lost the year bk le ney... hehee

went to tampines MAC eat. mrs chow treated us. she's still super nice and remembers each and everyone of us. so gd. den we pulled her to take neoprint with us. this time we treat. hahaz. she was like so fascinated with the neoprint machine and how we design it. lols. so cute. den go home lor.
sian la, wann go steamboat in the end no girls go. tot a lot of people say they want go de? wow.. all disappear.

im so addicted to dragon shows! actually... just love all these legendary strories, esp. dragons. remember that time i sleepwalked cos of the show? LOL! nvm, such stuffs better not elaborate.
-[bottom donnid to read, just releasing anger]



got back progress report card today. bleags.. inattentive and daydreaming in class sia.. results still ok la... but hor!, tt mother of mine don think so lehs. say wad.. A1 is 80 above. siaoo arh. 75 above already difficult to get liaos, ARGHX! no matter wad i do, wad kinda marks i get she also bu shuang de la. suan4 le la!, i don care liao lor. make it sound so easy. sick and tired of her voice. everything also must comment about, like she more clever liddat. only i don wann suan1 her hur.

somemore all our teachers gone mad le!, arghx! mrs tan so pek cek scold us. xie shern worse, he like nvr talk also kana her scold until so can3. and now comes to ambert khoo!, always tot he was nice, tho he don teach much. budden, he also siao with the other teachers. sit beside him do the WS, careless mistakes he use pen hit my knuckles. wl! come sch also must let ppl beat. oh yah, one more thing, he smells. cos he smokes. only teacher that remain hyper and funny is miss cheong. her expression of her face is always so funny.

tomorrow HM peeps having steamboat dinner... as usual... cannot go. mother la! everything is cos of her de. ARGHX! soon arh, i become like johnnycade or Dally. just cant talk to my family for 2 minutes with getting into quarrels and fights de. so, i'd rather hope i was dumb. maybe deaf also can, peace and quiet. why some people have such nice and cosy family ar? im so envious. aiya, to hell with everything la!

(washed out by everything. hate it)

WOOTS! yesterdat went to bball finals VS Raffles institution.
first impression: the guys from raffles were like so big sized and seemed so pro. every shot is go in de. den turn head look the other side of court.. errr.. big difference hur. haha
But we have super fast players. wahahas. so cool. colin, zhan hong, chee siang was gd. (: raffles have tt An zhen and Danny, we over there keep asking one of them to 5 penalty out. in the end zhan hong and danny out. wl, referee so bias de.! angry ! everytime is our side of the court have whistle de. arghx. den xie wei very ke lian. almost end of match that time, he fall down., pain until he held on to the floor. chao suay. final result,.... we won! heex. MVP is colin. he's good with the ball and super duper fast manz..

sec four prelims starts from today(tts wad mr soon said?) lolx. ok, jia you all sec fours! all the best wors!

my neck and back is breaking. ):
suay la, sprained my neck when im on the toilet bowl. =.=

i finally found out why car'line's reaction when jun yang lost was so BIG le. admit la.. his first song was like... errs.. erhm... not nice. but his second song so NICE!! his eyes so shiny and he acts like small boy boy de. hee. whereas for weilian... i certainly have no comments. not that i am against blind people, but just that he aint as good. and tho i don like shi xin hui, she sings better than kelly, but she out... the results just isnt wad we expected la. that's LIFE! ok, shall continue to hear their third song... BRB!

heard jun yang the third song! woots! so cool. hahas!, hope he and candyce will be together.
sho siann.... im without my phone. 0; hmmms.. ok, bye lur.. , nothing else to say. only....
i miss seniors!


Someone’s watching over me
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believeThat

I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over

Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me

talked bout parents today durng english period.. den zong ye said he hate his parent... but,..... can he? like, how can you hate someone that made you? even if hate.... sure got one part of your heart is love de lor. noticed i cannot have 2 days in a row not crying at home cos of my family. i cry cos i love them rights?.. i think... and i care about how they treat me. like.., who wouldnt want our family to be like car'line liddat..sho nice lor, but family are like the closest we have, (tt's wad ppl say) and how come i don feel the bond? i lost my respect for my parents le, they don earn it anymore. tt's why today the report card, i rated myself "D" for respect for parents.
i think next time i will go to jail cos i become terrorist due to the anger within me and my brother will go to jail also cos he is FATTY and steals and might even kill somebody too. in jail, i see no one taking his side and will beat him back double he beats me. stupid fatty.
LIFE IS SO UNFAIR
maybe i should just hit the walls and die.
den everything shall end.

cancelled my previous post. hehe. cos i siann diao. (:
hah. ok, desperately wanna finish the zuo wen, but so diff lor. stupid title, stupid love story.

hmmms.. more and more people falling sick lur.. take care yea?. me still having flu... den whole day nose so red like clown, ppl still tot i cry. -.- reminds me of that time dazu... haiZ.. nvm, shan't think anymore. ^^

went tao payoh after school. went kidddy palace, sho cool lo. wahahs! like big kiddies. saw many many cutecute stuff there. and turtle cars!! kana hit my jerome,(as usual). ):

went car'line hse to goof around. wl!, she and xiaohei playing wrestling with bryan. so dotx! den screaming everywhere. hmmms.. those that saw my previous post, tts when they were "fighting". lol. cute hor. funny.

ok, i think i shall be a good girl lur,... if i don fall alseep halfway.. haha. it's like only 830 and im sleepy? nvm.. take care people!
CIAOZ!
-ishallwaittheonceinabluemoon- (:

when am i the bad girl you are refering?
which part of me do you see?
wad did i do to deserve all these?
head hurts, throat sore.
family? i don't seem to be part of it.
i don need lectures from anyone
whoever whatever
i don care

sick ): currently 37.8, just now quarelled with my tt mama den rised to 38.1. stupid stupid stupid. ARGH. sian ar, don have anyone crap here, so bored. i miss turtles! maybe i shall go sleep again.
3.26pm
realised something very stupid i have done.. -.- i put my wrong bday on my blog. ahhh, my head spoil liao sia. so blur. ok, zheng yi just told me that oral coming. so many tests and stuff. SIAN! and i have just told ning mao that there is sich a place called LT 3. hehe!

shall update lur. hahas. zhong zheng jing shen jian presentation was really sadd lorhs. thecrying was like domino effect. hahz... but overall, i can say that it was great, tho it took a very short time, short and sweet. (: before that waited very long for MD, we took some very lame photos. later shall view. hehe. HM people are such a fun batch. wahahas! today during calligraphy they took pics(but i dint) was drawing my picture. hahas. serious k! lol. den after that, me, carline and ivan started the pepsi cola game! woots! like old times.. -thinks- ): hahas. wl, end up not playing, is fighting for legs. -.- hahhaz!!!!
den went for lao ren yuan thing after school. ok, we were messy, but the whole prgramme was so long... not enough entertainment, so we had to impromptu. haiZ.. i think they very ke lian... don wann grow old leys.. i scared. 50 more years. haha. went totally crazy there jiu shi le. den after tt went MACS den walked to paya lebar MRT. ^^ den SLEEP!
and why must CCA block renovate?. i want our own cosy place where we cann go crazy and do whatever we want there. i'll miss it soso much. faster ok hor! don take too long the contractors! ok, now for the pictures, anw, i haven got the NDP pics done yet... my papa still haven send me. ):




iLOVEtoiletbowlseats!

supposingly to be a gang bang,but end up zong ye solo. xD

don really like a floweron my head. ):

we're imprisoned!!!

formal shot of the GIRLS.

xie shern(D24liulian)coming out of toilet bowl. 0_o

yeahhs! 3ofus. hahas


old folk's home!

swaying to the beat.

dang1 wo3 men2 tong3 zao4 yi4 qi3 (:simply love the 39ofUS! just one whole big family standing up for one another. will miss the times.. so must treasure!!turtles OYE!ye ren bang sup sup OYE!HM wang4 sui4!



bano is so cute. HIS FELIN!
2 pretty girls eh? the pole dance.LOL
these 2 pics are due to popular demands.! wahahhaas!!! (:

yesterdat went to padang for national day parade. wahahaas, go so many years le, this one is nicest. maybe cos it is nearer? hahas. cann see faces better. and so high tech sia, got satellite link to the different places at marina south, tampines and manymany. hahas. did the singapore wave around all the parts. cool hur. and i love the dance for this year the song. tho the song not really veery nice. but conclusion, taufik is like so much better den sylvester. no offence hur all sylvester fans. hahz. just think he sings better. ok, nvm, i not a fan of neither of them anyways. took many many pics, hmmmms.. shall upload them when i get the pics into the com. real nice. (:
after the parade, cos sit mrt back marhs, no space park car, so went to shopping centre shop shop a while. i just need to use the toilet ya noe. haha. den i saw DINO when i came out of the toilet. so scary lorhs! hmmmms.. so long never see him le. changed. one thing nvr change, his soso unique eyebrows. xD although quite a few times saw him at simei, but imagine face to face, phew.. think very nice to see an old friend after a long time. remember the old times... ^^ i love those innocent times!! woots.! ok, blog next time when i got the photos. CIAOZ!